I guess I should probably make one of those introduction/tag thingies
so um,, hi! I'm Emily
a big ol nerd that dips her toes into lots of things, 18+, transfem and very much a lesbian. a transbian even
the tags i tend to use will be on this post
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I guess I should probably make one of those introduction/tag thingies
so um,, hi! I'm Emily
a big ol nerd that dips her toes into lots of things, 18+, transfem and very much a lesbian. a transbian even
the tags i tend to use will be on this post

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Robot girl whose social battery is not a metaphor
GtN: Gideon has the BEST three months of her LIFE and then DIES
HtN: Harrow has the WORST nine months of her LIFE and then DIES
Ntn: Nona has THE six months of her LIFE and then BECOMES The Creature (dies?)
coming back to life just to have the freakiest sex possible with the guy that killed me
~ Awake Remembrance of These Valiant Dead Kia Hua Ko Te Pai Snap Back to Reality Oops There Goes Gravity

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I am rereading Gideon the Ninth and one of the funniest scenes in the whole book gotta be the scene where Gideon (has never had a hot beverage in her life) knocks back half a cup of boiling tea. And then just stands there suffering in silence. Imagine being Jeannemary Chatur or someone and seeing the super cool and mysterious Shadow Cultist from the Ninth House just absolutely SHOTTING a cup of piping hot tea. and then trying to play it cool. I would lose it.
I cant stop thinking about "to be a trans woman in the larger queer community is to surround yourself with potential ticking time bombs." I've fully lost count of how many time bombs I've essentially begged to see me as fully human. How many I can never know if I fully diffused or if I just prolonged the inevitable. I've lost track of how many have exploded in my face. I try and review the list in my mind and it's like be burned all over again
Do I count the queer organizers and nonprofit board members that I've done a little dance in front of trying to convince them that I'm worth protecting only to be pushed aside ?
Do I count you all on here ? I want to hope for the best but I've seen over and over again how trans women at the follower count I have are treated. I do wonder how many of you, mutuals or not, will one day say "yeah I always got bad vibes from her" the next time I'm accused of being some variety of sexual deviant. I know the answer is more than 0, the only questions is how high that number gets.
Do I count the friend groups I've partied with wondering if my life is in danger, if they would protect me like they would a tme person ? Or the friends of friends or friends of partners who I was told started saying I was really loud or male-socialized as soon as I left the room ? Do I count the ones I never got confirmation said anything like that but who I have little doubts did ?
Even if I just count the close friends, the people I've loved most in my life who I've had slow, painful, unsatisfying conversations with explaining how I've been hurt and how they can or have hurt me the answer is still more than I could count on one hand. And even for them, as with everyone else, I can never be fully certain that what I fear won't happen anyway. I've let my guard down before and had it blow up in my face. I don't know how many more of those I could survive.
Actually I’m putting my own tags on the stack because this website is 76% white or some shit and y’all need to hear it
And it's also worth noting in all of this how often the rest of the community will just turn a blind eye to all of this, even when its happening right infront of them. Even when you're vocal about it, it's still too uncomfortable for them to acknowledge you and what's happening. Especially those last points. That hurts just as much
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The first rule of violent trench warfare is to have fun and be yourself
The second rule is DONT GET YOUR FUCKING FEET WET
After a very scary shipping snafu that has since been rectified, the two headed lamb skull has arrived. This poor wee lamb(s) as born sleeping as a result of this birth defect. While some Janus faced animals do rarely survive for a good while, the majority of them have defects incompatible with life and won't live more than a few hours if at all.
I've only had the privilege of seeing a couple of two headed or Janus-faced animal specimens in person and never thought I'd own one. I'm gonna display her somewhere in my tattoo studio.

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Robotgirl who wears a bra and panties over her translucent plastic to increase her allure