don't touch him

dissociation

and even if it was, it wasn’t really abuse

it wasn’t like actual abuse

and even if it was, it wasn’t that bad

it wasn’t bad enough

and even if it was, I deserved it

it wasn’t like I was innocent

and even if I was, it doesn’t matter

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I’m over it

💕How did you and your obsession meet?

🌸what’s their name?

💖how do you feel about their parents?

⭐️what’s their gender expression?

💗how much do you love them?

❤️when did you realize they were you soul mate?

💘how old are they?

💋do you actively stalk them?

💛what’s you’re favorite thing to do with your obsession?

💚what’s their favorite food?

🌙how late do they stay up?

💦do you think about them when you masterbate?

🌹do you date your obsession?

🍒do you have sex with you obsession?

💝what do they smell like?

💓what’s their favorite hobbies?

💔have they broken your heart?

😍do you maturbate to the thought of your obsession?

💙do you have sex with your obsession?

🖍do they know how much you love them?

💞what’s their sexual orientation?

🌻do you feel sick when you’re away from them?

🔪what’s the most extreme thing you’ve done for them?

💊do they do drugs?

💉do they hurt you?

1. what’s your current weight?

2. what’s your highest weight?

3. what’s your lowest weight?

4. what’s your ultimate goal weight?

5. how tall are you?

6. how old are you?

7. favorite thinspo?

8. favorite safe food?

9. worst fear?

10. biggest dream?

11. biggest reason for wanting to lose weight?

12. favorite thing about weight loss?

13. least favorite thing about weight loss?

14. worst thing someone said to you about your ED/body/image in general?

15. do you self harm? what is your method of self harm? (do NOT ask if this will trigger you!)

16. longest fast?

17. how long have you had an ED?

18. which specific ED(s) do you have?

19. have you ever been in treatment for your ED?

20. who knows about your ED?

21. do you like reverse thinspo?

22. favorite reverse thinspo?

23. biggest fear food?

24. do you know anyone else irl with an ED?

25. do you want to recover? why or why not?

26. do you have any other mental illnesses in addition to your ED?

27. how long have you been clean from binging, self-harming, or drugs/alcohol?

28. have you ever had suicidal thoughts? (do NOT ask if this will trigger you!)

29. have you ever attempted suicide? (do NOT ask if this will trigger you!)

30. do you use purging to help weight loss?

31. do you use laxatives, diet pills, or diuretics to help weight loss?

32. what’s the weirdest method/diet/trick you’ve tried for weight loss?

33. highest calorie binge?

34. most weight loss in a week?