EDDHAMARIE

I have to go back to reality and set my mind that tomorrow and tomorrow’s tomorrow are still exams day so I have to review for the last six subjects remaining before wrapping the gifts that I bought yesterday. 

Yet, it’s my cousin’s birthday so we’ll have a celebration later. And I can see myself holding reviewers while partying. HAHAHAHAHA but no slave can serve to masters at the same time so maybe I’ll review first then join the party then review again? I don’t know but I hope my plan works.

It's so adorable to imagine to lay on weekends watch american series like riverdale with someone on a cozy weather. Or starting to shop for the gifts for those who are special in your life because Christmas is fast approaching. Or wrapping all the gifts that you’ve bought for them. Or helping your mom to clean the house and cook some delicious dishes for the family.

But in the end? It’s all just an imagination HAHAHAHAHA

Hell Week just started. Yes, before Christmas. Yes, before the year ends. And no, because this can be done in January. ARGHHH

First day of the Mid Term Examinations just started and I thought I was ready but it’s just withe the thought of I thought.

Fill in The Blanks kind of tests really triggers me. It’s the type of test that I hate the most because it’s the peak of my weakness. So I had a difficulty answering TMS and PE because of it. I didn’t even know what words could fit but I hope it’s correct but I asked Shaina Bolos about what’s the ~*supposed to be*~ answers in PE and my answers are all wrong HAHAHAHAHA i already lost five points. *facepalm*

When taking the exam in Trends gaaaaah I don’t know what correct answers could fit the questions like it was a matter of making smart guess out of I should be knowing it but I don’t know it. In the last part, I am hoping to get all the points because it’s essay and that’s the only thing I am sure I am having. However, the knowledge part, though it’s a multiple choice and matching type kind of exam it’s like there’s no possibility of having a score. I don’t know. I wanted to give up but giving up is just for losers.

Hence, I tried. And that’s what matters the most. I tried.

Moving on, Shaina Bolos and I went to SM Tarlac. I bought the gift for Raiza Terrado in National Book Store and we roam around Department Store. I went home asap because my mom asked me to. 

My family and I ate lunch together. Then my sister, Edlyn and I went to Marquee then to SM Clark to buy gifts for our friends and family. We got home by around 8:00 in the evening. In spite of being tired, I was able to iron my uniforms for the coming week still.

Born and raised to be

The good one who don’t break plates

But sneaks out in streets

12/10/17

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Crying over something gone

Will not making it come back

Let go and move on

12/9/17

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HOLA!!!

It's just a typical sunny sunday, today.

My cousin and I had the third mass in the morning for the first sunday of the advent. We ate pur lunch in jollibee and had some chit chats still about the yesterday's UAAP CDC HAHAHAHAHA

Then we went home, I fixed my dogs - i gave them food and we went out the house

Here's a photo of Frances, aka tetet, my fave dog too. We celebrated her second birthday which is supposed to be last November 28. I let her eat a half kilo of pork toccino and dog boods because it's her favorite food hehehe.

Then I took my siesta and woke up at around 3pm in the afternoon. I watered our plants in our backyard. Yeah, today's a productive one.

I finished copying and converting the videos we need in order for me to edit for our documentary project in our Entrepreneurship together with my groupmates - Ranelie & Lianne.

But while doing the copying and converting, me and my boy cousins were watching the Do or Die basketball game of ADMU Blue Eagles vs. DLSU Green Archers. And as what i bet, ADMU won and got home the bacon with the scores of 88-86 in the fourth quarter. The game was too close like my sister, my cousins and I were really shouting in the sala and we were scolded by my mom because we were too noisy like Eli, our baby brother might wake up in a bad mood. Hehehe.

12/3/17

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HOLA!!!

It's saturday, yet we have a saturday class. Annoying.

I slept at around 4:00 AM in the morning woah so early to be up for saturday yet to late to sleep for friday. But still, I took a nap in our sofa. It is all because of the three articles I needed to finish for the schoolpaper, THE SHIELD - an editorial about the nationwide smoking ban, a science feature about the same topic as my editorial, and a news article about the National Protest Day.

I was chatting my classmates, Kamille for what year and what is the course of Kuya Amiel or also known as "One Day" and even Danica because she has a cousin in college. I even asked my friends from the junior high school about that but they're not replying because it's too early. Though, i think those information about him ~*I think*~ i s important for my news article so I decided to chat him directly. Yes, I did that HAHAHAHA for the sake of the credibility of my article HAHAHAHA

For what I can remember, I alarmed for 5:00 AM in able for me to wake up kind of ~*early*~ but naaaah HAHAHAHA i woke up at 6:08 AM when I looked at my cellphone. My goodness. Facepalm x 35,000 HAHAHA

I rushed into the bathroom just for 10 minutes, yes!!! Just for TEN MINUTES FOR ME TO TOOK A BATH then I fixed myself, found my clothes, transfered my stuff for a smaller bag combed my hair for at least 3 minutes hahahaha

6:25 AM when my service came. So I am earlier when my service arrived. Kind of proud but when we I exactly took my sit and the engine started gaaaah that's the only time when I realized that I forgot to wear my school I.D. UGHHHHHH!!!! Facepalm x 35,000 again.

On the whole time on our way to school I am thinking ofan acceptable reason to Ms. Pacheco why I don't have my I.D. because gaaahh it's already my second time to go to school without my I.D.

I was really annoyed like I don't want to go to school anymore. In order for me to chill down my temper, I opened my messenger's inbox. I am reading my classmates and friends' messages about One Day ~*slash*~ Kuya Amiel's information but they are all saying different information so I got annoyed again.

But it was already 7AM in mh phone's clock, when a notification came and One Day replied. Shookt. Shookt. Shookt. GAAAAAAHHH HAHAHAHAHAHA He even asked if it's legit, if it's really for the schoolpaper. So I said yes, I even dared to say that I will show him the article when it got published HAHAHAHAHA and we chatted.

I got a bright idea; in order for me to come in without tapping I.D., without noticing by the guards, without talking and getting confronted by Ms. Pacheco, I decided to take the path of college people. I entered the shortcut gate while the guard in the main gate is noting in the log book HAHAHAHA. Strict parents created and molded sneaky children. So was I.

I ran as fast as I can so no one can see me up to our class room and a classmate of mine asked why I was running after my breathe. HAHAHAHA.

So we had a thursday schedule and we got dismissed as early as 12:00 noon. I went out arly and rode a tricycle on the way to SM Tarlac because my cousin asked me to look for the price of a make up that she need. But I went back to Pirit as soon as possible because I didn't told my mom that I'll be commuting on my way home so I rode our service in order for me to get home.

I don't what time i arrived at home because all i know is I am hungry and sleepy all that time. We ate our lunch together and my mom and my sister are watching the Funny One in Showtime. I saw the wall clock. I asked them if i can turn the channel on Channel 23 for the UAAP CDC but they refused.

I ran into my room and turned my television on and turn it to channel 23 to watch the UAAP CHEER DANCE COMPETITION 2017. I didn't took my siesta just to watch omg here's some photos of the different schools. All credits to: Mall of Asia Arena' s twitter account via @MOAArena and ABS-CBN Sports' twitter account via @abscbnsports

As the over-all result, University of the East Red Warriors got the third place, University of Santo Thomas Growling Tigers Salinggawi Dance Troupe got the second place, and Adamson University Soaring Falcons with the theme 80s for 80 are announced to be the Champions.

Yes, I am not that typical girl who'd prefer to watch make up tutorials and vlogs but rather watch sports with my cousins and shout and scream in the middle of the announcement of awardings. Hehehe.

12/2/17

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“You sparkled

Me in

Pixie Dust

And Told

Me to

Just believe.”

It hurts

it mattered

You made

Me believe

And now

I’m left

With all

Of these

Broken pieces.

Flowery words

Of yours

Made me

Choke; Stocked

In my

Throat wherein

I can

Not breathe

And now

Those flowers

In the

Lungs of

My body

Are growing.

I learned

Not to

Trust anyone

Not anymore.

Because of

Broken promises

Of me.

I thought

I was

Wendy in

Our story.

But, my

Peter Pan,

I was

Just your

Thinker Bell.

Who was

There by

Your side

That you

Never saw

Nor you

Paid attention

Because you

Were looking

For someone

Else although

There was

Me by

Your side.

Because there

Was another

Wendy that

You were

Running after.

The wendy

That will

Also leave

You soon

As she

Grows older.

11/26/17

With all the broken pieces,

Just like in the movie,

As what Cinderella said,

"Have courage

And be kind."

No matter how hard

The rocks and stones

That other people try

To throw at you

Be brave and tough enough

You are allowed to

Cry, scream, shout

It may hurt you and

Break your heart

But remember that

You have to take care

Of your golden heart

And still choose to be kind

Be Kind.

Even at their struggling point

Because in the end

They'll thank you

For what you did for them

Just do your thing

And continue what you're doing

Do not revenge to them

Let karma do its job

Even though they've hurt you

At the end

They'll feel sorry

About those arrogant words

And mean attitude of theirs.

Have Courage.

Be Kind.

11/25/17

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Disclaimer: I am not really that religious type of person but I have a strong faith in God.

HOLA!!!

It's sundaaaayyy soooo it's church daaaayyy!!!

My cousin already have the need to go back in Manila ASAP today because she'll be resuming her classes by tomorrow monday due to the cancellation for the whole week last week because of the ASEAN SUMMIT.

So, I represented myself to accompany her on her way to Manila. We woke up at around 3:30AM-ish. We prepared ourselves, I helped her to pack her stuff, and we left Tarlac at around 4:30AM-ish. Then, we arrived to her dormitory in Dapitan Street by 7:00AM-ish.

We took a nap for a while on her dormitory. After that around 8:30 AM-ish we decided to roam around UST.

Kind of crowdy, because there's an ongoing USTET and there were lots of examinees around the university today.

The MAIN BUILDING. Please, never do a sign of the cross in front of this building. For there are misconceptions of some tourists that this is the UST CHUCH. But NAAAAAH. So be careful, 'cause some mean and judgmental Thomasians or not even Thomasians might laugh at you. Just so you know.

The UST CHURCH. Here's the inside look of the university's church. Pardon me, I didn't had the opportunity to take some pictures of the outside look because the sun's up and it's heat really brings a very scorching kind of feeling. And there were too many people around. We were already here a while ago so we took the chance to go to the university's church.

The ARCH OF THE CENTURIES. It is the triumphal arch at the Plaza Intramuros of the University of Santo Tomas in Manila, in the Philippines that stands meters away from the university's Millennium Gate along España Boulevard. (definition from: Wikipedia)

The LOVERS' LANE. It got more popular *although it really is already popular before* in the movie entitled One More Chance starring Bea Alonzo and John Lloyd Cruz. It was the meeting place of Basha and Popoy way back then when they were still in College. Basha from College of Architecture and Popoy from College of Engineering.

While we were roaming around in this lane a while ago, though I have walked and sat there a lot of times before, I told myself that the next time I'll be sitting on the benches or walking around here, I'll make sure that as a future Basha (huwaw as if namang UST na talaga ako e noh HAHA), I'll be walking and sitting here with my Popoy someday. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA funny but so what HAHAHAHAHAHA

12:30 NN-ish when I went to SM North Edsa to meet my other cousins. And we roamed around the mall. I didn't had any decent photos because dude, when I'm with them, I don't need my phone because of the joy that I am feeling. We ate pizzas and doughnuts, had coffee dates, and shopped for some clothes.

5:30PM-ish when they accompanied me to the Bus Terminal. Time ran so fast today. But the traffic around EDSA really irritated everyone.

7:00PM-ish when I got home. And I have a lot of tasks to finish because I forgot I am running after my academic works because the coming week is going to be a "neglecting" of academics kind of week.

P.S.: Anyhow, to accompany nor join my cousin on her way to UST is not really my thing for today. I had an agenda and that was to find some related studies and research for our Research Project about the San Sebastian Footbridge. But then, I failed because the UST Library was closed today because it's sunday. I'm not sure if the Librarian took a leave or a day-off. HAHAHA. FACEPALM x 35,000 HAHAHAHA. Gaaah, I am both Alice and the Mad Hatter. But I asked my cousins to find some studies related. HAHAAHAHA

11/19/17

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HOLA!!!

Fun fact: I love saturdays. I love dogs.

I love sleeping on friday nights knowing the fact that i will be waking up to a fun filled saturdays.

It's because saturdays are oh-so rest days of mine. It's the day of the week when I am trying to refresh from a stressful week.

And of course, my saturdays are equivalent to "saturdogs". It's when I spent almost of the day with my dog.

Sammy a.k.a "Cham-Cham" / "Pacham" is my dog since I was in 8th grade, 2013. He's one of my dogs until now anddd he's one of my favorites.

However, Cham-Cham is the most photogenic doggo among my dogs. He knows when to take instagrammable photos & snapchat selfies with me.

Meanwhile, spending 20-30mins with him every saturdays removes the stress and pressures that I am feeling because of the joy that he brings.

She loves dogs so much 'til she became one.

Channeling the inner dog character of me with my best buddy.

In fact, I grew up with animals. I love animals. I currently have three dogs, six cats, nine goats, *idk number of* ducks, *idk number of* chickens, and three (because the six have died and i haven't bought yet, I'm still busy) gold fishes oh strike that gold because they're in silver. HAHAHAHA

Saturdays are also for binge watching on different channels in our television. My sister and I always end up almost evrery day fighting because of our television's remote control. She wants it to be in dramatic movies on Cinema One and Pinoy Box Office but I like it to be on National Geographic Channel, Discovery Channel, Animal Planet, and History Channel. Kind of weird because I'm in the strand of HUMSS.

I should be watching news and whatsoever academic related but I kid you not because I am really amazed with the experimentations and newly do-it-yourself inventions.

P.S.: There's an exception ---- I HATE SATURDAY CLASSES!!! (Admit it or not, I think, I know, you hate it too.)

11/18/17

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HOLA!!!

Today's a day of filling of responsibilities. Both in school works and home works. It was a typical sunday that went with a pattern of:

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Wake Up.

Eat.

Read & Write.

S l e e p.

REPEAT.

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Shoutout to those people who's belittling our strand - HUMSS. It was never easy to read-and-write and write-and-read repetitively.

As a oh-so-called self-proclaimed but really is "student writer", it's hard to write especially in the beginning when you're having a writer's block.

When I'm having this "writer's block" whenever I write, I don't force myself to write. I'll find a good time where I think I'm ready to. Most of the time, I don't write when the sun's up. I usually do it when it's evening so here I am, still starting another kind of writing that I have to finish as soon as possible.

Remember that what is done in L-O-V-E is done well.

So maybe that's all for now.

P.S.: Did you go to the church today? It's sunday so it's churchday!!! ~

11/12/17

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HOLA!!!

In clothing, I usually prefer to wear: black, grey, white, and blue kind of shades. In fact, those colors are the only palette of my wardrobe.

This one's for a change, today, on November 11, at 11:11 AM my cousin has a portfolio in her *idk* subject in school that requires portraits and landscapes kind of photography. So, she managed to take me as her subject for her portrait. At first, I had second thoughts on being her subject because I hate red.

But heyyy this change looks good on me. Or maybe it's just with the angle that makes me look pretty. But nah, I looked good in red (and in bangs too)!!! HAHAHA I never expected that I'd be looking like a ~*lady*~ for real because I always look like a four-eyed school girl being 24/7 stressedt and pressuredt with her school works or a teenage dirtbag with her loose clothes and ripped jeans when she's roaming around with her friends.

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Shoes from Parisian

Top & Skirt custom sewn by the taylor in our town

Hair & Make Up by: Edlyn Angela Salas, my sister

Photographed by: Erica Jade Sapasap, my cousin

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P.S.: I actually ditched my pending schoolworks today just to be my cousin's subject for her portrait.

P.S.S.: I was really having a cringe feeling when the shoot is happening because bruh, I am running out of time. I've got a lot of things to do but why won't I take a break, right?

11/11/17

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