🤍Eve🤍

it’s okay though I will bounce back. never be scared If this happens it comes with an ED and don’t let someone tell you otherwise, you will be okay. You will always bounce back. (Just to let you know that wasn’t my goal. My goal was zero I wanted to fast for at least two days but it’s okay.)

I’ve been gone for a while, but I’m finally back.

It’s true what they say “no matter how skinny you are you will never be skinny enough.”

I mean “gross” because I look kind of sick.

I’ll probably get some weird people messaging me so when that happens these will be deleted (I had to cover my face and my toes because of you weirdos…)

It was two in the morning and I couldn’t sleep. So I got up and made a turkey and cheese sandwich which was 210 cal, White cheddar popcorn (160 cal), and a digestive mix of nuts which I picked at and ate a lot of the cranberries but I’m still going to counted as two servings so 280 cal. So in total 650 cal…

it’s not one of my bad binges but I’m gaining a lot of weight to the point where I’m too scared to step on the scale so I really can’t risk anything. i’m going to try and fast again I know I fucked up but sometimes you just have to get back up and try again.

even though I haven’t ate anything but half a sandwich , a cup of soup, a protein bar,a granola bar and an apple. i’m just so confused and I’m honestly so done I feel like I’ll never be able to eat anything without gaining weight. what should I do?