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when she’s been ruining you for hours and you feel yourself slipping away and there’s tears in your eyes because everything is overwhelming and too much and yet it’s not enough and she won’t let you get enough and she grounds you with a few soft taps to your cheek and tells you, “Breathe. Your desperation is mine to enjoy, not yours to rush. I can feel how badly you want to break, baby. Hold it together for me. You’re doing so good, such a good girl. Show me how pretty you are when you’re suffering for me.”

girls that beg unashamedly are sooo cute but girls that ‘hate’ to beg / are embarrassed by begging deserve some love too. girls that get lost in the pleasure and whisper, “Please,” before blushing and going quiet. you try to encourage them with a, “Please what?” and all you get is a whine in response. “You know i’ll stop if you don’t speak up, baby.” seeing them fight with themselves internally, roughing them up with a few swift slaps to the face and asking again, “Please what? Don’t act stupid. Say it.” knowing they just need that extra push to let go of their ego, their sweet eyes filling with tears of shock and relief, “Please, mommy. Please fuck me harder, I need it. I need you, fuck, please,” they ramble, all high pitched, whiny and needy, clenching around you when they hear, “There she is, there’s my good girl.”

i can't be the only person who hates being called neurospicy. it's such a weird term. i'm neurodivergent. i'm disabled. call me that.

it's SO fucked up that i'm so submissive and subservient and i desire control and domination yet NOBODY is taking advantage of my nature. sad :(

sorry to be brave on the internet but I think food labels should list every single ingredient and that there should be harsher penalties for mislabeling and deceptive labeling

interrogation scene idea: you get tied down and tortured until you talk about your feelings and let yourself be emotionally vulnerable. you will be cracked open and you will discuss and process your insecurities and difficulties, and the torture will continue until you are open and honest about yourself.

splitting the difference on "should we use sub/dom or top/bottom as the generalized term to describe who's doing what in a wide variety of erotic activities" and proposing we label everything in terms of princess/maid.

To my 25 - 35 year olds, you've reached the age where people around you are starting to give up on themselves because they think it's too late. Don't let that energy rub off on you. It's not too late.