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grief isn’t linear. grief tends to move more like weather than a straight path. calm one hour, overwhelming the next, sometimes returning long after you thought you were “past” something. people often expect progress to look steady. acceptance replacing pain in orderly stages. but in reality, grief can loop, stall, soften, spike, disappear for a while, then reappear because of a smell, a date, a song, or an ordinary moment that suddenly isn’t ordinary anymore. some days the loss sits quietly beside you. other days it fills the whole room. and neither state is more “correct” than the other. healing rarely means forgetting. more often, it means learning how to carry what changed without it crushing every part of you.t he hard days do not erase the progress you’ve made. they are part of it.

being hrny to the point where it hurts kills me at my core

Sleeeeeeping to avoid everything

if you're rude to service job workers you're the lowest form of vertebrae to me and should be shot dead

i need a kiss

kisses* one is not enough i need that immediately

I blame everything on social media. And I’m right. It stole real life from us it’s psychological warfare did they even do research on it before releasing it like on lab rats? The rats would’ve probably all killed themselves