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Iβm okay.. Iβm okay..
I am okay.. Iβll keep telling myself it is until itβs true.

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How do you even answer the questionΒ βhow are you doing?β when you arenβt even sure yourself? How am I? Iβm every emotion, and before I can figure out how I feel Iβm something else, and something else, and something else. IsΒ βIβm everythingβ a valid response to βhow are youβ!?

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Overdue Updates!
Okay so Iβve been AWOL a LONG time. Iβve been doing good! Working hard, planning for the future and actually been pretty happy. Iβve purged only a handful of times since summer!! Iβm still struggling with lax, but in comparison to before, I hardly use them at all! The amount I check my weight has seriously declined too; I let them leave completely away from the home for 8 months, and then I maintained 1 check a week for the first month. Itβs creeping up though, itβs almost daily again now, but itβs still progress on checking every time I ate/drank/showered/purged/toiletted/exercised!
I have been struggling amidst this whole Coronavirus pandemic though, my anxiety has been 10x worse with not being able to find βmyβ foods in any of the shops, and everywhere being swarming with people and bodies everywhere, not to mention the financial worries weβre all faced with right now. Itβs so hard to NOT run backwards towards the feeling of safety ED provides. Of course, itβs not safety, itβs hell, but itβs still the only βsafetyβ net Iβve had most of my life and itβs not easy to just ignore option A. Itβs hard times Tumblr. Iβm going to commit to trying to spread positivity in these times from now on.
Stay safe everyone πππππ§‘
βEating disorders are NOT all about food and weight and body image. They are associated yes, but not exactlyβ¦ I wish so desperately that people would stop blaming eating disorders on vanity, looks or insecurity. They are ever entrancing mental illnesses that often stem from an inability to communicate pain, discomfort or rejection. Eating disorders donβt just develop because you want to βlose a few pounds, or because you eat too much or you purge sometimesβ, they develop because you are seeking a way in which to disappear, to numb, to disconnect. Recovery does not happen by fixating on this idea of loving yourself whole-heartedly, every day, 24/7; but by being able to live DESPITE not liking yourself. Living despite the obsessions and maladaptive coping mechanisms and decades of unlearning habits and behaviors. Eating disorders are the only disease in which the posion AND the cure are within the same person fighting the disease in the first place.β
β I Am My Own Cure (Gracie Mandel)
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When you just want to go to bed but you have to finish your snack
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Recovery is not linear, it doesnβt matter how many times you have to pick yourself back up, as long as you constantly move forwards π
Just in case anyone needed a little bit of a boost today π
Iβve been struggling with my mind a ton recently. Physical changes are terrifying and I want to run backwards to the comfort of ED more than ever. Recovery is hard, Iβm not gonna lie. But what it will be is worth it. In 5 years time do we still wanna be this way? Or do we want to somehow, make it through the darkness and come out just fine?
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