Fear is a liar.

I went to a carnival with my friends the other day. They got on all of the rides and I got on 0 of them because of this fear. Even the Ferris wheel, which I usually enjoy. The idea of being stuck on it and needing to quickly to get off in case I got sick was just too much.

Lately I’ve been really enjoying food. I look forward to meal times because I know it’s going to be tasty/feel comforting.

I just found another emet blog if people need more reassurance... they haven’t posted anything yet but their most recent post was like an intro? :) it’s emeto-help-support

I felt really gross today at one point, but I’m pretty sure it’s because I’m starting my period soon. I got really anxious, though. I ended up curling up in bed with my girlfriend and having her comfort me until the feeling passed.

i just found this blog + many like it and i’m just. in shock. i didn’t know there was a word for it. i’ve had this irrational fear since i was a little kid and just reading all these posts makes me emotional. i’m relieved it’s not just me. thank u for sharing these sensitive things it’s really eye opening.

Hi I’m new at this, so I went to a restaurant with my dad at around 1pm & it’s now 10:30pm. I ordered something new which I regret which was a burger and I asked for them to cook it well done. But when I took a bite it was pink not very pink but I could see that it was pink. I took a few more bites of the burger and then stopped because I was anxious of eating anymore. I kept thinking about it all day & I’m just nervous of getting fp* please help :(