"I thought..I was alive."

Simon just smiled, leaning back against Markus and resting his hands over the other’s arms. “...I missed you too, Markus...more than I can put into words..”

So I quit my job :| It still hasn’t quite sunk in yet, but I’m hoping my stress levels will level out again soon. I’ve got a few things lined up and I probably should have waited until I was hired again before quitting but I just couldn’t do it anymore. I’m done feeling worthless and stressed out and sick and tense and in pain and crying every fucking day and fighting with anxiety and depression and unable to function properly because I’m so stressed all I do is sleep all day on my days off because I don’t sleep during the week. I’m just done, you know?

Financially I’ll be fine for a bit, so that’s not the issue. Just…I needed out. A bit twitchy right now so I’m cleaning up around the apartment (my dad is visiting tomorrow) but I’ll be on to do replies on my various blogs a little later, as well as recording more Arkham Origins. Part 11 is uploading right now.

Not gonna talk too much on the why behind my job and the shit they’ve been putting me through mentally. Most people have said I’m overreacting, but when i’m throwing up and finding every excuse under the sun not to go in for more mental abuse, I don’t feel I should have to explain myself.