24 na ako, wala pa rin usad sa buhay ko hahahahahhahaha half chz

Dapat tulog na ako ngayon eh since I established a ritual of my daily routine na by 10:30, it’s either I’m sleeping peacefully na or matutulog na. There are a lot of things in my mind right now. Let’s start with me finding a new work since pagod na ako sa current job ko, physically and mentally. And the pay is not that good in regards to the current workloads I have. Next, letting my wall down to let someone in pero ayun umalis din naman and it’s fine. I’m getting there and he’s been good to me and I want it to stay that way. Whatever your decisions are, I want the best for you. Anyway, marami talaga ako naiisip ngayon huhu and di ko alam paano ko siya aayusin para masolusyunan ko isa-isa. Sawang sawa na rin journal ko sa mga rants ko kaya dito naman para makapagpahinga siya kahit one night. Ayun lang naman hehe nighty

You reblogs will do help po. Stay safe and maraming salamat!

Do you think it's fun to be the jolly one from the group? Nope. It's like you don't have any choice but to be fun kung hindi maaapektuhan na silang lahat. This is the reason why I always tell people na don't rely your happiness to other people. It's really irritating to hear words na "hala wala sa mood si ganto. Behave muna tayo". Tao pa rin naman ako, nagbabago nararamdaman ko. Sometimes, I feel too much. Sometimes, I don't feel anything at all. Stop invalidating people's feelings just because it doesn't meet yours.