1..2..3… good girl

Belly Manipulation

I want you to rub my belly as I quietly push little by little. I want you to hold my hand and whisper sweet nothings to me. I want you to push my hair back and stroke my cheek. I want you to tell me how good of a job I am pushing your baby out. I want us to look each other in the eyes and smile and kiss, only for me to break away with a whimper as your baby spreads me wide open. Another push and my waters finally break. A sudden, long groan of relief leaves me as my belly deflates and contracts. I want you to be there and watch the finale of what your seed did to me.

I love the little things; the little details that show the effort that goes into a push: legs opening wider, knees going further back, a big deep breath in, brows furrowing, toes curling - showing how hard mama’s pushing to bring her baby into the world, how ready she was for this moment.

I want to feel your hand, holding a warm wash cloth against my perineum. Your finger, gently tracing, massaging my opening. Our baby’s head is heavy in my pelvis.

I’ll confess something; I’m a sucker for intimacy and romance. I want every part of our journey to having our first baby together to feel magical, and to be an irreplaceable memory. To truly connect and feel one with one another as I fill you up, to grow even closer with every day our baby grows, to being your rock as you work your way through contractions and pushes, I want every moment to top the last, and I want to help my partner feel the same way.