Corrupted necrosis bastard!

( my alt is ; @nauticalnocturnal !! )

𖤐 ͎࣪ ˖ Hi pplz of Tumblr !! XO Am pretty new here so I better get introducing ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ 🦴

𖤐 ͎࣪ ˖ Call me Dash / Niko (any name works! :P) ♠️

𖤐 ͎࣪ ˖ I’m your local fanboy who likez anything, really!! But I'll label some fandoms Im totez into!! :3 ( Though do expect a very infrequent post schedule.. ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡ . . )

DC (batfamily centric! But I love everything still !! <3)

Mob psycho 100 !!

JJBA !! (Wheres episode 2, Netflix?.)

TBHK!

Blue lock !!

RE !!

COD !!

OHSHC !!

MCbushpig! (not a fandom but i love my favorite scat butcher!!)

Probs more but I totez forgot . . This post'll probably be updated in the future!! :3

Now that I introduced julian, know that I'm likely going to roleplay as him so much n my comment section, because I fucking love him. I use the tags '🍒' at the end of every comment for him <3

Also i love homoeroticism and I love men fucking

LMAO IM SO SORRY FOR THAT😭😭🙏 MANNNNNN I CANT COMFORT PEOPLE FOR SHIT I JUST KNOW HOW TO BE MOTIVATIONAL IM CRYINF

AND YEAH!! OFC THAT MAKES A LOT OF SENSE!! honestly I remember being exposed for the first time and that shit was WILDDDDD like I had to dress fem for SO LONG and talk about men to a healthy extent to deflect AND prevent the "you're actually a whore who lost his virginity!!" allegations LMAOOOOOOO😭🙏 (which is a whole ass lore dump alone💀)

But def try cutting your hair!! There are so many androgynous styles you could pull off with long hair I'm sure!!

Also RIGHT??? LIKE LISTEN I CAN LOSE WEIGHT BUT I CANT GAIN MUSCLE AND MY CHEST WONT GO AWAY UGGHHHH💔💔💔💔💔 IF YOU CANT BIND / DONT WANT TO BIND THEN MY GREATEST PIECE OF ADVICE IS A SPORTS BRA😭😭 IT FLATTENS SOMETHING AT LEAST!!

AND YESSSS OFC ANYTIME IM SO HAOPY TO HELP!!! I too am thrilled to know I'm not the only loser who feels like a fraud😭 (FRAUDKUNA REFERNCE IN THE WILD)!! DO WHAT MAKES YOU COMFY GANG <DDDD

also I'm sosorry but I keep reading you as MIT like the university and I just feel you had to know that I keep imagining youre an actual computer somewhere on the campus with sentience typing this out🙏

Know that I relate to you unfortunately on an extremely spiritual level because wtf is up with people taking advantage of queer people's coming out for gossip gain?

Fuck that stupid bitch UGHHHHHHHHHH ITS ALWAYS THE FRIENDS YOU HELD SO DEAR TOO??

Okay! So, I understand, cause I myself am born in an extremely shitty / prejudiced country and region, to the extent I could actually go to jail or worse for being trans or gay.

So, cause of the fact I'm going to college soon, my family, especially the women in my family, have been strictly enforcing this "dress more fem" rule on me, where I'm expected to wear a very specific pieces of clothing with cultural and religious importance. Only women can wear it. And its fucking humiliating. Like, IRL, I look extremely feminine, to the point it's frustrating. My hair is long, and I'm a lot smaller than most, so I can't even appear masculine without major alterations that I cant do at this very moment. So, in order to affirm myself, i mostly use a lot of baggy clothing to draw away attention from my chest, or I wear more sporty attire, like sneakers or band t-shirts. It's a bonus if it's a band that my family likes, since I can get away with wearing it, or I use the excuse of claiming "it's for sleeping" but wear it normally. Its not much, and theres little I can really do to myself physically, but so long as I can take away attention from the more 'feminine' physical attributes, I'm comforted by that.

Now, when it came to pronouns for me, I struggled a lot when it came to such. When I was 13 I used to identify as nonbinary, so I used they/them. Eventually, I grew uncomfortable by the lack of masculinity they provided me and used, and still use, he/him. I only tolerate she/her IRL because if i don't i will literally be sent to the slammer😭 now, your situation feels a little more complex, so I'm sorry If I can't give you much of a response!! But, I used to experiment with multiple pronouns, like asking people to refer to me as they AND he, so I didn't feel less masculine. But!! Something else I do a lot is just refer to myself in first person!! Or, I generalize myself!! So, instead of having to say "your poor daughter" I'd just say "your poor child!!" Or even add some dramatic flare "your poor brethren!!" Since I notice people seem a lot less suspicious if you present yourself flamboyantly or dramatically, and they'll just take it as "oh!! They're eccentric just like that :)" so it takes away from the curiosity of me not referring to myself as a specific gender.

and i totally get the whole fem / masc thing!!

Like, i feel extremely guilty for constantly drawing mysona as overly feminine, or constantly being interested in aesthetics that are extremely feminine focused, like kawaiicore or gyaru fashion, when it feels like I'm contradicting everything it means to be a trans-man, which is masculinity. But!! Know that it's very okay to feel that way!! To be honest, I myself still struggle extremely when it comes to my interests, because it just feels like if I fall into a certain feminine aesthetic too much, then I'm simply rejecting transness and conceding in being a woman—but you shouldn't think that way!! Sometimes we just like certain styles because they appeal to us in certain ways!! Something extremely dumb I always do to kind of swat away that kind of thinking is remembering that styles do not determine gender, and I like thinking of my favorite male characters dressing in kawaii core themselves!! You shouldn't be ashamed if styles clash, cause I have like 5 million styles I really like that are constantly clashing, but you can always take elements of certain feminine and masculine styles to feel more comfortable :33!!

Im so sorry if any of my replies aren't really the kind you're looking for, but I feel like you should experiment with your style, see what works and doesn't!! When it comes to pronouns, you can ask people to refer to you as either multiple pronouns to see what makes you feel more comfortable or simply by your name!! I don't think doing so makes you strictly fluid or nonbinary, and it's okay to be gender questioning or still be CIS or trans!! I've met a lot of CIS people who use pronouns that refer to their opposite assigned gender at birth!!

The important part is, you should reach a conclusion that makes you feel comfortable and happy with yourself!! You shouldn't force yourself to adhere to a specific style or norm that doesn't make you who you are or what you identify as!!

-MT

sorry guys I was sent to hell for a few days

AND HIIII!!!

YES I AM AND I DO LMAOOOO😭😭

gisueppe mazzini but SPECIFICALLY in this pic its the man behind the sitting guy pointing at the document

twin holy fuck

I'm BENDING HIM OVER

FIRST PAGE‼‼‼‼🙏🙏🙏 I HAD to make the lyrics subways of your mind by FEX cause NAHHHHH myhouse.wad changed my life

Wheres YOUR chocolate labubu that's RIGHT IT DOESNT EXIST

HHIBIHIHI EBI <DDDD !!!!!

okay so I'm extremely biased because I'm a tsuki FIEND........

BUT ITS PROBABLY HINATA , TANAKA AND ASAHI LMFAOOOOOO😭😭 ADMITTEDLY IM STILL READING, BUT LIKE UGH MY BABIES THEIR SO SWEET AND ITS LIKE I LOVE THEM🙏🙏 MY BABIES <<3333333

(Tumblr making my quality shitter than it already is as always😭)

My new sketchbook for fan fics and being a marine biology and fishphile🙏

Absolutely vile book and I started crying like a baby

Oh my God mars I love you this is my area of expertise to a TTTTTTT.

SO ILL DO THE JOJOS IN THE FIRST SIX PARTS <33333

OKAY OKAY, for the two, greatest husband materials, and these two are completely interchangeable; josuke and Jonathan.

josuke, I believe, would be a wonderful husband. Like, 10/10 no notes. From all of part 4, for as ruthless as he could be sometimes, josuke is still an affectionate caring boy. He made sure to avenge shigechi, and he usually befriends a lot of his enemies (except for angelo and Kira BUT GENUINELY WHO WOULD FORGIVE THEM😭🙏) so he isn't quite the violent, out for blood type, HOWEVER!!! he is ABSOLUTELY protective and WILL do what he can to keep those he loves safe, as evidenced by the murder of his grandfather which leads into his confrontation against angelo. And even bring up ANYTHING against his hair, and dear god🙏 Josuke would definitely be the playful and fun husband who you can get into all kinds of stupid shenanigans with, and hes someone who, under all of that delinquency, is a boy who is confident and proud of his youth and the love and energy that comes with such youth. Josuke would be the kind of husband who plays video games with you and gets excited when it comes to such trivial things—like, you found a 10 dollar bill? NO WAY!!! he definitely strikes me as a jojo who could absolutely be THE model husband, and WAHHHHHHHH I love him so freaking much THATS MY BABY THATS MY CRAZY DIAMOND WHOD TAKE YOU ROLLERSKATING AND PULL PRANKS ON YOU BUT DEFEND YOU IN A HEARTBEATTTTTT <3

As for Jonathan, LAWDDDDDDDDD THE MAN THE MYTH THE BRICKWALL LEGEND. I love Jonathan in ways that the English language, or any language, cannot fully grasp. Jonathan, THE one and only gentleman is absolutely perfect husband material. Like, he is the cloth of husband material that josuke gets his fabric from. Jonathan is a noble, rugged lion through and through all of part 1. When he was with erina, you'd think that, oh!! Well, he'd definitely be shrewd and close minded and not want to do all of those activities (sledding, diving into the pond and picnicking with Danny) BUT GUESS WHAT??? HE DOES!!!!! AND WHEN DIO FORCEFULLY KISSES ERINA (BASICALLY SEXUALLY ASSAULTS HER) HE STRAIGHT UP RUNS AND SQUARES UP DIO AND PUNCHES HIM AND AIGJYUWJGSISH Jonathan throws HANDS like the king he is for those he loves. He has a strong moral compass, and in spite of the fact he is built like a fucking B R I C K W A L L he uses his strength to protect the weak and protect those he loves. And Jonathan is the most selfless and forgiving of all of the jojos!! EVEN AS DIO KILLS HIM, HES STRAIGHT UP LIKE "I forgive you for everything brother :)" AND HOLDS HIM AS HE DIES. Jonathan would be the DREAM husband, I swear. He's the husband that would be SO gentle with you. Like, he carries you whenever you feel tired, he holds you when you're scared or just blissful, his buffed arms will always find you and hold you against him. He always let you go first when you eat and always makes sure you get your food first. He'll care for you when your sick..But at the same time, he'll be SO fun with you!! Like, I love to imagine that your london estate with him has a backyard playground, not for kids but for BOTH OF YOU😭😭 Jonathan would be a gentleman, this kind giant that would adore you and give you the world on a silver platter if he could. My angel my Jojo <33333

Okay now......as painful as this is......the 2 shit husbands.. ........

Okay, THIS ONE IS VERY SUBJECTIVE—jotaro. Like jotaro would be so terrible as a husband AND MAN I STILL CANT EVEN WRAP MY HEAD AROUND HIM BEING A HUSBAND 😭 admittedly, jotaro's way of loving is far more rough and tough unlike every other jojo. Though!! I place him at subjective mostly because of how we know he was as a family man with jolyne in part 6, where he 'abandons' her and her mother to travel Asia and America in search of the stand arrows. Now!! Did he do it to protect jolyne and his wife so that they don't have to live in a world dealing with stands and stand user fuckery? Yes!! BUT!!! it REALLY depends on how you'd feel being abandoned and divorced with a 6 year old child in tow. Now, I have no idea if jolyne's mom is aware of stands or not, but we'll make the assumption she doesn't, now carry that logic onto you—his partner. Imagine your husband just leaving you and your 6 year old daughter to travel the world and then divorcing you during that period of time? And you have no idea why he did so? For as much as I'd like to pound jotaro and let him pound me (sorry kakyoin💔) I would be LIVID bro. For as fine as he is, and God, HE IS FINE, he simply wouldn't be around.

Now—okay, assume we aren't talking canon shenanigans and an AU shenanigan, where everything is honky-dory post part 3 and part 6 doesn't happen and all of the jojos are happy. I could see him being a decent partner!! Like, would he be a tsundere? YES. STRAIGHT UP YES. THAT MAN IS A MALE TSUNDERE. But I could see him being slowly more and more affectionate, though he tends to keep you at arms length. I like to think he's a cat, so he needs some time before he opens up!!! You guys would definitely get into arguments though, and, it might take hours before jotaro finally, wordlessly, comes over and just hugs you quietly. It's..his way of saying sorry. I like to think he's more unsure of how to Express and label them then say he's just being rough, so it does take time and significant effort for him to open up or being caring, bit it is something he is capable of and does eventually get around to doing!! Though, usually in his own way!! But overall, it really depends how you view the scenario!!

And for the final.....final shit jojo man......and......AUGH........it hurts me then it'll hurt everyone else...........

.......my love Joseph.........

OH JOESEPHHHHHHHHH💔💔💔💔 MY LIVERRRRRRRERR💔💔💔💔💔 LISTEN, I KNOW ME N YOU BONDED SO MUCH OVER JOESEPH, BUT I SWEAR TO GOD IM STILL NOT OVER THE CHEATING BIT😭😭 like, here you have this old man, 60 YEAR OLD MAN with a LOVING WIFE, LOVING DAUGHTER, A GRANDSON, A BOOMING REAL ESTATE COMPANY.....AND HE STILL CHEATS ON SUZY Q WITH TOMOKO AND HAS JOSUKE IN SECRET FOR 16 YEARS😭😭😭😭 And, consider how tomoko felt? Like, you met this absolute FINE SHYT who gives you a baby AND THEN VANISHES AND DOESNT COME BACK UNTIL YEARS LATER ONLY TO SIGN HIM INTO THE WILL AND SO THAG HIS GRANDSON AND SEE A MYSTERIOUS PHOTOGRAPH LINKED TO THIS TOWN. NOT BECAUSE HE WANTED TO SEE YOU, BUT BECAUSE HE HAD TO SEE THE SON HE GAVE YOU.

AND HES STILL MARRIED TO SUZY Q??@?!?!??@?!?!?!?!?😭😭😭😭😭

Listen I am IN LOVE with Joseph, like my signature tag has changed from nikogpt to tequilajoesph'sboypussypiercinhclamps !!! I LOVE HIM...BUT JOESPEH COME ON 😭😭 WHAT KIND HUSBAND IS THAT 😭😭

okay but canon aside, shall we place him in an AU box as we did jotaro, I definitely Joseph would be such a one of a kind husband!! Hes SO freaking funny and charming, and I see him as the kind of husband to buy mini prank toys and places them all around the house to liven it up a little, but here is such a specific headcanon I love, everytime you guys eat out for dinner, he looks at the bill, looks at you and smirks all smug and all Joseph and pulls the secret joestar technique....RUNNING AWAYYYYYYYYYY🙏 (he leaves you his card dw🙏‼) BUT I LOVE THAT FOR HIM SM LMFAIOOOO!!!! Joeseph could be a phenomenal husband and is definitely a wonderful father to his baby girl Suzy (we don't talk about josuke😭🙏) AND shizuka (the invisible baby girl in part 4!! Shes canonically adopted by Joseph :3) BUT I cannot get over the cheating 😭😭🙏

Now with ALLLLLLLL of this said and done, I would still shamelessly marry every joestar and let them pass me around the family like a blunt no questions asked. I am a jojo GOONER and I am PROUD 💔🙏