Not Joking About The Lawsuit

But for the many, many anons I’ve seen of people asking me if I’m alive and whatnot...well, endophobias is back, baby! Kind of! 

For a life update, I’ve been adopted after being taken from the custody of my biological parents. I live with my biological cousin and her husband now. My family’s expanded to include the wonderful Hermes and her relatives too. Linden has been dormant for quite some time now, and in our therapy for DID we’ve moved past terminology for roles like “host” and “protector.” We’ve gained friends, we’ve lost friends, but in the end...it was life, and it was beautiful, and it was worth it. 

If you ever want to reach us, our new blog is @thomasthetankengine. I’d love to chat and reconnect with all the friends we used to have here. 

hey its hermes from @blizzardphobe!! ive relayed this message to lindens system and theyre all very grateful for messages like this. the reason im answering and not them is cuz they moved off of tumblr

im going to use this message to provide a little update since. i actually know these guys offline 

more specifically. theyre out of their abusive parents custody and live with my grandparents now. temporarily. theyre going to be with a relative when the school year ends. so right now, theyre in a position where they can absolutely get irl help with any of this stuff. if they were still on tumblr lmao. since my familys poor and i dont know the economic situation of their relatives its safe to assume j-at will unfortunately not be charged over this

hey, its hermes! from @blizzardphobe! anyways, linden made that post a while ago. like a long while ago. i dont know who reblogged it to make yall see it in your feeds now

secondly, linden went dormant. hes no longer fronting and experiencing the world cuz of yall. so, pardon my french, but fuck you 

I know, I’ve been gone a while. I don’t even remember how long I’ve quit tumblr but I’ll blame my DID for that. 

I can assure you all that I’m alive and not physically endangering myself. Of course, I still have other issues that may endanger me, but I’d prefer I don’t discuss them here. 

A lot of my frustration and fear over this suicide discourse has since died down...but I still feel unsafe on this account. I’ve said too much about myself. I’ve dealt with violent, predatory harassment for weeks. I don’t want this blog anymore.

But I can’t and shouldn’t delete this.

I have a moral obligation to keep this blog up as a way for people to know the truth about just-antithings. That they are abusive, a harasser, and have encouraged their follows and friends to send me gore and porn. That they have no remorse and would prefer their accusers die rather than face facts and self-improve at the very least. Do not stop talking about this, is the one thing I ask of you. I do not want to be swept under the rug; I do not want to have fought and discoursed in vain. I do not want my abuser to feel they have gotten away with ruining my life nor do I want them to have the confidence to ruin anyone else’s life. 

I’ve been a healthier person without tumblr, in all honesty. The toxicity that’s built up here is fatal. There’s abusers in so many people it terrifies me. So after this post, I won’t be active anymore. I’m keeping the url, but if Hermes decides to give it to a system that’s fine.

Bye folks

linden invited me to this blog cuz he got too overwhelmed by all the hate hes received. specifically, dms of images of gore and real penises. yep, yallve been sending a fucking kid penises cuz hes got a reason to be mad at your ‘uwu unproblematic fav @just-antithings uwu’

ive meet linden offline now and. i got to say i honestly would kill a man for him. hes a brilliant, creative guy with a lot of great ideas and love for the world. and its sad and fucked up that yall keep hurting and hurting him when all he wanted here was his fucking dignity and a sincere apology 

i am not sure if or when lindens coming back to this blog or to tumblr. he doesnt feel physically safe on this website. 

so, i have something to say to @just-antithings and all the other anti antis involved:

congratulations, you won! who cares that a kid was sent gore, dick pics, and death threats? who cares that said kid was hospitalized during this shit cuz he was suicidal again? who cares that said kid has fucking flashbacks to this suicide discourse more than his own fucking suicide attempt? you anti antis dont give a fuck about real people. you only want anyone who is rightfully pissed at you dead. it fucking shows and its showing right now with whats happened to linden