delusional little girl

1. None of that is true, masculinity isn't inherently a dominante position.

2. Force doesn't have to mean submission. Force can be the agony of the world and every day life chipping away at you until you are forced to attack and kill and fuck. Force can be reaching the limit on suppressing your desires and then snapping and taking what you want.

Forced masculization is blood dripping from your mouth and you don't know if it's your blood or someone else's, you don't know how it got there, but fuck. It tastes good and you want more, more, more.

Forced masculization is when you've pumped yourself full of testosterone and everything in life gets brighter and every desire you have becomes a demand for more, more, more. Whether it's food, sex, physical activity, or one of a million other needs that you're suddenly brimming with.

It's waking up with your cock hard and jerking off for four hours, becouse you can't help it. Its shaking hands and half insane laughter while you think about how you feel and realize that what you feel is power, and you want more, more, more.

It's pinning someone's body to the wall and feeling their heart speed up, it's broken knuckles, and blown pupils, and bruised flesh.

It's looking in the mirror and seeing something more alive than you've ever been.

Your body does not define your gender. No matter what kind of body you have, the most important thing is to remember that it's yours. It's not 'wrong' just because others tell you that (and I absolutely hate the narrative that trans people are 'trapped in the wrong body'). You can be a man and love your pussy - it's the best thing you can do for yourself.

Your kinks do not define your gender. It's not transphobic to play with your gender, sexual setting or not. The most important thing is that you enjoy it. Gender isn't supposed to be a prison.

I'm officially leaving this blog, and tumblr as a whole, the constant growth of cis people inside this kink has completely ruined what this community was for me, it's impossible to come here and not see a post by a clearly bigoted cis person, no matter how much they claim it's just fantasy, they proceed to show their ignorance in many different ways. As a dom, I no longer find this place safe or attractive at all, staying away from bioessencialism is impossible since 70-80% of the posts are about biological aspects and it has severely deteriorated my mental health whenever I log on, hence why I haven't posted in a long time, and I won't be coming back.

No matter how much I created educational posts and fought for this to be a kinky space for all the traumatized trans people that deserve a safe space to express their most hidden disires, our oppressors have always find a way to claim it as their space, and since I am one of the few that fights against it, I'm constantly outnumber by these oppressors.

I'm glad I could help some of you, I think that's the only reason I actually tried to stay here longer, but I'm sorry, I can't keep myself in a space that gives genuely transphobic cis people a space to express their most hidden truths while pretending it's a fantasy, when deep down their wording and actions make it extremely clear it's not. And I know how happy they'll be seeing this post, they will feel as if they won, I won't be here anymore to fight them, and honestly even if they feel it's a win for them and it is true that it's a loss for the community, it's actually a win for me, as I'll be prioratizing my mental health. And a big f/y to all of them who are secretly happy to see me go.

The only thing I am unsure of is if I should delete the blog in its entirety, or leave it up in case any of you would like to keep the posts, including the educational resources I have made, if any of you could answer this, or dm me, or anything at all to make your opinion be heard, I'd appreciate it.

If there's no need for this blog to be up, or if I'm lacking feedback, I'll just delete it, I rather be long gone from this space, and I'd like to make it extremely clear it is not because of the hundreds of people I've made a connection with and helped, I appreciate you fighting for this community and for yourself, it's because once again cis people have taken yet another space that is ours to claim.