Endure and Survive

❛❛ I took your hoodie and I’m not giving it back. ❜❜

❛❛ Please just… just hold me. ❜❜

❛❛ C’mere. Lean on me. ❜❜

❛❛ You look like you need a hug. Come here. ❜❜

❛❛ I’m never leaving this blanket nest ever again. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you don’t like hugs, but… I could really use one right now… ❜❜

❛❛ Just stay a little longer. Please. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s so cold outside, but you’re so warm… ❜❜

❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜

❛❛ Let me hold you for a while. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s okay. I’ve got you. ❜❜

❛❛ Everything hurts. Being with you is the only good thing in the world anymore. ❜❜

❛❛ Hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay. C’mon, come sit under the blanket with me. ❜❜

❛❛ All I want to do is sit and eat cookies and watch cheesy romcoms right now. But I’d love some company. ❜❜

❛❛ I brought blankets, takeout, and your favourite movie. I know it won’t fix everything, but it might help. ❜❜

❛❛ Please stay with me tonight. I don’t want to be alone. ❜❜

❛❛ I made some tea. Now, do you need to talk? Or should I just put on some music? ❜❜

❛❛ I’m not going to leave. I’ll stay as long as you need me to. ❜❜

❛❛ Your hair’s soft… I just want to pet it until I forget everything but how soft it is… ❜❜

❛❛ Shh, shh. It’s okay. You’re alright. You’re safe now. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you’re hurting right now, and I’m so sorry. Tell me what will help and I’ll do it. ❜❜

❛❛ I just want to see you smile again. ❜❜

❛❛ This is stupid but… could you sing to me? You have such a nice voice, and I think it might help calm me down… you don’t have to, but… ❜❜

days had passed since he’d found ellie at st. mary’s hospital with a tape confirming joel had lied to her. he knew she’d eventually find out, he knew he couldn’t keep the truth hidden forever, but he hoped he could. her knowing wouldn’t make a difference, it wouldn’t change the past - it wouldn’t fix anything. he caved under her stare that day, the intensity in her gaze & he knew she was telling the truth when she said he had only one more chance before she left forever. 

days had passed & joel hadn’t been able to catch ellie - when he did, she refused to speak. it hurt beyond compare, it froze the blood in his veins to be around ellie when she hated him like this. he didn’t regret choosing her, he didn’t want to take it back. he didn’t regret it. she was worth the guilt. 

Days spent thinking. About everything. About anything. She was furious, and hurt in a million different ways than she knew what to deal with. Ellie didn’t know if she would ever not feel like this, but she wouldn’t know until she confronted the problem. Joel had been trying his very best to get her to speak, but that was exactly one of the things she was angry about even before this whole mess of emotions. 

She needed space. And she had finally got it for a while.

Now Ellie was ready to speak. Canvas shoes pressing against the wooden stairs, lifting herself up onto the porch where the man sat. The soft sound of guitar strings being plucked ceased. Immediately, worn eyes look up at her and greet her cautiously. A heavy sigh escapes her, as she leans against the railing. Back pressed against it, as green eyes cast back down to the ground. Ellie could still feel the unresolved anger bubble up inside her, waiting to be fixed. 

“We need to talk.” She starts, stating her purpose for coming here. Joel’s been trying to get her to talk for the past few days, so she doesn’t even think to ask if he’s ready. Ellie knows he is. Probably more ready than she was at this point. Her voice was low, and solemn. Green eyes returning back to him, intense and definite as her voice rings out in the quiet summer air. 

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When she first met her, Ellie threatened to blow her brains out if she moved… And being the kind of person who’d rather instinctively make such a situation as that worse than attempting to defuse, Alita encouraged her to do it. She prefers to engage every single possible conflict that looked her in the eyes. 

It’s been a couple months since then… Maybe. Who keeps track of time anymore, anyway? If it hadn’t been for the mass of infected interrupting their altercation, maybe things would have ended different. But right now, Ellie is the only person she has and has had since she lost Ido. 

With that said, they walked along decrepit pavement of an old suburb. Houses ransacked a long time ago and nature was reclaiming what was originally hers. Ellie was content with the silence, but when Alita broke it by leaning in to look at her arm, she nearly jerked back. 

Relax. She forces herself to calm down, for it’s been a while since someone noticed the bite that laid under the artwork. Footsteps slow just a bit to a more leisurely pace, as she finally spoke. “It’s actually a moth.” Ellie corrects gently, no ill will in her tone as green eyes look over the marked skin. 

“And yea, sorta? It was the reason why I got a tattoo, but the tattoo itself means more to me than that. If that makes any sense?” A lopsided smile pulls at the corner of her lip before her steps finally come to a stop. While the auburn was hesitant, she knew the bite was covered up. And even if she believed it to be a person who bit her, the tattoo has been healed for two years. If the tattoo had enough time to heal, it couldn’t be infected.