It Me. Eames. Again

I love you so much, moonflower. Thank you for being in my life 💛🌻

Like okay, if it's so normal then why was I bullied so fucking much growing up for having ZERO attraction to anyone UNTIL developing a connection. Even then. I was mocked so fucking much. Everyone assumed I was being a prude or a snob when I literally just felt nothing.

It's terrible, in my opinion, there is a game prepared for us A game where they leave us all alone And they know, when people are lonely The language they speak also changes In the end, they can't get along at all. So that over a period of time, a situation In its unchanging flow, monotonous they stay like a hunter of trouble And one day they realize that loneliness is not a power anymore And when they realize this, that's when Lusin, they want to get over this situation over time They run, they run, just when they reach the border It's like they're stuck to those wire fences They become smoke or a solid piece of coal, a corpse… What is the meaning of a human in this situation?

LUSIN Must overcome this situation, Stepan.

STEPAN I don't feel my pain. And I've already lost all opposition. Not a hope Neither despair nor nothing can save my existence. And an intense meaninglessness inside As if colorless, dimensionless And in a skyless, timeless universe If living is the only way out, Lusin I live carefree, too, Thus an unchangeable meaninglessness.

LUSIN So you're simply maintaining a stalemate. This loss of self, this collapse It's like it gives you a sense of superiority.

STEPAN I am skillfully weaving a history of loneliness. And I'm already setting a hunch in the future.

LUSIN The real work is coming to a conclusion.

STEPAN Can you?

LUSIN Then it's a very long road, actually.

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The Proposal Plan by CassondraWinchester (@cassondrawinchester) Rating: Explicit Word Count: 29.6k

Dean and Castiel have built a beautiful life together over the past five years, sharing a deep and unbreakable love. But as Dean's 30th birthday approaches, his traditional parents throw a curveball: they want to finally meet the elusive "Castiel" who has stolen their son's heart. Embracing the opportunity to make a good impression, Castiel eagerly agrees. But there's one small hiccup: Castiel's clumsiness seems to have a knack for creating awkward situations wherever he goes. Nevertheless, undeterred by his tendency for mishaps, Castiel is fueled by his unwavering devotion to Dean and a genuine desire to win over his parents. He embarks on a weekend getaway, with the hope of placing a ring on Dean's finger as the ultimate birthday surprise. Will his charm, albeit unconventional, be enough to win over his potential in-laws and secure their approval? Or will the weekend end with Dean's parents questioning their son's taste in Alphas? One thing’s for certain: this birthday weekend will be filled with laughter, love, and a few memorable mishaps that will be retold for years to come.

Sometimes all you need is a sweet, smutty, and funny romcom to hit the spot. The Proposal Plan is just that. The story begins with Cas and Dean on their way to Dean’s parent's house for his 30th birthday weekend, and, if all of Cas’s ideas go to plan, a proposal at the end of it all. His only obstacle? Dean’s very traditional parents, who don’t condone pre-marital anything, and who also don’t know that Dean and Cas have been living together, doing pre-marital everything, for the last three years. 

June 2012 KTM Kathmandu  Nepal Patan

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