𝓔𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂

homicidal thoughts suck. Like genuinely. People always joke that they’d kill someone, but if they had a knife in their hand, they wouldn’t do shit. Not saying you should, I’m just saying that joking abt homicidal thoughts isn’t right. I have constant thoughts abt hurting somebody or myself, and it sucks. I hear shit telling me that I’m a monster, that I’m just as bad as a child killer. I haven’t intentionally hurt anybody, but the thoughts won’t stop and I want to rip my fucking skin off

god won’t let me die 😔

hypersexuality isn’t silly 😔

growing up is realizing that you should’ve never had to grow up in the first place. You should’ve been able to be a kid. You should’ve been aloud to play in the mud, climb trees, ride your bike around the neighborhood, get into trouble with friends, and just be a kid. But that’s not what you got to do, is it? You had to grow up far too fast, deal with issues that you didn’t even understand, yet you tried to help anyways. You should’ve been a child.