Endlessly, we said.

I want to be alone…with someone else who wants to be alone.

I’m staying in tonight I won’t stop you from leaving I know that I’m not what you wanted Am I?  Wanted someone who I used to be like, Now you think I’m not trying. I don’t argue, it’s not worth the effort to lie. You don’t want to bring it up and I already know how it looks. You don’t have to remind me so much how I disappoint you, Suggest that I talk to somebody again That knows how to help me get better, And ‘til then I should just try not to miss any more appointments. I think if I ruin this That I know I can live with it. Nothing turns out like I pictured it Maybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases. I think if I fail again That I know you’re still listening. Maybe it’s all gonna turn out all right And I know that it’s not, but I have to believe that it is. I have to believe that it is I have to believe that it is (I have to believe it, I have to believe it) I have to believe that it is (Probably not, but I have to believe that it is) And when I tell you that it is, Oh, it’s not for my benefit. Maybe it’s all gonna turn out all right. Oh, I know that it’s not, but I have to believe that it is.

asra: who the fuck–