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You probably didn't know this but Yue Qingyuan invented Imposter's Syndrome.

I cannot stress enough how much Yue Qingyuan lacks this one thing called self-awareness. Imagine being the closest thing a flawed human can get to an angel on earth and also being 75% made out of self-loathing.

One mistake that people around Yue Qingyuan often make with Yue Qingyuan is that they assume that him choosing to wear a certain design, practice a certain hobby, or to use a certain tool, means that he likes or at least prefers that thing. He never corrects them.

What makes Yue Qingyuan’s kindness his most outstanding trait is specifically the fact that he is at the top of the world. It's easy to preach kindness and compassion when you are at the bottom of the food chain; it only truly matters if when actually having the power, you still stand by that kindness and compassion. And he makes that choice every single damn time.

I firmly believe that Yue Qingyuan could look people dead in the eye while everything's collapsing around them and serenely smile and tell them everything is fine. And the worst part is that everyone believes him every fucking time.

Yue Qingyuan is the type of person who'd give you a chiding lecture about how you should go to people for help and prioritize your health with his hands clasped behind his back. You'd think the hands are clasped for firmness and the seriousness effect but really he's just hiding the fact that he may or may have not accidentally or not accidentally snapped his own wrist and fractured the bone and maybe probably definitely needs medical help and you absolutely cannot know that because no one can.

Liu Qingge and Yue Qingyuan in my heart have such an interesting dynamic because there's no one who Liu Qingge feels more indignant on the behalf of and coincidentally it's also the literal only person who has the power stop him from making his indignation known.

RIP Peter Lukas you would have loved Yue Qingyuan.

On today's episode of fandom mashups that make absolutely no sense, I hereby present to you an Elias obsessed with making the best archivist out of... dum rolls please, Sesshomaru!

Holy shit I lost a point on a stupid question, slept bc of the medication when I was supposed to revise the next subject, and just woke feeling stupid as fuck holy shit i am actually going to kill myself tonight no way in hell

Big big biiiiig examination coming up tomorrow, might kill myself 💓