Seeing this years later blows my mind.

Heard from my spirit guide today, beyond thrilled.

Crazy how the only thing keeping me alive right now is my dog

I know he needs help and this is the best thing for us at the moment but my heart hurts so much, im so tired of putting my all and then getting screwed over. I felt like he was genuinely the one and I know he feels the same about me. Theres no hard feelings its just what needs to be done, his mental health is more important than anything. I've never had so much anxiety and hurt. I can't bank on us getting back together but I want it so badly. I know the pain will subside, I want to fast forward. I haven't fallen this hard in so long and holy fuck itll take a long time to get back up.