emosweatshirt

i feel confused about things that happened to me so long ago because i was basically a different person then, my memory isn't even good enough to comprehend things that happened or form real opinions on them, so i guess just ignore them?

i really miss the real tumblr, the old one that had quality blogs and pop punk bands with dslr photos and stupid memes. i really miss that

writing something cringe, immediately deleting it, regretting deleting it because that was a genuine feeling, yet still deleting it.

time passes way too quickly and i'm not okay with it - i keep thinking how my dog's cardiologist gave her a year, and while that is just an estimate that i must cope with, it is going to come and go in the blink of an eye - and i must be mindful to appreciate every little moment with her. including when she's barking at the neighbors.