(tw!!) you seem pretty swag !

the day i discovered my upper arm fat was the last day i wore anything sleeveless 😂😂😂😂

i just tried to look up keywords and they’re all banned on tumblr 😭 what has this world came to bruh, when i first came on here in 2015 this section was booming my lordy lord

not sure if i’m old or just been here too long but tumblr just isn’t the same as it used to be lol

my options would be so much broader on depop if i was skinny

the trigger for my relapses are me not being able to dress like a high end skinny legend icon who can wear straight leg pants that are a little baggy in the cutest way or bodycon tops without my fat taking away any part of the silhouette

anyone else always revert back to their ed habits when things aren’t going well? feels whack. it was like 4 months of not thinking about it but then again i also love the feeling of being in control so i guess i’m my own worst enemyyyyefjdhgesfhkkdas

i wanna be skinny but like the type that’s naturally small and skinny but that’s kinda hard when you’re not naturally small and skinny and instead you just get an ed and terrible mood swings (not from personal experience obviously lol haha)

does anyone know why my top posts are gone? my most popular post is apparently gone as i haven’t gotten any notifs from it. not really mad just wanted to know what was going on

apparently i’m back but only cause my ed failed to kill me (or make me skinny but yk 🙄)