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""I wish youd look at me like how i look at you

I speak with you with secret passion and feelings beyond me

But you speak to be in bleakness and nothing

You mean everything to me in my heart but to you i only belong in short thoughts

I admire you, i look into your eyes and memorize every color in them

I admire your skin and how smooth and white it is

I admire your lips and how odd they're shaped but none the less are they beautiful

To me your a creature of beauty

You are beautiful

But i dare show my face

You dont long to see me like how i long to gaze at you as if you are the stary sky

Im unlike you

You wouldn't think of admiring me like how i do to you

You entrap me with your words without knowing

Even the simplest of ones could entise me

I speak of you with suck silk and angelicness though you'll never know

Oh but you see me as nothing more then an acquaintance someone who will lisent when you finally decide to speak again

You dont ling for me or think of me like how i of you

Not even close to wish how you would

But i still long for you with all my heart."""

"I want to write words that the heavens will sing once I'm gone and those who have seen them cherish forever.

I wish to make worlds so extraordinary and beautiful that they don't compare to are own and that people long to be apart of.

Bcs I know someday I'll go up whether that be on a ship or some other impossible way.

And when I'm there I'll say finally made and my dream is all set

But I know that's never gonna happen but I'll still keep my mind set bcs there more things important that inpositivity

Though

One day I'll leave this world behind and go straight up into the sky with you right by my side

But You are the goddess of winter

Your eyes are the color of quartz and they are full of sorrow and lonesomeness, for no matter who draws to near freezes with just a glance.

You hide yourself away in the natural palace of the north

You wish not to be seen but you still long to be loved.

Though you have all those creatures that make there home in the snow and the mountains they cannot completely thaw your frozen heart nor fulfill your wanting to be loved.

Though you wish not to be seen and now that you cannot, for not even most of the gods could withstand your ice and your lonesome glance.

You are the goddess of winter, and just like the winter you are only bring perish wherever you go 

So you are forced to shun yourself away, not able to embrace others nor are they back to you and are not to see the world for yourself but only able to see the world through the eyes of the winter animals

So forever in your natural palace in the north, you will rule over and cast the winter season along with control the snow all alone till your time would draw near end

But till then you will never be able to feel the warmth of love

You will never be able to feel the warmth of comfort