thats 2 much

i’m full of too much love but i’m also full of too much mental illness

i miss when people would remind me how sick i was i dont wanna fucking recover i want everyone to look at me and think im about to die

reblog if you hate your thighs

abdomen marcado?? honey las únicas marcas que tengo son cortes

I don’t know how to cope anymore. It feels like I just keep getting bigger and bigger and I’m scared I’ll never be normal again and no one in my life really understands. Bc even my friends with EDs they never got big. They’re all a healthy size now and have recovered. As much as you can recover from a lifelong ED but. I don’t know how to keep living being this heavy and that sounds so dramatic when I say it out loud but. I just. I can’t. I can’t handle this.

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