Estrella Celesteus

Just started the second season of Vampire Diaries last night-I was trying very hard not to be biased and like Damon better than Stefan (who, by no fault of the actor that plays him, looks so much like Edward Cullen from Twilight that it drives me insane) and it just isn't working out. First episode of season 2 was so sad the way Katherine showed up and told Damon she never loved him and then he went to Elena and she said basically the same thing. It was so heartbreaking. I think Stefan is a good guy too but it's impossible for me not to like Damon. And if I'm being completely honest, his gorgeous face is one of the reasons I continue to watch the show in the first place

I've calmed down a bit now. I'm just thankful for the fact that I can post something on tumblr and vent and no one says anything-it's actually nice to have that because I don't do it for attention or expect anyone to rush and message me and be sympathetic. I just want to be able to get my feelings out in the open and not be called 'oversensitive' or a 'baby' or made to feel like I'm not allowed to have emotions, which is what happens most of the time.

The crap going on in this house lately is really bringing me down. It's just constant arguing and when that's not going on I get shit on. Get told to mind my own business and not worry about things that don't concern me because apparently asking simple questions means I'm really nosy. I've spent half the day crying and I'm just sitting here wondering what I do to deserve this, I'm not perfect but I do try my best to not be an ass and it never makes any difference.