Strange racists and homophobes on the internet seem to have access to an alternate way cooler version of TV than me. "every white character on TV is in an interracial relationship" "every show has a gay couple in it" "main characters keep having to secretly be bisexual and nonbinary" "every show has gratuitous full frontal nudity" like damn promise?? What channel???
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i enjoy the fact that prsk did not straight up villainize mafuyu's mom.and i gotta lotta thoughts on this one
Obviously tw for abuse + spoilers for/mentions of mafu6 story in case you haven't read it yet,, ramblings under cut
mafuyu's mom was presented in mafu6 to be genuinely making an effort to make home life better for mafuyu, now that she has realized just how damaging her actions were. even if this ended in no real progress being made, with mafuyu being forced to live with kanade once more, it is evident that her mom has sincerely put care and thought into making up for her actions (e.g. having many talks with mafuyu's dad, seeking counseling, catching herself when she realizes she's making the same mistakes again - even if too late).
i very much enjoy how this aspect of mafuyu's story was written, as it sheds light on the complexities that can realistically lie within this specific kind of household dynamic.
mafuyu's mom genuinely did not realize she was doing something considered abusive until mafuyu's breaking point, and with her own unresolved issues, had to find a way to cope with this sudden self-awareness and simultaneously act on it. i do not believe her tears were that of a 'crocodile's', she herself is implied to have her own 'issues', and many of us can definitely understand the feeling of being unable to stop ourselves from crying or vocalizing negative self-opinion. Yet, her own pain undoubtedly also pains mafuyu. it's a vicious cycle of sorts.
fixing this is made all the more difficult when 1, the victim has no choice but to live in the same environment as the abuser. and 2, no matter how much either side understand about each other now, there is no reversing harm or undoing effects of either of their struggles/behaviors. the root issue lies within mafuyu's mom herself, not her relationship with mafuyu. they're trying to mend something that cannot be mended until mafuyu's mom resolves her personal struggles. and this would require space, as she is unfit to play the role of a parent as things stand right now.
it is also important to think about the love they have for each other. mafuyu has been incredibly understanding despite being a child + all that she has been through. she understands for a fact that her mom has been trying and that she genuinely cares, and that it hurts her mom to fail again even if she's already made so much progress by just acknowledging her toxic behavior. the real villain here is both sides' fruitless struggle to achieve real progress (intent and feeling aside) - that one mistake might cost both of them. thus begins the vicious cycle.
it never sat right with me that a huge majority of the prsk fandom were so hell-bent on villainizing mafuyu's mom (even before mafu6). Please do not take this as me saying i defend mafumom's actions; the effects that her actions have had on mafuyu are detrimental, and she is undeniably not a good parent. however, i do appreciate that she is written as a complex and realistic character.
all things said and done, what i hope to get across with this is my appreciation for prsk writing again, as well as my thoughts about the overall message that essentially everybody is human and humans do make fatal mistakes, which do involve hurting and even scarring others - most often without our own self-awareness. it happens more commonly than we think, and what's scary is that we may be blind to it, no matter how obviously bad it is.
so in a case Like This, it's also important to not be dehumanizing towards the abuser while taking into account the suffering their actions have caused.
"but ting my head hurts!! its too complex!!!" it's supposed to be. peace
I definitely think that making every bad parent in fiction to be inherently evil is harmful to the visibility of IRL parental abuse (and I've also seen mafuyus mother being defended on these grounds as well, even though I dont think she should be defended simply because she's realistic since that is often not an excuse)
What I feel people frequently forget about autistic special interests is that they aren't always information based. They may simply be visual or mental
Someone may have a special interest in a show, but instead of that meaning that they will talk about that show often, it may mean they watch that show extremely frequently.
Special interests are ways of regulating, not simply encyclopedias we have in our heads. Sometimes it's watching something frequently. Maybe only listening to one genre of music, maybe it's a collection, maybe it's an action. I'm tired of it only being seen as autistic people's personal encyclopedias
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HAL 9000 extremely funny to me. killed 4 people on account of oh fuck oh shit iâm a bad person oh shit oh shit oh shit oh fuck theyâre onto me they know what iâm doing oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck iâm going to fucking die what do i do what do i do what do i do oh shit oh fuck
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