i don't talk about it a lot because it's usually fleeting and i also have an image to uphold but i sometimes wanted to be #Loved really gets to me. my first serious relationship in idk how long. 1 billion years. ended in my ex legitimately abandoning me and giving me no closure and that is still an open wound. i know i'm not fundamentally unlovable but sometimes i feel like id really just like someone to, idk, hold my hand and be open with me and im not getting that. #idontknow. its all so scary and sordid

feeling insane #insane

i think it’s rly rly funny that my irl friends tell me i have “domme energy” when im online like Please let me lick boots

need someone 2 beat me the fuck up #help

not the same but i got fucked while property brothers was on once

people are still posting about i/sff like u guys do know u can move on right or are you too busy scapegoating trans women for all the worlds evils?

literally love me. suffer me. lets die

doing so bad im just taking a bunch of ativan to pass out #coping