Fucked Up Kinks Within. You've Been Warned.

I was supposed to go to a local spa/hot tubs place last night with a guy. I arrived first, and was told they had no rooms left, because I hadn't been aware that you should check first. I've never been there, and the guy - who had gone before and knew it might be full, but didn't bothet to check - hadn't warned me to call ahead. I messaged him and he finally replied and said he was turning around and going home.

Anyway, it was a shame, because I had dressed all femme too for the occasion; in part because he had wanted me to, and in part because...well, I dunno. With the force fem kink and detrans kink and whatnot, it seemed like a humiliating way to spice things up.

Anyhow... despite not getting to hook up with anyone, even after hours cruising on different apps, I did come to a realisation:

Getting out of my car in a flowery skirt and fishnets, in the middle of the night, in a city well-known for being very sketchy and dangerous, even just for a few minutes at a time (to walk into the hot tubs to rent a room, then to get gas later), was both scary and thrilling. Making myself up all feminine and being out that late... well, all sorts of things could have happened. Even if nothing did happen - despite my best efforts to set something up, despite all the dark fantasies that were playing in my head.... 🥵

And now, it makes me want to do things like that more often. 😩 Walk around all femme at night, or meet up with strange guys dressed like that. Maybe plan a CNC scenario; I read something on Reddit once about a girl whose dom would dress her up provocatively (sometimes even writing something slutty on her where it was just visible, like just below her skirt line, for example) and send her out to public spaces, and would send out guys he approved of to go find her and pull her aside into parking garages or public restrooms... 🤤

God, I can't stop thinking about this sort of thing now. Fuckkkk...

I was supposed to go to a local spa/hot tubs place last night with a guy. I arrived first, and was told they had no rooms left, because I hadn't been aware that you should check first. I've never been there, and the guy - who had gone before and knew it might be full, but didn't bothet to check - hadn't warned me to call ahead. I messaged him and he finally replied and said he was turning around and going home.

Anyway, it was a shame, because I had dressed all femme too for the occasion; in part because he had wanted me to, and in part because...well, I dunno. With the force fem kink and detrans kink and whatnot, it seemed like a humiliating way to spice things up.

Anyhow... despite not getting to hook up with anyone, even after hours cruising on different apps, I did come to a realisation:

Getting out of my car in a flowery skirt and fishnets, in the middle of the night, in a city well-known for being very sketchy and dangerous, even just for a few minutes at a time (to walk into the hot tubs to rent a room, then to get gas later), was both scary and thrilling. Making myself up all feminine and being out that late... well, all sorts of things could have happened. Even if nothing did happen - despite my best efforts to set something up, despite all the dark fantasies that were playing in my head.... 🥵

And now, it makes me want to do things like that more often. 😩 Walk around all femme at night, or meet up with strange guys dressed like that. Maybe plan a CNC scenario; I read something on Reddit once about a girl whose dom would dress her up provocatively (sometimes even writing something slutty on her where it was just visible, like just below her skirt line, for example) and send her out to public spaces, and would send out guys he approved of to go find her and pull her aside into parking garages or public restrooms... 🤤

God, I can't stop thinking about this sort of thing now. Fuckkkk...

I was supposed to go to a local spa/hot tubs place last night with a guy. I arrived first, and was told they had no rooms left, because I hadn't been aware that you should check first. I've never been there, and the guy - who had gone before and knew it might be full, but didn't bothet to check - hadn't warned me to call ahead. I messaged him and he finally replied and said he was turning around and going home.

Anyway, it was a shame, because I had dressed all femme too for the occasion; in part because he had wanted me to, and in part because...well, I dunno. With the force fem kink and detrans kink and whatnot, it seemed like a humiliating way to spice things up.

Anyhow... despite not getting to hook up with anyone, even after hours cruising on different apps, I did come to a realisation:

Getting out of my car in a flowery skirt and fishnets, in the middle of the night, in a city well-known for being very sketchy and dangerous, even just for a few minutes at a time (to walk into the hot tubs to rent a room, then to get gas later), was both scary and thrilling. Making myself up all feminine and being out that late... well, all sorts of things could have happened. Even if nothing did happen - despite my best efforts to set something up, despite all the dark fantasies that were playing in my head.... 🥵

And now, it makes me want to do things like that more often. 😩 Walk around all femme at night, or meet up with strange guys dressed like that. Maybe plan a CNC scenario; I read something on Reddit once about a girl whose dom would dress her up provocatively (sometimes even writing something slutty on her where it was just visible, like just below her skirt line, for example) and send her out to public spaces, and would send out guys he approved of to go find her and pull her aside into parking garages or public restrooms... 🤤

God, I can't stop thinking about this sort of thing now. Fuckkkk...

I was supposed to go to a local spa/hot tubs place last night with a guy. I arrived first, and was told they had no rooms left, because I hadn't been aware that you should check first. I've never been there, and the guy - who had gone before and knew it might be full, but didn't bothet to check - hadn't warned me to call ahead. I messaged him and he finally replied and said he was turning around and going home.

Anyway, it was a shame, because I had dressed all femme too for the occasion; in part because he had wanted me to, and in part because...well, I dunno. With the force fem kink and detrans kink and whatnot, it seemed like a humiliating way to spice things up.

Anyhow... despite not getting to hook up with anyone, even after hours cruising on different apps, I did come to a realisation:

Getting out of my car in a flowery skirt and fishnets, in the middle of the night, in a city well-known for being very sketchy and dangerous, even just for a few minutes at a time (to walk into the hot tubs to rent a room, then to get gas later), was both scary and thrilling. Making myself up all feminine and being out that late... well, all sorts of things could have happened. Even if nothing did happen - despite my best efforts to set something up, despite all the dark fantasies that were playing in my head.... 🥵

And now, it makes me want to do things like that more often. 😩 Walk around all femme at night, or meet up with strange guys dressed like that. Maybe plan a CNC scenario; I read something on Reddit once about a girl whose dom would dress her up provocatively (sometimes even writing something slutty on her where it was just visible, like just below her skirt line, for example) and send her out to public spaces, and would send out guys he approved of to go find her and pull her aside into parking garages or public restrooms... 🤤

God, I can't stop thinking about this sort of thing now. Fuckkkk...