Together We'll Sing The UV Blues

Every time I saw him it felt like my heart was shattered in pieces and nothing will ever heal me

Not broken, just healing

The love I had for you was like a masterpiece I created with my own hands. I forgot that you didn’t give a fuck about art. The love I had for you was higher than the Empire State Building you promised we’d go into. I forgot how you didn’t fuck with heights. The love I had for you was as genuine as I thought your words were. But you were drunk and those words meant nothing. The love I had for you was as large and deep as the oceans in the world. But you couldn’t swim. The love I had for you took life out of me that I thought I’d get back if I held on longer. Instead, you walked away & set what I held onto on fire so it was unbearable to hold on any longer. The love I had for you is gone. I thought I’d be okay but I wasn’t, because although the love is gone it was never forgotten.

So. Let me tell you about the day I took this video. It was the 1 year anniversary of my open heart surgery. It’s about a year old, and I’d say it’s pretty safe to say I’ve improved since then. In case you don’t agree, let’s take a look at some more at my exaggerated waddling.

I love my mom.

Anyone can kiss Anyone can have sex Anyone can lay down next to you but do not let just anyone hold your hand Whether in a public setting or in private. Holding hands should be between people who care and value each other and who are 110% sure the other person means something to them. Don’t let him hold your hand if you feel like he’s not always honest with you. Don’t let him hold your hand if you can’t rely on him. Don’t let him hold your hand if you don’t think he’s gonna stick around through your rough times. Don’t let him hold your hand if he talks poorly to his family. Don’t let him hold your hand if you can’t believe the things he tells you when you’re both laying down after having sex. Don’t let him hold your hand if you are mad at him and he doesn’t listen. Don’t let him hold your hand if you don’t want to. Don’t let him hold your hand if he doesn’t mean anything to you. Don’t hold his hand if the grip is loose and it doesn’t matter if your hands fall. Do hold his hand if he is honest with you and you have no second guesses about the words coming out of his mouth. Do hold his hand if he picks up on the first ring and asks where are you and who you’re with by the tone of your voice. Do hold his hand when he sat by your side when you were at your low and he hugged you and didn’t let go until the last tear fell. Do hold his hand if he calls his family just to say hello and ask about their days. Do hold his hand if he’s played with your hair after the mess created from sex and whispers things in your ear that make you laugh and not feel just lust. Do hold his hand if he has listened to what you’ve had to say in an argument then taken it under consideration then fixed it and never repeated it. Do hold his hand if you want to. Do hold his hand if he means something to you & only you not to other females. Do hold his hand if you’re scared to let go.

Anyone can kiss Anyone can have sex Anyone can lay down next to you but do not let just anyone hold your hand Whether in a public setting or in private. Holding hands should be between people who care and value each other and who are 110% sure the other person means something to them. Don’t let him hold your hand if you feel like he’s not always honest with you. Don’t let him hold your hand if you can’t rely on him. Don’t let him hold your hand if you don’t think he’s gonna stick around through your rough times. Don’t let him hold your hand if he talks poorly to his family. Don’t let him hold your hand if you can’t believe the things he tells you when you’re both laying down after having sex. Don’t let him hold your hand if you are mad at him and he doesn’t listen. Don’t let him hold your hand if you don’t want to. Don’t let him hold your hand if he doesn’t mean anything to you. Don’t hold his hand if the grip is loose and it doesn’t matter if your hands fall. Do hold his hand if he is honest with you and you have no second guesses about the words coming out of his mouth. Do hold his hand if he picks up on the first ring and asks where are you and who you’re with by the tone of your voice. Do hold his hand when he sat by your side when you were at your low and he hugged you and didn’t let go until the last year fell. Do hold his hand if he calls his family just to say hello and ask about their days. Do hold his hand if he’s played with your hair after the mess created from sex and whispers things in your ear that make you laugh and not feel just lust. Do hold his hand if he has listened to what you’ve had to say in an argument then taken it under consideration then fixed it and never repeated it. Do hold his hand if you want to. Do hold his hand if he means something to you & only you not to other females. Do hold his hand if you’re scared to let go.

don't risk it