Okay This page was created a long time ago. I haven't been here for a year, I guess. Right now, I just need a place to express my thoughts. I'm not good at speaking out loud. But I write better. It's a little confusing, but at least I have the words.
I'm 24 years old. I have no one to talk to and share my thoughts with. It doesn't usually bother me too much. I don't think about it most of the time. But sometimes I feel very lonely. It's so lonely, that I don't care who I will talk to, even though I don't like it. I want to hug someone, I really want to cry. But I don't have such person. I have a family. Mom, dad, sister (she is 15 years older than me), nephew (he is 6) and niece ( she recently went to University and moved to another city). Yes, I'm 24 and live with my parents. I try to earn money, but it's very slow.
I have a few friends. A childhood friend lives 1000 km away from me. We always saw each other only in the summer, and we rarely talked during the year. We are something like «seasonal» friends. Although she always managed to get my head straight. We haven't seen each other this summer. We both work and can't come.
I have a friend from University. But 2 years ago, she got married, moved and had a baby. We rarely communicate. Moreover, it is shameful to load her with my own emotions.
I had a friend from high school, but we stopped talking last year.
There are of course people with whom I sometimes communicate, but I can't call them more than just acquaintances.
So as this is an anonymous site. I mean, you can call yourself whatever you want, I will describe all my feelings and emotions, problems and all the trash I have in my head here. It might make me feel better. Somehow. I hope so.
P.S. English is not my native language. So if it is something wrong with grammar or expressions, please, don’t kill me.)
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titsay
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