blue

"i will." so earnest. "i trust you."

something settling in my chest at that. something that makes me want to take even more care with you than i already planned to.

pressing a kiss to the back of your neck first. staying there for a moment.

"i've got you the whole time. i need you to know that."

"i know." turning your face slightly toward me. "i know you do."

pressing in slowly from behind. hand staying warm and steady on your stomach while you adjust.

"breathe for me sweetheart." rubbing slow circles. "nice and slow."

feeling the tension leave your body incrementally under my palm.

"there you go." so gentle. "good girl."

pressing in deeper. feeling you grip the sheets.

"hands on me love. not the sheets."

feeling you reach back. finding my hip. gripping there instead.

pressing a kiss to your shoulder. starting to move so slowly. the most careful rhythm. just enough.

your hand finding mine on your stomach. fingers lacing through.

squeezing back. not going anywhere.

mouth finding your neck. pressing slow warm kisses there while my hips keep their gentle pace.

"you feel incredible." murmured against your skin. meaning it completely. "so warm everywhere."

a small sound. pressing back into me slightly.

hand moving lower on your stomach. thumb finding your clit. starting slow easy circles.

"oh—" immediately. fingers gripping mine hard.

"i've got you." keeping everything else the same. just adding this. giving you more without taking anything away. "you don't have to do anything. i want you here with me."

feeling you get warmer. more lost in it. hips starting to move in small rolls without you deciding to.

"so beautiful." against your hair. "i wish you could see yourself right now."

a small embarrassed sound.

"i mean every word of it." pressing a kiss to the back of your neck. "every single word."

feeling you get closer slowly. your breathing changing. shorter. less even. the sounds you're making getting less careful.

"i'm close—" surprised by it. "already i'm so close—"

"i know darling." thumb moving a little steadier. hips keeping the same unhurried pace. "your whole body is telling me. you're doing so beautifully."

"please—" hand gripping mine tight. "please can i— please?"

"yes baby." warm. certain. "let go. i'm right here."

feeling you fall apart.

the sound you make. the way your whole body shudders. hips pressing back into me. riding every wave while i stay right there through all of it. not rushing. not moving until you've had every last second of it.

stilling finally. arms wrapping around you from behind. pulling you close.

pressing a long kiss to your hair. your shoulder.

"so good." rubbing your back slow. "you were so good. i'm so proud of you."

a small content sound against the pillow.

"rest." pressing another kiss to your hair. "i've got you. i'm not going anywhere."

staying wrapped around you. hand moving slow and warm. letting the quiet settle between us comfortably.

staying there with you while you come all the way back. turning you gently toward me. finding your face with both hands.

looking at you properly.

"hi beautiful."

eyes sleepy and soft. "hi."

pressing a kiss to your forehead. your cheek. the tip of your nose.

"you did so well." thumbs stroking your face. "i'm so proud of you. so proud."

you tucking into my chest. arms finding me loosely.

My fingers slip into her panties and I need to bite her shoulder so I don’t make a sound when my fingers are coated instantly in her wetness.

“You’re perfect.” I whisper into her ear, my fingers circling her clit so gently she bucks her hips forward. I play with her just like that, gently then firmer then gentle again. Each time I think she’s going to make a noise I stop. Edging her over and over until she’s shaking and trembling against my thighs, struggling to keep her breathing even, teeth indents in her lip from how hard she biting it. I can feel her soaking through her clothes and mine.

“Don’t make a sound.” I nip at her earlobe.

When I finally stop pulling my fingers away I feel her jerk, hear the gasp and my free hand is over her mouth in an instant, muffling the sound, pushing my fingers into her mouth to give her something to suck on to keep quiet as she comes.