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Me and my blorbos to try and overcome crippling self-deprecation >>>

guys you’ll never guess what happened

#me and my confidence WOOOO im winning #its been almost exactly a year omg #and ofc therapy and other life situations have helped but I DID IT WOOO IVE GOTTEN BETTER AND GROWN AND IM GONNAKEEP GROWING!!!!#believe in yourselves guys gals + nb pals (/ref >:3c)#no but seriously its taken me 5 years but i think im reallyyyy starting to settle in with myself ig #there are ups n downs ofc but its getting easier :)#ty prosekai—i actually wrote a letter to the game talking about how grateful i am (like ‘dear project sekai’ and i have it in my room)#to quote myself earlier: thank you project sekai for giving me space to dream <3 #yap anyway im just :))) proud if myself #and i wanna make this my pinned because i think it sums me up pretty well and this post made ppl happy so :DDD double win #reblog of my own post

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mangosandwichs

save me honakana save me

#honakana my lovelies #you can tell i did the start last bc its actual scribbles i just wanted to finish it before i lost motivation #they say you gotta hook the audience by putting the best part at the start?? nuh uh watch my strategy #<-op tags #it works i clicked for low quality vibes stayed for high quality meme>>#nevr getting over honami the honorary n25 member who has a seat cushion in her color at kanades house #and also has seen mafuyus unmasked self #n25 au where honamis theyre manager when>>>#(also omfg mafuyu masking metaphors/symbolism was so obvious whys it taken me this long to make a neurodivergency connection…crazy anyway)#reblog #honakana

college is scary cus wdym i have a roommate i need to talk to…i mean i wanted one but like -w- noo that’s scaryyy (；ω；)

#like…like how does one casually senf an email like ‘heyyyy uh #hiii im your roommate :)))’#-w- scary #random things #i just got my rooming assignment but like eventually im gonna have to reach out…one of us is gonna have to…#entering the college arc of my life wowee…almost the same time my boy (tsukasa) will wowww #hehe thats if they go to college anyway. i really only see mafuyu with her implied nurse stuff—ena with art school maybe..emu with business #eventually since shes a year behind—#me using blorbos to cope anywayy #rambles

emero0

rereading my old fic drafts and like ueugheh i need to write moreee…also its so self indulgent im sitting here giggling to myself like “this npcs dramatic as fuck lmaoo” and also i have little notes for myself that are silly ^_^ ->for pride month thats my new challenge post one (1) fanfic >>

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90% of my drafts are in fact rks, and i have like 5 notes for this one fic concept, multiple scenes written, its the one i started writing a frickin song for…euoh yeah i miss themmm :’) rip

#mostly posting tbis for myself tbhh…just for the record i guess ?#the other 10% is half unit swap au and half akiko au (crossdressin akito) btw #fanfic things #‘go for it’ the hit leo/need aong featured in the movie musical that i still havent named ahh oof

#I have so may ideas i just gotta flesh them out> revise them etc #trust me cross dressing akito will return..i will make him ponder the patriarchy #also my big ol’ self indulgent ruikasa fic with canon levels of baffoonery #one day….eventually…uueheh i was so motivated to write #then i took creative writing and my teacher kinda sucked T T #BUT i did write something like a spin off for another au with my unit swap so yipee might post that as its iwn thing #i miss my au i made with my twin 3 years ago or something…social disconnect come baaaack (lol)#random thought #fanfic things

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charlies-trainhopping

do YOU have a crippling fixation on any PJSK character (NPCs included)

YES

NUANCE

IM BALD WHATS PJSK

I EXPLODE WHEN I HAVE A TINY THOUGHT OF THEM

I DON’T PLAY FOR THE STORY

Remaining time: 14 hours 30 minutes

#yes uhm all of them?#i love wxs. mainly but also all of them #im convinced every character has had an event that has or will make me cry #i love them <3 #its not a fixation on any one character as much as the game..the lore..the everything..euhegehh #maybe i shouldve put nuance but ah wellll #reblog #project sekai #theres never any one character i relate to #for alas i am but a diverse bitch what can i say B)#too much love in my heart for just one character <333

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH WOOO!!!!!

#random thought #random things #<well notnrandom but those r my tags lol

I made a thing :)

#project sekai #given anime #ichika hoshino #mafuyu sato #Youtube

I don’t live in the middle of no where, I live in a decently sized town! So tell me, haWhyyy, pray tell, are all the cosplayers (for the things I like) hours awayyyy ( ；∀；) — why, did the only big anime con in my city, move, an Hour awayyyy :’) let my poor weeb self live TvT

#no but..but theres a wxs group doing a fling posse performance and im jus god ims so jealous hahaa.. :’)#im such a social creature but i have so little in common with the friends i have as far as interests so i always kinda feel like im-#boring them with my rambles TvT #ramble rant thing #every time. i think im fine with this thing called loneliness and then i hashtag remember ✨#‘one day’ could not be coming slower i swear TwT #anyway i probably need to eat but dont mind my rambkes i’ll be ok :)

#hehe #basically the close game online event #i think thisis my version if fanfic when i cant be bothered -> character text posts i write myself #project sekai textpost #my textposts #emu otori #akito shinonome

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*person goes to punch me*

*i fist bump them instead*

“does this mean we’re friends now! :D?”

#the person was danny gonzalez /hj #->he made a nee video on le 2nd channel and it made me think of this lol #turning this into a text post in a sec because i thought of something funny #random thought

#project sekai #project sekai textpost #idk where the og is or i would link it ^^’’#vbs #an shiraishi #akito shinonome #minori hanasato #saki tenma #i gottaaaa make more of these…i just dont find the base posts that iften :’)

Related to my other post: hehe trailer woooo

#random things #gonna try to finish this by tomorrow o777 #it will look different due to me changing things aka what looks cool to ME and NOT ‘what would others like’ because its a->#✨passion projecttttt✨#:3c #ems song and mashup things :)#it auto tagged youtube ??? girl i did *not* put that lmao?

video editing is haaaaaard especially when you have an attention to detail because i see the slight shift between layers and i just need to fix it but the wasiest way is to start all over T v T euougehh this is gonna make me crash out but its fiiiiiine :’)

#random thought #euugeheh i WILL post this mashup before the end of the month i SWEAR

cool things coming soon…

#me teasing my projects so i can make myself actually finish it for once…#its 90% done i just gotta make the video TvT #anyway i made another promo i’ll tag tomorrow but for now yall gotta guess nyeheheh #ems song and mashup things :)#<making myself a tag cus y not

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homoeroticjunoincident

people NEED to stop gatekeeping making music like ohhhh i don’t have an instrument ohhhhh i don’t know music theory ohhhhh i’m not gonna pay for some program. SHUT UP. take my hand.

you need NONE of that shit!!!!! there’s a website called beepbox.co. literally all you have to do is press things until it sounds a modicum of nice. it’s easy it’s free and it works on anything which has a browser because it’s a website.

if even ONE person starts making music bc of this post it will be worth it.

making bad music is just as important and okay as it is to write badly or draw badly or sing badly. you AREN’T BEHOLDEN TO MAKE GOOD MUSIC. making music is not utilitarian HAVE FUN. HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!

homoeroticjunoincident

love how people will encourage people to just start making shit and see what happens when it comes to drawing and writing but when it comes to beginner musicians (music makers if you wish to be less formal) it’s just COMPLETE RADIO SILENCE. it feels like no one even knows you MAKE music it just sprouts up from the ground one day and some guy picks it up. am i alone in this dark cave

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Sharing my personal favorite music making website: https://onlinesequencer.net/

OnlineSequencer.net is an online music sequencer. Make tunes in your browser and share them with friends!

It doesn’t work the best on mobile but I’ve made some cool stuff with it>>>

#also yeah why do we never really see ‘beginner musicians’ in the same why we see artists n stuff :’)?#i’ll see a lot of singers which is cool—but not a lot of original music unfortunately #<-i think- for me at least- its very intimidating at first.#i guess making tunes is like making sketches. and songs are like coloring and rendering n stuff #just takes practice i guess :). tho thats hard to do when the internet has largely discouraged making mistakes #(cough cancel culture)#anyway yay musicngo make things!!!!!#reblog #ive been thinking about music and songs and how theyre ‘born from feelings’ and i believe that just like any art->#if you have a feeling you wanna share or a story you wanna tell then go for it :) create a song #oh funfact this website is made by two guys but one is a social experiment who doesnt exist iirc so thats fun lol

finally read “the first concerto” i am now dead in a ditch

#euhgehueheheh #toya…euhegh no one told me this event was so lore #such a mood…wuhghh everything you experienced matters it wasnt a waste even if you didnt stick with it #fuuuuck man like #ive been told all that before but its reallyyy settin in with the music shit god augh i hate this game (i love it)#random thought #prsk

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