I would like to dedicate good luck, babe by Chappell roan to the girl who said she liked me and kissed me on the side of the road but I turned her down because she had a pattern of only wanting a fuck buddy with no emotional connection, to which she soon after stated that visible lesbianism made her uncomfortable (she openly ID’d as a lesbian) and then proceeded to get a boyfriend.

Same friend that is involved in ghosting and leaving me on read when I ask to do stuff is now complaining that we need to go out more like bitch I have been TRYING so gd hard

Thinking about how in 2016 I was going to go to Mardi Gras with my friends and they pulled out last minute, now 8 years later I’m still here watching the parade on tv because my friends want to go apparently but just not with me

If I don’t get a genuine, soul-clenching hug within the next like 3 months I’m genuinly going to die.

Every single fucking birthday I’m like plz just the regular level of shit or hey even a semi nice day would be sweet, and without fault it’s worse than the previous

Turns out the absolute bitch of an ex friend referred to like 6 months ago on here has copied how I have cut and dyed my hair like what the fuckkk you have ignored me for 6 months after ruining the previous 4 like seriously leave me alone

Friends in the gc casually talking amongst themselves about my birthday plans like oh well I’m going out in the morning but I might pop by and say hello in the afternoon if you guys are still there. I’m so sick and tired of always being the nothing better to do friend. I want just once to be someone’s priority

I only come on here to complain about my friend drama these days but my group is massively drifting and they were the first friends I had in like 5 years so im so terrified of going back to that place before them but at the same time im realising how toxic they have been at pretty much every single major life moment for me the entire time we have known each other so I know it’s time to move on but to where? I have no one else