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Current Fandoms: Dragon Age, Baldur's Gate 3
What I'm Writing Right Now!
BG3
The Green Man and the Vampire - 24/?? Chapters
Astarion/M!Tav
A no-tadpole cozy fantasy AU about a hermit druid who stumbles upon a feral vampire spawn and adopts him like a stray cat.
I'd Give Up the Sun For You - 5/?? Chapters
Astarion/M!Tav
A game novelization alt version of The Green Man and the Vampire.
Dragon Age
In Omnibus Diis - 3/30 Chapters
Lucanis/M!Rook
Rook backstory and game novelization featuring professional bad decision maker Rori Mercar.
A Tree Falls in the Woods
Gen, Davrin/M!Rook
Various short fics about Aspen Woods: Ferelden blight survivor, Inquisition scout, Veilguard companion (or Rook sometimes).
Also: Veilguard Companion AU with full quest line.
Completed Fics
Semper ad Meliora
Fandom: Dragon Age: Inquisition
Rating: M
Pairing: Dorian/Lavellan (Idhren)
Summary: Life story of Idhren Lavellan, from slave to magister's apprentice, Dalish First to Inquisitor, and beyond.
Status: 33/33 Chapters, 230K + extras
Dragon Age Kiss Week
Overall Rating: T
Day 1: Morning - Lucanis/Rori Mercar
Day 2: Tavern - Lucanis/Rori Mercar
Day 3: Fade - Emmrich/Elias Thorne
Day 4: Famous Landmark - Dorian/Idhren Lavellan
Day 5: Battlefield - Davrin/Aspen Woods
Day 6: Reunion - Zevran/Rowan Tabris
Day 7: Celebration - Idhren Lavellan/Tainan Lavellan
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Fandom: Dragon Age: The Veilguard
Pairing: Lucanis Dellamorte/Rook
Rating: M
Summary: Flashback to when Rori entered his emo phase
The first time Rori was mistaken for a servant, he didn’t even realize it was happening. He was thirteen, and it was a day exactly like hundreds before it. It was normal for him to accompany his mother on her weekly trip to the markets for everything the household needed. And to help carry some of her purchases. If he carried the majority of them now, that could be blamed on youthful exuberance. The regular teenage desire to be seen as strong and competent. That it freed up his mother’s arms so she could better examine the items at merchant stalls and not ask for his input was merely a side effect. And when his arms began to grow tired, it was much easier to convince her to wrap up and head home.
They were supposed to be on their way home that day, except his mother was distracted by a perfumery on the edge of the market. The whole building reeked of flowers and incense. So strong Rori could smell it from the street, and he nearly gagged when they stepped inside. So when the shop’s proprietor gave him a narrow, sideways glance and said, “Your boy can wait outside,” he was more than happy for the excuse to leave and take up a seat on a stone bench across the street.
It was around that same time Rori began to notice other boys in a way he hadn’t before. Like how the butcher’s son had a single dimple on his left cheek that appeared when he smiled in greeting. His seat offered a decent view of that market stall, and while it was the wrong angle to watch that dimple appear, it was the perfect one to watch the older boy’s arms flex under rolled-up sleeves as he went about the more physically demanding parts of the job. Rori knew he wasn’t supposed to be looking at other boys like this. He should be watching the girl at the baker’s stall when she fixed her hair, or something. But he thought there would be plenty of time for that in the future. Besides, he was just looking.
His mother emerged from the perfumery soon enough. Its stench clung to her clothes but was faint enough now to be pleasant as they resumed their walk back home unbothered.
Fandom: Dragon Age: The Veilguard
Pairing: Lucanis Dellamorte/Rook
Rating: M
Summary: Flashback to when Rori entered his emo phase
The first time Rori was mistaken for a servant, he didn't even realize it was happening. He was thirteen, and it was a day exactly like hundreds before it. It was normal for him to accompany his mother on her weekly trip to the markets for everything the household needed. And to help carry some of her purchases. If he carried the majority of them now, that could be blamed on youthful exuberance. The regular teenage desire to be seen as strong and competent. That it freed up his mother's arms so she could better examine the items at merchant stalls and not ask for his input was merely a side effect. And when his arms began to grow tired, it was much easier to convince her to wrap up and head home.
They were supposed to be on their way home that day, except his mother was distracted by a perfumery on the edge of the market. The whole building reeked of flowers and incense. So strong Rori could smell it from the street, and he nearly gagged when they stepped inside. So when the shop's proprietor gave him a narrow, sideways glance and said, "Your boy can wait outside," he was more than happy for the excuse to leave and take up a seat on a stone bench across the street.
It was around that same time Rori began to notice other boys in a way he hadn't before. Like how the butcher's son had a single dimple on his left cheek that appeared when he smiled in greeting. His seat offered a decent view of that market stall, and while it was the wrong angle to watch that dimple appear, it was the perfect one to watch the older boy's arms flex under rolled-up sleeves as he went about the more physically demanding parts of the job. Rori knew he wasn't supposed to be looking at other boys like this. He should be watching the girl at the baker's stall when she fixed her hair, or something. But he thought there would be plenty of time for that in the future. Besides, he was just looking.
His mother emerged from the perfumery soon enough. Its stench clung to her clothes but was faint enough now to be pleasant as they resumed their walk back home unbothered.
I have like 4 WIPs at current (send help), so it was hard to pick what to post. But here's something from the next chapter of In Omnibus Diis, which is finished and being polished.
13-year-old Rori feeling a lot of 13-year-old angst and dealing with it in classic 13-year-old ways.
His hands itched to do something. His throat itched to scream or cry. At his mother, at the blacksmith, at anyone who would listen. Instead, he leveled his blunted training sword at the dummy and swung. The blade hit the rough burlap and glanced off. A sloppy blow. Scowling at himself, Rori adjusted his grip, his stance - back straight, arm steady, feet planted - and struck again. Better, but the satisfaction of a good performance was eclipsed by the frustration of its ineffectualness. He swung again, harder, but even a direct strike only dented the fabric. He wanted more than that. He shifted his grip again, holding the shortsword more like a dagger as he drove the point of it into the dummy with all of his might. Barely a snag.
The frustration bubbled up to his throat and escaped in a yell as he drew back and then sent his foot into the dummy, his entire body weight behind it. The wooden support cracked, leaving the dummy standing at a slight angle. Rori kicked it again. The sound of splintering wood and the shock of the impact running up his leg set off a spark of morbid pleasure in his chest.
If he could not make this thing bleed even its straw and sawdust innards - already a pale substitute for the real source of his pain - he could at least grind it into the dirt. So that's just what he did. Struck at it with sword and food and fist until the thing toppled over, and then continued until the worst of the rage bled out of his own body, leaving him panting, sweating, and looking at the less-than-satisfying results of his work.
"I think you got him." So focused was he on his fury and pain that Rori hadn't even noticed someone else entering the yard. When he looked up, though, he was not surprised to find Valens there, leaning on the tall cane that had replaced his crutch in recent years. He assessed the scene before him with a practiced eye - the mauled training dummy, Rori covered in sweat and dust but not dressed for it - and then hobbled slowly over to lower himself to a bench in the shade of the house. "So, what did he do to deserve such a fate?"
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not doomed by the narrative but saved by the narrative. yeah i know you'd rather die than keep suffering but the story doesn't actually care what you want. you have to keep going, even when it hurts. even being erased from existence won't stop you from being salvaged from the wreckage of un-being. get up. keep pushing. keep bleeding. keep living.
there will never be anything as funny as the mutual disbelief between long form and short form fic writers about each other's style.
short form writers look at people writing 100k+ fics as though this is some sort of talent given as part of a fae bargain, that the commitment required shows some sort of ungodly mental fortitude.
meanwhile long form writers look at people writing 1000 word one shots like god I would cut off my left nipple to be able to say anything concisely. i would love to play with multiple ideas. free me from the shackles of this child I have birthed. i love them but I now must take them to t-ball and doctor's appointments and they're going to destroy everything I own.
Everyone are Fenris fans obviously. Rori & Idhren can compare their lists of Magisters Who Need to Die and strategies for such, and Rowan loves a good assassination, just tell him where to show up.
Rowan is much more on the fence about Dorian & Lucanis. Dorian being nobility makes him inherently untrustworthy, and he's heard too many horror stories about crow training from Zevran to trust Lucanis. Would take a lot for him to warm up to either of them.
Rori thinks Dorian is kind of annoying, but would pick him for Archon over Mae (sorry Mae). He only knows about Zevran from Lucanis' crow horror stories, though, so would be very distrustful. And also think he's annoying.
Idhren grew up in Vyrantium, so obviously he's a big fan of Lucanis' work. Not so sure about the literal demon, though. He's had too many demons try to kill him to not be wary. I'm not sure he would like Zevran unless he actually got to know him. He doesn't like people who put on a false persona, and a lot of Zevran's flirting is that, but if he knew what that persona was hiding he would understand.
12. If their positions were exchanged, what would they actually have done differently? How would each of them have coped?
Idhren is the only one of these 4 idiots who could possibly have managed the Inquisition. As much as he hated the politics and bureaucracy, he has the head for it. Hawke and Rori can't even keep their own lives together, let alone an international organization, and Rowan cannot politic to save his life. Poor Josephine's job would have been so much harder with any of them.
But Idhren could have handled any of the other crises because he can do anything.
Fandom: Dragon Age: Origins
Characters: Aspen Woods
Word Count: 1653
Rating: G
CW: Death of a parent
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Denerim, 9:32 Dragon
They burned his mother's body under the Vhenadahl, alongside two others, on a day as grey and dreary as Aspen's mood. It was not the first such funeral he had attended in the past months. It was not even the first funeral for someone he'd known. The tree's trunk and branches were streaked with the soot of a dozen pyres, black stains and withered leaves where there had once been bright paint and fluttering banners and flowers in the summer.
Somewhere toward the edge of the gathered crowd, someone was sobbing loudly. Wrapped around their father's leg, Juniper sniffled and hiccupped and wiped her face on his pant leg as he petted her hair with one hand and bounced Birch in the other. The baby fussed, but he was used to the sting of smoke in his eyes and lungs. Maybe remembered it better than clean air and a full stomach.
He wouldn't remember their mother at all when he was older, Aspen realized.
The smoke stung his eyes, too. Choked his throat until it was hard to breathe, but Aspen had run out of tears weeks ago. After watching his bright, energetic mother, who used to laugh and sing and dance, waste away as the blight took her, it was almost a relief to see her suffering ended. He wondered if Dad felt the same way. But when he turned his face upward, his father's expression was unreadable. Walled off as it had been with increasing frequency these days.
As though sensing his son's attention on him, Alden Woods turned to meet his gaze. And though the rest of his face was like stone, now Aspen saw the sadness behind his eyes. With the hand that had been on Juniper's head, he reached out to beckon his eldest child closer. "Come here."
Aspen did, stepping up to his father's side and allowing himself to be pulled into a rough embrace. His face pressed into his father's chest and he tried to find the scent of him underneath all the smoke. Pressed close like this, he could feel the way his father's chest quivered with each breath, and recognized the judder of suppressed cries as a reflection of his own. One of his sister's small hands grabbed at his arm. Thin, trembling fingers pulling at his hand until he squeezed hers back.
They stood there, the four of them, wrapped around each other until the pyre crumbled in on itself. No longer recognizable as anything other than a pile of slowly burning kindling. Soon to be just more ash coating the ground. Only then did his father release him, allowing Aspen to step back slightly as he reached down to take Juniper's hand. "Shall we go home?"
Aspen nodded. He didn't actually want to go home, but he didn't want to be here any longer, and he didn't want to be anywhere else, either. He wanted to be in the past, in the time before the darkspawn came and destroyed everything and made his mother sick. Before the gates were locked, before the orphanage burned and the men from Tevinter came. When there was always enough food to eat and there were only normal things to worry about, like curfew and stray dogs.
But time didn't work that way. Ma was gone, like so many others, and the city was more rubble than buildings in some places, and even the dirt was too sick to grow plants anymore. And 'home' wasn't the same place it used to be. Their old building had been damaged in the fighting, and anyway Ma wouldn't have been able to make it up all those stairs anymore. But where before Aspen and Juniper could at least sleep separate from their parents, and separate from the kitchen, now they were all crowded into a single room with only a single thin mattress that Aspen shared with both of his siblings. Until the day before there had been a second, on which his mother had spent her final days, but it had burned along with her.
The door swung closed behind what remained of the family, and Alden put down his youngest child in order to fasten the latch. For all the good that would do. The original door of this tenement had been broken in the battle, and the scavenged one was ill-fitting in its frame, with a gap so wide at one bottom corner that rats could squeeze through. The illusion of security and privacy was all that anyone in the alienage could afford these days, however. And they were lucky to have even that much.
With that illusion firmly in place, Alden sat down at one of the mismatched chairs at the rickety table. His shoulders slumped with fatigue. The same expression Aspen had seen on nearly every adult left in his life. And some of the children, too. The reason Aspen worked so hard to help however he could.
Right now, that meant helping Birch toddle over to the mattress and flop down. Tucking his baby brother into the softest of their blankets along with the little rag mabari that had somehow survived through everything.
"Aspen," his father called, soft and tired, beckoning him over to the table, where Juniper now sat on his lap - face wiped clean by a threadbare handkerchief. When Aspen reached his side, a hand reached out to ruffle his hair then pull him into another clumsy hug. "You've both been such strong saplings." His father sighed. But that was her word for them, and Dad never said it before she got sick. It sat awkwardly in his mouth. "She was so proud of you, you know that, right?" Juniper's sniffling started anew. "You especially, Aspen."
Aspen only nodded, silent. He knew that, sure, but it didn't help.
"I am too," Alden added. "I know how hard this has been for all of you. And I wish I could tell you that it's going to get easier, but I don't want to lie to you. We all have to keep being strong for a while longer. And keep each other safe, yeah?" Aspen nodded again. His father paused, as though waiting for him to say something. When Aspen did not, he sighed and continued. "The palace is paying anyone who can help with rebuilding the city. If I go and help, maybe I can get you all something better to eat, some new clothes," he smiled, trying to sound encouraging, but the effort did not last long. "But that would mean I'm gone most of the day. You three would be on your own. So I won't do that unless you two are okay with it."
Better food and new clothes sounded good. All three of them would outgrow what they had soon, and what they had was also becoming increasingly threadbare. And winter would come sooner or later. At last Aspen found his voice to speak up and say, "I can look after Birch."
"No," his father said so quickly that it startled Aspen. And then, gentler, he repeated, "No. I don't mean to put more of this on you, Aspen."
"It's fine," Aspen assured. He'd been keeping Juniper safe since the alienage's gates were locked. And already looked after Birch so their father could rest. He could keep doing that.
But Alden shook his head again. "I know you want to help, but I want you to be able to be a kid still. Like before." Before. Aspen could not see how anything would ever be like before. How could he go back to carefree playing in the streets when half his friends were dead and the other half had lost just as much as Aspen, if not more? Nothing would ever be like before. But saying so would upset his father. Worse, it would upset June. So he stayed quiet and let his father continue. "I've talked to Dehra, down the way. You know her?"
Of course Aspen knew her. The alienage wasn't that big, and it was even smaller now. Dehra was a widow even before the war, and her grown children had either moved away or died in the fight. Weren't the ones who'd gotten out going to come back for her?
"She's agreed to take care of Birch - and keep an eye on you two - while I'm working."
Aspen frowned. He didn't want to be looked after by a sad old woman whose own children didn't even want to stay with her. He wanted his mother back. Failing that, "I can do it," he insisted. "June knows how to stay safe. We can watch Birch."
His father sighed, "I know you can," he said, "But you shouldn't have to. It's not your responsibility."
But of course it was. Aspen was the oldest. Even before the world ended, he looked out for June. Played with her, let her toddle along behind him, and didn't let the bigger kids push her around. She was his baby sister, and he protected her. He would always protect her. And together they would protect Birch.
Maybe this was like telling him to stop stealing things from the market. One of those things that grown ups were supposed to say to kids even if they didn't mean it. A rule from before, meant to keep him safe in a world completely different from the one they now lived in. Those rules didn't mean anything anymore. The only thing that mattered was that no one else died the slow, lingering death his mother had. So he nodded like he agreed and that made his father smile. That tired but proud smile that seemed to be the only type he wore these days. "Good boy," he praised, large hand heavy on Aspen's small shoulder. "It's going to start getting better, I promise."
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Everyone are Fenris fans obviously. Rori & Idhren can compare their lists of Magisters Who Need to Die and strategies for such, and Rowan loves a good assassination, just tell him where to show up.
Rowan is much more on the fence about Dorian & Lucanis. Dorian being nobility makes him inherently untrustworthy, and he's heard too many horror stories about crow training from Zevran to trust Lucanis. Would take a lot for him to warm up to either of them.
Rori thinks Dorian is kind of annoying, but would pick him for Archon over Mae (sorry Mae). He only knows about Zevran from Lucanis' crow horror stories, though, so would be very distrustful. And also think he's annoying.
Idhren grew up in Vyrantium, so obviously he's a big fan of Lucanis' work. Not so sure about the literal demon, though. He's had too many demons try to kill him to not be wary. I'm not sure he would like Zevran unless he actually got to know him. He doesn't like people who put on a false persona, and a lot of Zevran's flirting is that, but if he knew what that persona was hiding he would understand.
12. If their positions were exchanged, what would they actually have done differently? How would each of them have coped?
Idhren is the only one of these 4 idiots who could possibly have managed the Inquisition. As much as he hated the politics and bureaucracy, he has the head for it. Hawke and Rori can't even keep their own lives together, let alone an international organization, and Rowan cannot politic to save his life. Poor Josephine's job would have been so much harder with any of them.
But Idhren could have handled any of the other crises because he can do anything.
1, 2, and 3 for the dragon age protagonist questions!
I'm betting they have fun kicking Venatori ass together ^_^
How much does Rook know about the events and characters of previous games? Do/did they have any misconceptions about them?
Rori is aware of the events of DAO & DA2 in the sense that he learned about them as part of his history lessons. So he knows there was a blight, but that was all the way in Ferelden and he was little. And he knows the Tevinter version of what happened in Kirkwall, which probably makes the Qunari look a lot worse and Anders look a lot better. I'm sure he's surprised when he hears Varric's version and realizes how much propaganda is in the one he learned.
He knows a lot more about the Inquisition because he was both old enough to be socially aware and because of how much it effected Tevinter politics. But he probably heard so many conflicting reports and rumors that he wasn't sure what parts of it were true until meeting Varric and Harding. And then was shocked by how much of it ended up being true.
2. What does Rook think of your other protagonists?
Idhren & Rori first meet through the Shadow Dragons, though Rori doesn't know who he is at the time. So when they meet properly, Rori is understandably shocked that the random Dalish mage that helped on that one job was actually the Inquisitor all along.
While Inquisitor-Idhren is much more of a normal person than Rori expected, he is still kind of intimidating. (He's so put-together and competent compared to Rori's dumpster fire life) That combined with Rori's desperate quest for validation from pseudo-parental figures, it took him a while to relax enough to actually become friends. But once he did, yeah, they get on like a house on fire.
3. What do your other protagonists think of Rook?
Idhren's first impression of Rori is watching him stab an armed guard with a letter opener while undercover as a servant. Resourceful. Kind of a hot mess, but with potential. Kind of like Idhren used to be. He likes Rori right away and wants to see him succeed.
That's his secret protege, his adopted nephew. We started from the bottom and now we're here, killing gods and blood mages together. So proud of us. Idhren will teach him how to navigate Tevinter society now that he's famous.
I recently stumbled upon people discussing headcanons on this topic under another post and now I'm Curioise. (rbs for reach are appreciated!! and please share details in the tags I'd love to know!)
if you have multiple Rooks, vote for whoever is your main/favourite!
so why does *your* Rook wear that shoddy starting armour?
they literally just dress like that. it's their style (or lack thereof)
sold their old armour to get money while on the road
trying to look inconspicuous (of their own volition)
trying to look inconspicuous (varric and/or harding made them)
act of fashion defiance towards whoever kicked them out/solas/varric/the world
I headcanon/mod them into wearing something different (like what?)
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