wassup bitch

Lol also why

I've decided to restart my Tumblr as a new blog. Whatever that means. LMAO I've been wanting to do this for a while but I never had the courage or motivation to just write shit and post it. Also, I don't like being judged or knowing that I can be judged by internet people that I don't know bc weak-minded lol BUT! I've decided that I'm not going to care about who reads this because we are out here tryna grow as a person and become stronger mentally and physically. I'm currently sitting outside of the floor I work on just thinking about how my life is going nowhere, wanting to find a way to fix that tbh, but completely lacking the motivation to do so. I'm starting to slowly change very miniscule things in my life to try to spark some sort of feeling/emotion other than emptiness or boredom. I recently just changed the theme of my phone to something a lot more cute and I really, really like it. I think that's actually what motivated me to start writing here bc the font I'm using now is so cute. v pleasing to my brain. I have to go back to work now, fawk. @_@