enanan

it's so fucking awful when the people that you love the most hurt you and all you can feel is the most intense hatred that you've ever felt in your life. i want to be fair, i still want to love them, but i'd be lying if i said i didn't lie awake at night thinking about how bad i want them dead.

I hate when people say "think before you act", like babes I have BPD. It's all or nothing or nothing at all.

you think I'd leave you? I literally run a crazy Tumblr blog dedicated to you

it’s ok to message me a paragraph of how much u are obsessed with me; so do it.

I will always love you (threat)

i love you like a dog, patiently staring at my screen waiting to see you typing as if im sitting by the door waiting for you to come home

'Mutually obsessed with eachother but in a healthy way' kinda relationships>>>>>>

knowing you is one of my greatest pleasures in this life.

The urge to tell everyone about just how much i adore you (very strong urge).

I wish i could have a normal crush... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane