* FAMILY / LINE

#CQMMANDERBOND.

The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.  

James, you gave up everything for her. When her secret finds its way out, and it will, it’ll be the death of you.  

                                                  THE PAST ISN’T DEAD.

Skyfall is where we start , a thousand miles and poles apart. Where worlds collide and days are dark. You may have my number, you can take my name. But you’ll never have my heart   / I’m prepared for this , i never shoot to miss but I feel like a storm is coming, If I’m gonna make it through the day then there’s no more use in running. This is something I got to face /   I should’ve known that i’d leave alone. Just goes to show that the blood you bleed, is just the blood you owe.    

#CQMMANDERBOND.

The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.  

James, you gave up everything for her. When her secret finds its way out, and it will, it’ll be the death of you.  

                                                  THE PAST ISN’T DEAD.

Skyfall is where we start , a thousand miles and poles apart. Where worlds collide and days are dark. You may have my number, you can take my name. But you’ll never have my heart   / I’m prepared for this , i never shoot to miss but I feel like a storm is coming, If I’m gonna make it through the day then there’s no more use in running. This is something I got to face /   I should’ve known that i’d leave alone. Just goes to show that the blood you bleed, is just the blood you owe.    

this... isn't my bed.

i'll make us breakfast.

wait, how long have you been here?

did you stay the night?

you're so beautiful like this.

did i give you that hickey?

don't get up. stay right here.

kiss me again.

nice bedhead.

are you... wearing anything?

this was a bad idea.

i've wanted to do that forever.

did you enjoy it?

i did a number on your back. sorry about that.

is this your shirt?

maybe you should go.

i had a great time.

if you stay, i'll make us coffee.

i shouldn't have stayed over.

come back here. please?

i've never been like that with anyone before.

there's a bra on the ceiling fan.

did we... actually...?

we could do it again, if you want.

you made me feel... incredible.

was it... okay?

you look beautiful in my bed.

what do you remember?

was i too loud?

you can borrow my shirt.

i guess this makes us more than friends.

this can't be happening.

i could spend the day just like this, right here with you.

is that a hickey?

this was just for fun. it doesn't mean we're together.

this wasn't supposed to happen.

should we talk about it?

what time is it? i'm late for work.

how long have you been awake?

i remember... everything.

we should do that again sometime.

i think we cuddled.

that was the best night of my life.

what parts do you remember?

why don't you stay for breakfast?

was it good for you?

the sex was great.

how do you like your eggs?

are we still friends?

sorry, i've got morning breath.

i'd really like to keep seeing you.

i'm glad i invited you in.

finally... fucking finally.

please don't leave the bed.

don't make fun of me if i walk funny.

this doesn't mean anything.

my friends are never going to believe this.

i don't even know who i was last night.

no one's ever taken care of me like that.

let me help you clean up.

maybe we should forget this even happened.

i'm just going to... leave.

you said some wild things last night.

you're wearing my shirt.

maybe we could make this a regular thing.

am i blushing? i'm blushing, aren't i.

where did i put my glasses?

your clothes are in the living room.

i need a shower.

your hair's a mess.

you make a great pillow.

i thought we agreed this would ruin our relationship.

did i do something wrong?

we were pretty loud.

do you want me to leave?

i asked you to stay the night.

i bet your neighbors hate us.

stay like this.

well, that's one way to bounce back.

what about round two?

don't let go of me.

why don't you join me in the shower?

we can't keep doing this.

we're fucked, aren't we.

how long have i been asleep?

( text : roz ) haven’t tried that combo, but it’s worth a shot

( text : roz ) i normally opt for baileys but we can make do

( text : phee phee ) it is good , trust me ( text : phee phee ) baileys is okay but not same ( text : phee phee ) yes , forgetting is good and you can tell me all about how work has been

#EIQHTYONE. I never want to come back here again. I fucking hate it here. And they all fucking hate me. I pay for everything. I make sure everyone has clothes they like. I make sure the food is perfect, that Father is buried next to his parents, that the tomb is perfect. And the only fucking word I ever hear is: “I want more, Ilya. I need more, Ilya, more, more, more!” And I have nothing for these people! I give them everything… but I feel fucking empty. They don’t care. They look at me and they see a bank. Or an enemy. Or I don’t even know what. My brother, he always hated me. And I know why, but… it kills me. And it kills me that he took care of my father and I didn’t. But I couldn’t! I wasn’t here. I still paid for it all. And he will never forgive me. For any of it. For existing. And it means. I have no one now. Well, not no one. I have… Svetlana. She loves me. And I love her. But not like… Fuck me....But not like i love you.