Swamp Hag

Things are starting to look up even if just a little bit. Saw my disability lawyer last week and my file is thickkkk! She said that she is extremely hopeful that my case will be approved without having to go to my trial date next week. She said she can’t make any promises, but that she also would think they are insane to deny me. So I am very anxious and stressed out. But I am also so hopeful that things are actually going to go in my favor for once. It would be nice to have a disposable income again, considering I haven’t worked in about 2 years now. So here’s hoping! 🤞

With the warmer weather it’s easier for me to move around and feel like and actual human again. The pain and disability in my body really makes me sad, but the warm weather reminds me that it’s okay.

The best days are the ones where I have a massive ass dab, and cozy on the couch with Project Fear.

Been going through a bunch more mental health testing. Now I am going for neuropsychiatric testing for actually legitimate answers. I am so excited and scared to find out what the answers are.

Well blew out some muscles in my shoulder by just stretching. This is what happens when I am dehydrated and not stretching properly.

Today is the day that my mind and soul realized we walked with death side by side. There is no lure, no want or desire. Just a comfort in knowing that they are there. A solace in the companionship.

Just when you thought things couldn’t get worse. You have to uproot the last two years of your life for an emergency move. With the world the way it is, you can’t afford your apartment on your own anymore. So you have to move in with friends in hopes of getting life together so you can have your own home again. This struggle never ends.