every stranger makes me feel safer

I never wanted to leave but I could feel your hugs slowly go from "stay forever" to "please give up"

You won’t understand Until you wake up at 3am In a bed that is not your own But youre getting over the boy Who kissed your nose in the winter You’re getting over the boy Who knew not to talk about your father You won’t understand Until you wake up next to someone Who doesn't know what makes up The convoluted pieces of you You won't comprehend Untill you're in an immense crowded place Miles and miles away from the boy Who disintegrated your heart But you seem to be looking For him, that familiar face You won't understand My god, you just won't understand.

I swore I wouldn’t think of you, but shit this guy barely knows my name it’s 2:33am and his hands are pushing against my waist and I swore I wouldn’t think of you, but this guy barely knows my name.