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Marie's Collection of Erotic Thrillers
Read before bedtime! College Years is a collection of twenty short erotic thrillers, each with a loose theme revolving around collegeāand co
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From what he can tell, you only eat takeout, candy, and booze. Someone didnāt do their job raising you, thatās for sure. You go about life like youāre still a teenagerāthe worst type of teenager, at thatāthe type whoās given up on life and romanticizes nihilism and drugs.
College dropout, working at a bar, out all night, straggling home early in the morning looking like a whore in broad daylightāshort party dress, smokey eyes, messy hair, smelling like cheap perfume mixed with sweat.Ā
Itās such a shame⦠Youāre such a pretty girl.
Heās seen you when youāre all cleaned up. Newly washed hair, still damp, face a little flushed from the heat, dewy and natural, wearing comfy clothes as you go to get the mail in a pair of bunny slippers. You look like such a good girl, thenāsomeone he could make his girlfriend.Ā
But every time you leave the building, itās in a top thatās basically just a bra, a skirt that only barely reaches passed the crease of your ass, and a pair of heals that look as if you bought them in a sex shop. All in all, your entire body screams out for any man to come and fuck you hard and as roughly as they want.
He bets he could fix that about you. Teach you to respect yourself. Make you wear nicer, cuter things that would hide you away from prying eyesākeep you for himself, and only him.
Thatās why heās doing it. In his ski mask, black t-shirt, cargos, and combat boots. Heās going to show you the dangers women like you face in the worldāmake you see reasons as he jumps you in the alleyway and fucks you with reckless abondon against the harsh brick wall, one hand muffling all your sounds while the other fully subdues you.
He feels you weaker bodyās struggle devolve to quivering while he pistons his hips against your ass, pounding your cunt until heās filling the condom wrapper up with all the lust heās been wanting to pour inside you ever since he moved in next door.
He just leaves you there like discarded trash afterwards, then goes home. He takes a shower, washes the evidence away, and puts on clean, inconspicuous clothes. He wonders if youāll go to the police, but knowing what type of girl you are, he doubts it. And true enough, watching through the peephole, he sees you coming up the stairsāripped top, bruised skin, mascara tears down your sorry face.
He acts like heās just going downstairs with the trash, but stops upon seeing you, making it seem as if fate wanted him to discover you.
You break down at once when he asks if youāre okay, but you donāt go into any detail about anything, even when he invites you in for a cup of tea.Ā
No matter, he already knows everything that happened. Heās just happy to see youāve finally learned, watching the lesson sink in on your pretty face as he helps you wash away all your ruined makeup. Sitting there, like such a saintly knight in shining armour, gently dabbing all your scratches with alcohol on cotton, offering you one of his sweaters afterwards.
You hug him as if youāve found the one, crying into him like heās the only person in the world you trust, falling in love with him on the spot.
You canāt see his face, but he returns it with a knowing smile, thinking about what a good girl heās going to make of you now that heās made you his own.
I was just thinking about it today but you know what would be freakin hilarious to me? A version of Death Note in which Light genuinely isnāt Kira.
L comes on board and Light is so anxious not to be a suspect that he constantly overthinks and tries to act as unsuspicious as possible but inadvertently cements himself further and further as the killer in Lās mind until they have a dramatic showdown and itās just crickets because Light was just desperately trying to allay suspicion while being utterly blameless.
The real killer is Lās butler guy who it turns out was framing Light all along.
Synopsis. When your sugar daddy just isnāt paying attention to you, can you really be blamed for fĆŗcking his son? Especially when his son is absolutely obsessed with you.
Pairing. Rich boy! Gojo Satoru x Sugar baby! Reader
A/N. Will proofread later, lowkey scared to post this, but I just wanted it out of my mind. And in my mind, Satoruās dad is FINE asl so-
The first time you meet Gojo Satoru is when youāre all dolled up for his father.Ā
Designer dress just a bit too tight, running on a few too many shots of tequila, wanting to be anywhere but at this stuffy gala. Everything was too bright - too polished.
And it really didnāt help that no matter how many scathing looks or whispers that followed you, you just had to be here - it was in your contract, after all. Because luckily for you, you just so happened to be the infamous little plaything hanging off the arm of the head of Gojo Corporations.
Well, usually. Right now your sugar daddy was too busy entertaining his business partners, leaving you off to the side, praying for something - anything - to save you from this-
āDamn if Iād come to these shitty galas a lot more often if it meant Iād get to see a beauty like you.ā
You jolt out of your bored little reverie, eyes immediately snapping up to meet the tall man suddenly in front of you. When did he even get so close?Ā
You canāt help but drink him in from head to toe, from the overpriced, slightly-disheveled suit to the tiny dimple at the end of his mischievous grin. Strangely familiar white locks fell effortlessly to curtain his eyes. Eyes that were a startling blue - the kind of blue that had your cheeks flaring and knowing exactly who this was.Ā
Oh.
At your silence, he tilts his head with the air of someone that owns this entire venue and everything in it because, well, he did. Twinkling gaze searing into your skin as it roams appreciatively all over your body, plowing on, āThough, you look like youāre on the verge of an aneurysm around these old coots.ā
You sigh, pinching your nose at the curious glances around you. Not even able to find it in yourself to put on that plastic smile anymore, āOh yāknow, just soaking up my popularity with the masses after being stranded here.ā
āOh? Here with anyone?ā
āYeah.ā you blurt out, āYour father.ā
You watch in amusement as Satoruās mouth falls into a delicate oh! eyes flickering over his shades between you and the handsome man on the other end of the venue, oblivious and fully enjoying himself in the company of his secretary. A bit too much without you.Ā
āYāknowā¦ā he starts, shaky and sounding only half the insufferable heir he was before, āI would say thatās a hilarious version of a āyour momā joke but youāre actually serious, arenāt you?ā
āMhm. Though it would make a good punchline, huh?ā You huff out a laugh at the way he was suddenly less of a smooth-talking playboy and more of a lost puppy. The gears turning in his head as he processes that oh shit you were the sweet lilā thing his dadās been suddenly rushing off to meet straight after work. And the reason why all those old fossils here were clutching their pearls in scandal.
He just didnāt expect you to be thisā¦gorgeous. And for the first time in forever, heās suddenly so intrigued.
Because ah, you shouldāve known better than to think that this little hiccup would deter the infamous Gojo Satoru. No, in fact that million-dollar smirk only makes its way back onto his unfairly pretty face, like heās about to spill the juiciest gossip of the century.Ā Ā
āSo youāre the latest armcandy my olā man has picked up, huh? I hafta say, dear old dad has good taste.ā he muses, stepping in close enough that his expensive cologne makes your head spin. āWhy donāt you and I ah-ā You follow Satoruās gaze to where he was staring at the way his father was now making a beeline through the crowd. Straight for the two of you.Ā
āGotta run before I get my share of the company revoked.ā he flashes you a quick smile, fulling intent on saving his fatherās delicate ego. But not before leaning down to whisper in your ear, āBut jusā saying,ā voice a pretty little purr, āI wouldnāt ever leave you standing here so alone and gorgeous, princess.ā
You can only stand there, reeling from the sheer audacity as he darts into the crowd with a wink, not caring if he stepped on a few too many overpriced coattails than necessary. Wondering whether this was some bizarre dream induced by too much tequila and not enough common sense.
āHi, sweetheart. Investors held me up, you know how it is. Having fun, huh?ā A toned arm wraps around your waist as your sugar daddy finally arrives by your side. And as he went on about his latest business branch, only two thoughts ring through your mind - 1. You were seriously reconsidering this arrangement. And 2. This was going to be interesting.Ā
And oh was it interesting.Ā
Because Satoru always managed to find you, wherever you were. No matter if it was another droning function or a chance meeting at the sprawling Gojo Estate, Satoru always swooped in whenever his father was too busy for you. Which, fortunately for Satoru, happened to be a lot. Ā
Hell, he seemed to find you even when you least wanted him to. Like that time he had to drag you away mid-argument with a particularly rude one of his snobby aunts. That was not a fun family reunion.Ā
All unabashed confidence and pretty smiles where his father was cold, cold calculation. Ready with a smart mouth to bicker with you and bright eyes that seemed to linger on you a bit too long. But you didnāt mind - why would you? Because all things considered, Satoru was a very attractive man. Sure, his father was extremely handsome, too - in a clean-cut, DILF-y way, in fact. But his son was dangerously attractive.
So much so that sometimes when he swept you away from insufferable galas to talk, some strange little part of you wished it was him that you came here with instead. Just for a second.Ā
āSo, what do you see in my father anyway? His company?ā Satoru asked you one day. Draping himself over his cool office desk, so comically out of place in the stiff corporate room. Legs kicking in the air as he waits for your response.
You tear your eyes away from the way his biceps were straining so deliciously against his snug button-up to deadpan, āI mean, I am his sugar baby after all, Satoru.ā
āBut think about it,ā he whines, batting those long lashes at you. Fully intent on driving you as dangerously close to a stroke as possible before his father finishes up an important business meeting. One that he missed - whoops. āThereās close to nothing redeemable about the man. His idea of a family bonding activity is a PowerPoint presentation on quarterly earnings.ā
āSatoru.āĀ Ā Ā
āAnd either way- Iām getting the company in a few years, would ya be my sugar baby then, princess?ā
Ah, there it was.Ā
Itās been a few weeks of knowing Satoru, and those little comments still made your head spin. Second-guessing the nature of this strange littleā¦friendship? You didnāt even know anymore. Because yeah there mightāve been a few, stupid little lingering touches - like a trace on your hips, or your hand firmly in his as he led your (temporary) escape from another lonely gala. But those meant nothing, right?
āNah, Iād poison you and take over the company instead.ā
āHey!ā
Well, whatever, he was just your sugar daddyās son. His sharp-mouthed, dangerously handsome son that just couldnāt seem to leave you alone. Not that you were complaining, really. Your relationship with his father was not exactly exclusive - you already knew that secretary of his was a bit suspiciously close - but thatās all heāll ever be. Right?
Or, well, thatās what you stupidly thought.Ā
It wasnāt until one night late in the Gojo Estate, cursing those ridiculously long hallways, that you get an inkling of exactly how wrong you were.Ā
āUgh, fucking rich people.ā you mutter under your breath, wandering around trying to find whether the fuck the bathroom was. Because it doesnāt matter how many companies and businesses Gojo senior ran, the man still sucked at directions. You hiss, rubbing the tiny bruise on your neck - and aftercare too, clearly, even though that was in that damn contract. Something about an urgent business call with his secretary. Ugh.Ā
After three wrong doors, a trip around the in-home planetarium (seriously, who even needed that?), and chugging a full water bottle from the third kitchen in exhaustion, you finally find yourself walking towards what hopefully looked like the bathroom.
Hand reaching for the doorknob to swing it open. Ah, this better be the one or so help you-
Now, Satoru thinks heās died and gone to heaven. And you - hair mussed, and dazed, standing there in nothing but a large button-up, falling just below your panties - looked like a sinfully beautiful lilā demon here to lure him into hell. And oh how gladly heād go if it means he got to see this ethereal view more often.Ā
āAh! Wha- Sato-āĀ
You donāt even know if you want to scream or not - torn between taking in the sculpted chest smushed against your face and not wanting to alert security downstairs. Reeling backward you drink in the sight before you and God how you wish you didnāt - it wasnāt too good for your heart.Ā
Satoruās hair was tousled, droplets of water glistening on his hair like diamonds. Skin soft and damp and smelling so delicious. Bathroom light bouncing off his rippling muscles, pecs flexing, as his strong arms reach out to steady you as you reel backwards.Ā
Traitorously, your eyes snake across his sculpted body. Dipping below once. Twice. Cheeks flaring as a pang of disappointment hits you at the damp towel wrapped around that slutty torso. Wondering whatās underneath-
āYāshould take a picture, it lasts longer.ā Satoru grins, like the shameless bastard he is. Though he wasnāt in any better state - eyes flickering between you and any sliver of exposed skin his eyes could reach.Ā
āI should be saying the same to you.ā you mutter, caught red-handed, shuffling your feet in embarrassment.Ā
Satoru lets out a low chuckle as he pulls you closer minutely, presence practically enveloping you. āOh, me?ā he says, voice dropping to a husky murmur. Thumb tracing that little spot on your neck, āSāhard not to when yālook so appetizing.ā
And you donāt even try to pull away because fuck this is Satoru and he looks so good - so warm under your fingertips, even when you jolt at the realization of what exactly he was talking about. Your hand coming up to cover that tiny mark left on your skin from not-too-long ago. A shameful little reminder that this was his son.Ā
You grapple for some - any - sense of normalcy. Warning, āFlattery wonāt get you anywhere, Satoru.ā
He leans down impossibly, quirking an eyebrow. Both amusement and something unreadable flashing across his face. āOh, but itās got my father somewhere?ā
āWhy? Jealous?ā
āYes.ā
You startle, taken aback by the blunt confession. So direct and something so Satoru. The word hands in the hairās breadth between you two now, sending your mind reeling. And you canāt help but repeat, āJealous?ā
āFucking yes.ā There it was again.Ā
But this time, Satoru plows on, voice barely above a whisper but ringing in the thick air. āJealous he gets to have you all to himself but still doesnāt kiss you like you should be.ā
āWhat do you-ā
āYour lipstick.ā he interrupts, swiping a thumb over your bottom lip, āWhyās it as perfect as since you came in?ā And, indeed, you realize with a jolt that no you really havenāt been kissed the way you wanted - not enough to leave your make-up so sinfully ruined.Ā
Minty breath fanning your face so dangerously now, and you barely even realize that youāre leaning into it, āIf it were up to me, princess, Iād ruin that pretty lilā lipstick of yours every chance I got.ā
A delicious little shiver runs down your spine, head spinning at Satoru and his words and Satoru- And itās all you can do to get out a shaky, āSo why donāt you?ā
And then heās kissing you. And youāre kissing him - like neither of you had the strength nor the will to stop.Ā
Satoru tasted just like candy, such an intoxicating sweetness that had you gasping as his soft tongue licked at the seam of your lips. Intertwining with yours as he breathes you in desperately. So sloppy. Such a sinful little mix of saliva and teeth and pure need.
His chest is soft under your greedy hands, lips searing against yours, and you could feel his hands wandering across every inch of skin they could find. Kissing you like heāll never be able to again because fuck he knows that he might just not.Ā
Long fingers dance delicately underneath that shirt to feel- oh fuck, you werenāt even wearing panties. Such a pretty lilā slut and by God was he a goner.Ā
Groaning into the kiss, he lets you loop your arms around his neck, hardened nipples rubbing against his abs as you tug on his damp hair. Honestly, fuck that thin shirt, Satoru thinks he might just pass out right here right now.
āS-Satoru.ā you whisper against his lips, legs hiking up to grind your bare cunt against the throbbing erection straining against his towel. Already so wet from water or precum, you had absolutely no idea. You couldnāt give less of a fuck in fact, needing to see if Satoruās cock was as pretty as the rest of him right now. Hands urgently dipping below the hem, starting to tug and-
āHey, sweetheart. Did you find the bathroom?ā
Shit. Fuck. Wonderful - perfect, in fact.
You wouldāve thought Satoru burned you with how quickly you pushed him away. Cheeks burning, breath coming in short, ragged gasps. Almost slipping on the tile as you try to compose yourself at a safe distance - one that wouldnāt end up with you jumping his bones again.Ā
But all rational thoughts of that and your sugar daddy - Satoruās father - almost go out the window once you take in the heavenly sight before you.Ā
Satoruās lips swollen, hair disheveled, towel hanging slightly too low off his hips. Giving you such a pretty peak of those tufts of snowy white hair at the bottom.Ā
āW-we shouldnātā¦ā you trail off, as the footsteps get louder and louder. Something prickly and uncomfortable pooling in your stomach with each beat.Ā
Luckily for you, Satoru probably catches on to how you looked like you wanted the ground to swallow you whole right now. Voice low and control as he agrees, āYeah, we probably shouldnāt.ā No care in the world for his steadily approaching father as he lazily adjusts his towel, a gesture so nonchalant yet distracting.Ā
You swallow hard as he moves to walk past you, thinking that if this just so happened to be a dream then by God was it a good one. But of course - when has Satoru ever let you have it easy?
Because he stops abruptly in his tracks, fingers only ghosting the doorknob. Immediately turning back to walk to you with two, big steps, eyes gleaming, dimple flashing. And before you even know whatās happening, his lips are on yours. Featherlight and fleeting. But so so addictive. Nipping at your bottom lip, savoring you on his tongue.
Itās over before you know it, and a pathetic little disappointed whine leaves you as he pulls away. A smirk playing at the corners of his lips as he mutters lowly into yours, āYālook prettier like this.ā
Ah, you werenāt happy to see him leave but how you loved watching him go. Bathroom light so pretty against all the dips and curves of his figure as he walked away. White hair reflecting the warm hue, muscles flexing, hips slightly swaying with such a slutty little confidence that only Satoru could have.Ā
As you watch him disappear around the door, you almost forget the unwelcome visitor hot on your heels any second now and - wait - what was it that heād said? āPrettier like thisā?
Turning to the mirror and-Ā
Oh. Shit.Ā
You better have brought your make-up remover.
God, Satoruās never ran to his room as fast as this since that time he was caught using his fatherās elite golf clubs to play pool with Suguru.
Because as soon as that goddamn door is shut, heās ripping his towel off. Letting it drop to the floor in a damp pile God-knows-where as he immediately fists his swollen cock.
With a groan, he leans against the shut door.Ā Eyes scrunching in such sinful ecstasy as he squeezes the base, pulsing and so achingly hard for you. A warning and a reprimand. Shit, how the fuck did he get this hard just from kissing your pretty lilā lips?
Ah, whatever, right now he doesnāt have the patience nor the sanity to think too hard about it. Smearing the precum beading at his weeping tip, wetting his palm so sloppily.Ā
Neat little crescents searing into his skin where youād grabbed him before, only thing on his mind - how would you do it?
Would you ease him into it? Or would you start up a hasty, desperate little pace like he was doing right now? Shallow, quick tugs on his thick cock like you wanted to milk him deliciously.Ā
Satoruās hand was cold on his angry, hot cock. And with how many times heās slipped his into yours, he knew yours would feel better around him. Both hands wrapped around his cock but still not covering all of it. So soft and warm, your nails scraping gently across his throbbing veins.Ā
āShit. Hngh-ā he breathes out, voice almost-pathetic, āJ-jusā like that, princess.āĀ
And what would you say? Tell him to shut up and just take it? Would you whisper into his ear as you let him fuck himself into your pretty fists? āSo hard nā big all fāme?ā Satoruās knees buckle at the thought, hand speeding up. āYālook so pretty like this, yāknow.ā
Slam! Palm slamming against the poor drawer beside him hard enough to make its legs tremble, desperately trying to keep himself from collapsing.Ā
But oh his fist doesnāt stop. No, he doubts he ever will - not that strong of a man to keep himself from getting off so filthily to the image of you standing at the doorway of the bathroom. You looked so ethereal - Satoru couldnāt help but imagine how even more sinful youād look if he was the one done with you. Shit, you wouldnāt even be able to stand if he had his way.Ā
āF-fuck, princess. Māgonna ruin you, gonna fuck you till you donāt know anything but māname.ā
He grips tighter on the base, thumbing under his slit in a way he knows your devious little hands would do. Fucked-out little grunts leaving his swollen lips each time his fingers meet his flushed tip.
āAh- Ngh, fuck.ā he mutters hoarsely, letting out a low, broken little call of your name. āMore. Need more, princess.ā He wanted you so badly that it hurt.
What the fuck did that sleazy old man have that he didnāt? And that little bite? That would be nothing compared to what Satoru would do if he got his hands on you. Yeah, he thinks, body shuddering violently, heād mark you up till everyone knows youāre his. Leave bites that peak out from your collar, all the way down to your pretty thighs.
āYābelong with me pretty, could fuck you so much better.ā Sweat drips from his brow, splashing onto his erratic fist. Thighs quivering, heart pounding wildly in his chest.Ā
Satoru would almost be embarrassed by how desperate he was acting if he was in any better state of mind. Head only filled with you, and your hand and you-
And fuck for the sake of his sanity he canāt even begin to imagine how it would feel inside your pretty lilā cunt. All he can think of is the way youād keen so prettily, mewling out a little, āOh sātoo big.āĀ
Would you take him all in one go? Look up at him with those beautiful, teary eyes as you milk his cock? Or would he have to ram his dick into you, because shit as much as he loves thatĀ bitchy mouth, it would look so much better gasping and stuttering as he fucks you dumb.Ā
āOh yeah.ā he groans, eyes rolling to the back of his head. āSuch a good lilā slut fāme. Taking māso well.āĀ
God his hand was so sloppy on his dick that he didnāt even know what he was doing anymore. Just wanting to fuck you and have you do this fāhim.Ā
Ah, your plushy walls would suck him in so nicely. One hand speeds up on his cock, while the other reaches down to cradle his balls. Tugging and pulling at the same jerky rhythm they would smack your ass while he stuffs you full.Ā
So much better than any other sugar daddy ever could. Oh how Satoru would love to mess up your pretty pussy and your lipstick. Heād fucking tattoo your lipstick stains on if he could.
And youād be able to do nothing but gasp and whimper into his lips, cockdrunk and dazed, āShit shit shit- Toru māgonna - Hah- Wanna cum. Please wanā cum-ā Oh how heād burn down this entire fucking world to hear you call him that.Ā
āFuck,ā he curses, bucking into his fist, tight balls twitching so sensitively. āFuck...fuck fuck fuck. Māgonna cum- shit- gonna cum, princess.ā
āCum fāme, Toru. Fill me up with yācum- wanna take all of it.ā
And then heās cumming.Ā
A ragged, raw moan of your name leaving his lips. Thick, hot ropes of cum that should be painting your pussy white - but, alas, heās spilling into his fist so shamefully. And amongst the stars behind his eyes heās sees you - you you you-
You, fucking your cunt deeper onto his cock to take every drop of his cum. You, whispering sweet little praises as his seed gushes down your thigh, telling him that oh heās doing so well, and heās the best boyfriend ever and you already want more-
You, at the arm of his father.
Shit, he needs to shower. Again.Ā
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Ever since that little incident that night, everything changed.Ā
At this point, you didnāt even feel that usual little bitterness whenever your sugar daddy canceled for some urgent business. And, well, it made you blush to admit but you found yourself heading over to the Gojo Estate more and more frequently, often just to catch a glimpse of Gojo - or a quick kiss in the stuffy broom closet. Whichever left you more time to run away from looming security and his father.Ā
But that was exactly the problem.Ā
Because no matter how thick the tension lingering in the air between you two was, nothing had gone past heated kisses and touches. Either you were brought back to reality with the possibility of being arrested for indecent exposure at those galas, or someone just had to interrupt. Seriously, with how many times Satoru has had to pay off his poor personal assistant, youāve been wondering whether he actively seeks you two out.Ā
And it really didnāt help that Satoru always tasted so goddamn delicious. Fingers searing on your skin, cologne heavy in the heady air, it was hard to keep your hands to yourself.Ā
But, hey, desperate times bring devious measures.
Which is why you were here right now - sinking into the plushiest bed at the Gojo Estate, clad in your delicate light blue lingerie. One that was custom-made in this specific shade of blue. Because while your sugar daddy preferred you in red, youāre sure he wouldnāt mind you using his credit card for other ulterior motives, right?Ā
You just hoped that Satoru would just so happen to get a peak when you sneak out to use the bathroom later. What would he say? Would he like it? Would his eyes roam over your body, fingers twiddling with the flimsy lace?
But more importantly - would it be enough to make him break? Even if just a little bit?
Knock! Knock! Knock!
Youāre startled out of your little whirlwind thoughts by knocking on the door. Steady, and matching your racing heart. Ah, Satoruās father, you hastily get up to fix your hair.
āYo, princess, are you naked or can I come in? Or can I come in when youāre naked?ā
That wasnāt your sugar daddy.Ā
Not even thinking of your current outfit anymore, you rush to throw the heavy wooden doors open to see that, yes, it really was Satoru standing at the door. All bright grins and flushed cheeks as he drinks you in. Brows raising as his eyes move down from your face once. Twice. Thrice.Ā
Success.Ā
āWhatāre you doing here, Satoru?ā you bat your lashes deceivingly innocently. Trying to hold back the smirk threatening to curl your lips at the way he gulps.
āUh- My fatherās off to some urgent b-business.ā he murmurs, scratching the back of his neck. āTold me to tell you heās sorry and wishes you the breas- best.ā
Oh.Ā
Well, it wouldnāt be the first time Satoruās father has canceled on you. But it would be the first time that heās canceled on you so conveniently enough to leave you alone with his unfairly hot son. Now, you couldnāt let the opportunity go to waste, right?
You lean slightly against the door, body ghosting Satoruās, teasing him, āWell, when is my dear sugar daddy coming back from his business? Tell him I miss him.ā
Itās a joke - and both of you probably know it. But that doesnāt stop Satoruās brows furrowing ever-so-slightly, suddenly a different man from the flustered one he was just a few seconds ago as he mutters, āI donāt think heāll be back tonight.ā
āAww, must be some important business.āĀ
He clenches his jaw aggressively at that, gritting out a clipped little, āYou do know that ābusinessā of his is his secretary right?ā
āI know. What a shame, right? Guess Iāll just have to go home nā wait for him then?ā you mockingly sigh - God, someone give you an Oscar. Moving to close the door in Satoruās face, only to be stopped by a large hard smacking into the doorframe - as you knew it would.Ā
āYouāre fucking crazy if you think Iām gonna let you come out looking like that and let you go home without tearing it to shreds.ā
And thatās all that is said before his lips are on yours.
The door is slamming shut before you know it, and youāre shoved against it. Satoruās lips such a sloppy mix of teeth and spit. Hands just everywhere - cradling your cheek, teasing your nipples through your bra, running down to squeeze and grope your ass. He just couldnāt get enough of you.Ā
Fuck twiddling with the lace, Satoru seemed well and fully intent to rip it off of you. And youād let him. Just like he was letting you shove his overpriced button-up down his toned shoulders. Soft little rips sounding in the heady air at the urgency but neither of you could give less of a fuck.Ā
All you could think of is the way Satoru was so pretty and muscled. Drinking in all the dips and curves of pale skin underneath your fingertips.Ā
āFuck, princess. Chose this color on purpose, huh?ā his fingers dive under the hem of your bra, āWanted to drive me crazy, mm?ā
āY-yes, Satoru.ā you gasp into his mouth, and he takes the opportunity to deepen the kiss. āWanted you to look at it. Got it custom-made all fāyou.ā words muffled as he sucks on your tongue. Satoru was always such a messy kisser, licking at the seam of your lips and intertwining his tongue with yours with no shame or shyness. A delicate trail of drool already starting at the corner of your mouth.Ā
Ah, it was too much for him. Satoru almost thinks he could cum in his pants right now at your sinful little admission.Ā
Which is why he pulls away to press hot, open-mouthed kisses down your neck, letting out a broken little hum of appreciation into your skin. āThought so.ā
And then your braās hitting the floor, tits spilling out into the cold bedroom air. But only for a split-second because Satoruās immediately groping each and every inch of skin he can find.Ā
āLook so fucking beautiful like this.ā Rolling your swollen nipples between two fingers as he mutters - more to himself than you, āWas gonna let him see you in this slutty lilā thing, too?ā leaning down to tongue lazily little circles on one nipple. Words muffled as he wraps his lips so prettily around your tit - tugging, just grazing with his teeth, āMatching my eyes, huh? Fuckinā gonna be the death of me shit-ā
Satoru was insatiable. Wanting all of you all at the same time. And you follow his line of sight to see him locked on your dripping cunt - soaking through the thin fabric of your panties. Clenching around nothing as his pretty pink lips fall into a soft oh! at the sight.Ā
Like a madman, he immediately drops to his knees. But you donāt think he even feels the pain as he bites down on the hem of your wet panties. Looking up at you with dazed eyes - miles away.Ā
Breath ghosting your quivering cunt, tugging lightly with his teeth, āNext time, Iām gonna be the one buying you these.ā
Then heās pulling - tearing your drenched panties to shreds. Grinning so devilishly around it as he gets his first sight of your pretty pussy.Ā Oh you were so perfect for him. So mouthwateringly wet.Ā
āShit, princess. Canāt believe you were fucking holdinā out on me.āĀ he muses in wonder, eyes wide at the way your sloppy pussy was glistening in the dim lighting.Ā
āYou were the one that-ā
And usually, Satoru loves hearing you run your mouth, but this time heās shutting you up by diving face-first into your dripping cunt. Cute little mewls leaving you as he presses so shamefully deep that his nose was against your throbbing clit, rubbing languidly as he licks a thick stripe up your swollen folds.Ā
And then it was like something snapped.Ā
Because one taste of you and Satoruās going wild. Throwing a leg over his shoulder to lick more desperately all all over your cunt, lapping up all the juices that gush out of you. Already so addicted because shit you were so much sweeter than in his dreams.Ā
āAh! Hngh- please.ā you mewl, as he wraps his glossy lips around your swollen clit. All you get is a feral little grunt, his jaw parted, eyes looking like heās on cloud nine as starts to suck harshly. Filthy little squelches filling the air as Satoru rolls his tongue across your clit. āFeels, sāgood, Satoru.ā
But your cute little whines turn into one of disappointment as Satoru pulls away ever-so-slightly. āCall māToru.ā he slurs.
And he doesnāt waste any more time, tongue swishing in his mouth to spit on you once. Twice. Missing ever so slightly, and splattering on your thigh. You flinch, gasping out a breathless little, āToru!ā
āOh shit, princess. Yeah- say māname jusā like thatā he groans, ragged and raw. The last thing out of his mouth before heās squeezing his soft tongue into your snug cunt. Dipping into your sloppy hole in and out in and out in and-
āHe ever made you feel this good?ā he moans into your cunt, the vibrations making you fuck yourself deeper into his unrelenting tongue.Ā
āW-what?ā
āHe ever made you feel this good? Cum so hard you see stars?ā
You gasp out a pathetic little sob, āN-no. Want to- Wanā you to make me cum, Toru. Make me cum around your tongue.ā
And, well, what his girl wants - then sheās going to get. Because Satoruās lapping at your cunt even more greedily than before.Ā
Stretching you out, breathing you in, looking up at your cute expression through his long lashes. Already so fucked-out for him.Ā
Nose rubbing purposefully in small circles on your clit. Fucking you with his tongue the way he wants to with his cock and he didnāt give a fuck if he suffocated in-between your thighs - he fucking loved it.Ā
āHngh- shit shit shit yes!ā your nails are digging into Satoruās scalp at this point. The only thing steadying yourself to prevent you from collapsing onto the ground. And you really canāt help but angle his head just right so that his tongue curls against that one spot inside your plushy walls.Ā
Thankfully, he gets the memo. Because Satoruās letting out a strangled little grunt at being so used by you as you drag your cunt across his pretty mouth. Body jerking into his as he hits that spot over and over-
āT-Toru- hah!ā thighs quivering, Satoruās grip bruising as he holds you up. āMām gonna-ā Your plushy walls sucking him up, thighs squeezing around his face.Ā
āMhm?ā
āCum! Māgonna cum- ah- fuck fuck fuck-ā
He groans huskily into your cunt. Throwing his head back ever-so-slightly to let your slick slide down his throat - greedily waiting for more that was to come. āThen show me how you cum, māgirl. Cum all over my tongue.ā
And then you are - all over Satoruās pretty face. And fuck he doesnāt think youāve ever looked prettier. Holding his head in place as you rock your hips into his waiting mouth, letting him drink you in so greedily. Clamping down on his tongue like you were trying to milk him.Ā
And if you were in any better state of mind, youād notice the delirious little heart eyes that Satoru was giving you, your cunt firm on his face and swollen lips letting out such pretty whines of his name. Toru Toru Toru - like a prayer as you fucking use him for your high.Ā
Ah, he could stay like this forever, he thinks. But no, an empty house and you all wet nā pretty for him means thereās too much more to do.Ā
Which is why heās pulling away, your slick decorating his lips so prettily. Smeared across the bottom half of his face and dripping onto the hardwood floor in a maddening little drip! drip! drip!Ā
And Satoru knows, with the way you watch him so intensely, mouth parted, eyes glossy. Which is why he runs a thumb along his mouth, pooling your juices on his fingers and popping them into his mouth. One by one.Ā
Your jaw drops a little in disbelief as Satoru licks his fingers clean, eyes rolling to the back of his head at your addictive taste. Oh he was ruining you without even touching you.Ā
āNot enough, princess.ā he chuckles. āCāmon, gimme a kiss.ā
And, really, how could you ever say no to that face? Because youāre pulling him to you as soon as Satoru stands to his full height. Capturing his lips in such a sloppy, filthy kiss - forcing you to taste yourself and you half-lucidly wonder whether Satoru loved the taste almost as much as you because it was so him.
Bodies so close that your dripping cunt was seeping into his unfairly tight shirt. Forming a lewd little dark patch when Satoru lifts you effortlessly to guide you to the bed. Tongue still entwining obscenely with yours as he splays you out on the soft mattress for him. Drinking in that adorable lilā shock on your face as you bounce on the bed, so drunk off of him that you didnāt even realize he was taking you to the bed.Ā
āShit, yālook the prettiest like this, princess. Sāa wonder mānot fucking passing out right now.ā he hisses into your lips.
āToru-ā you whine, and shit the way his cock jumps at the mere sound of your voice makes you think that this will be a little trick youāre using more often. āWanā your cock sābad. Wanna-ā
You donāt even have the patience to finish the sentence before youāre fumbling with his belt. Something hefty and overpriced but you canāt possibly think about that right now because fuck you get the first sliver of milky skin.Ā
Satoruās thighs were so sculpted and thick. It made your mouth absolutely water to wonder what it would feel like to ride them to insanity.
āYāwanna ride my thighs? Fuck princess, you really are driving me crazy.āĀ
Shit had you said that out loud?Ā
Ah, well, it doesnāt matter because Satoruās pulling his boxers down - so tight with his swollen cock, a dark patch right where his weeping head was. And you almost pout at losing the opportunity to take them off but oh how youāre distracted by the sinful sight before you.Ā
Satoru was massive - so long and flushed your favorite shade of pretty pink. Shit, you were going to have to get a lingerie set in this color one of these days. He was achingly hard and throbbing, springing up to smear precum all over his abs.Ā
And before you can even react, Satoruās pulling you to him. Manhandling your pretty self so easily to straddle one, large thigh.Ā
āOh- hngh, Toru.ā you look up at him all doe-eyed and teary as he doesnāt even wait for you to register whatās all happening. Grip bruising on your hips as he rocks your hips so sluttily on his leg. āF-feels sāgood. Ah-ā
āYeah? Yālike it? Like getting yourself off like a lilā slut on my thigh?ā he groans into your ear, low and husky with need.Ā
You nod wildly, sloppy pussy dripping all over his thigh, seeping into his skin as you grind your hips to meet his movements. āLike it sāmuch- ah-ā
āMhm? Better than anything he could ever do?ā
āYes yes yes, Toru-ā you sob, cheeks burning as you realize that youāre humping him like a bitch in heat - but oh judging by the carnal little glint in his eyes, he liked it. Loved it, even. Because Satoru could feel the way your swollen folds spread to grind against him, clit pulsing so maddeningly against his skin. So filthy and messy as you used him to get yourself off. āSāmuch better- the best-ā
He just didnāt expect to feel a soft hand wrapping around his cock. Eyes flying open to see you - all glassy-eyed, and fucking yourself on his thigh - wrap a hand around his cock. Starting to move in shallow, unsteady little motions up and down his throbbing cock to get him off at the same time as you.
āWanā you to cum, too, Toru.ā
āOh fuck.ā he grunts, letting his hips fuck up into your fist in mindless little motions. āYādonāt know what youāre doing to me.ā
And with that his fingers were digging into the skin of your hips, forcing you to hold on for dear life as he drags your dripping cunt faster and faster across his thick. Movements erratic and frenzied now.Ā
Of course, you were not one to be out-done.Ā
Satoruās precum spilling down your hand, your wrist now aching and wet, becoming so, so sloppy trying to get both yourselves off. But you still tighten your fist around his pulsing cock, desperately flying up and down his length. Pulling in quick, jerky motions to milk him for all heās worth again and again and-
āYouāre so oh- good fāme, princess.ā he hums. āYour hngh- hands are so p-pretty wrapped around my cock. So perfect for me.ā Bucking his hips wildly to meet your hand now, fucking your fist with no shame. Pulling you harsher on his thigh. āSāsuch a shame you had to hah fuck- meet my father first. Iād have been so much better.ā
āToru!ā you squeal as one hand moves deftly from your hips to draw quick, hasty little circles on your throbbing clit. The friction from his thigh and fingers too much to handle.Ā
āIād make you happier.ā Your body is shaking now, hands messy and trembling around his swollen cock. āIād make you laugh more and give you all mātime.ā You canāt even look at him at this point, eyes scrunched close in ecstasy as Satoru whispers these maddening little phrases into your open mouth.Ā
āIād make you cum harder.ā
Oh and then you are - tears in your eyes, body convulsing into his as you cum. And of course heās smirking smugly as he watches you ride your high out on his thigh, brows furrowed and bottom lip bitten in concentration as he holds off cumming. Not now. Not yet.Ā
āSo, better than him or not?ā
But shit was it hard.Ā
Especially when you raise your pretty, barely-lucid eyes to meet his, whimpering out a soft little, āI donā know yet, Toru. Gonna hafta stuff me full of your cock if you wanna know.ā
And perhaps for the first time since you walked in on him after the shower that night, the great Gojo Satoru is taken aback. Eyes widening in surprise, kiss-bitten lips falling into a soft oh! of disbelief. But not for long - never for long - because a devilish little grin breaks out across his face immediately afterwards.Ā
āShit, yāreally are perfect fāme, princess.ā
With a low growl, Satoru is easily pulling your body - limp and boneless in his hands - to straddle his toned hips.Ā
You let out a yelp at the feeling of his fat tip just kissing your swollen folds, dragging teasingly along them, collecting the slick beading out of your sloppy cunt. Back and forth-
āWhoās got you feeling this way?ā
āYou, Toru.ā
And then heās pushing in, swollen cock bullying into your snug pussy. Thumbs drawing steady little circles on your hips - yes to reassure you but also to fight off that feral little part of himself that just wants to stuff your pretty lilā pussy full until his heavy balls smack your ass. Not even waiting for you to adjust.Ā
But no. No, it was so much better when you were the one desperately trying to suck up his cock. Gasping and moaning out strangled little whimpers of his name as you sink yourself down on his throbbing dick. Inch by fucking inch.Ā
āSātoo big- Hngh! I-is it even halfway in?ā you whimper out, and Satoru could almost laugh humorlessly as he tilts his head to glance downwards and shit- he was barely a quarter in.Ā
āNo.āĀ
āF-fuckā cute little tears streaking down your face now, thighs trembling, āToru, I-I donāt think I can-ā
āYou can. And you will.ā Fucking up into you in short, rapid little jabs to squeeze himself deeper into your tight pussy. Shit, it was such a squeeze, you were milking the ever-loving soul out of him. And it only made him impossibly harder inside you, making you whine and grind down - torn between chasing the feeling of being so deliciously full and the sheer pressure. āShit, love when your pussyās sucking me up so good.āĀ
One hand is on your hip, sliding you farther and farther down his cock, the other drawing urgent, quick patterns on your clit. Not even circles anymore because shit Satoru doesnāt have the patience nor the sanity for that. Throbbing veins rubbing so sinfully against that one spot in your dripping cunt, splitting you apart to the same rhythm as the pulsing.Ā
And as soon as your ass meets his heavy balls - already so wet with precum and slick - Satoru doesnāt even know if heās on planet Earth anymore. Mind spinning, he doesnāt waste any time at all.Ā
āFuck yes.ā Satoru hisses, throwing his head back. āFucking finally.ā He pulls his hips back, far enough that his angry, red tip is just kissing your sloppy entrance, surging forward, forward, forward- āYādonāt know how fucking long Iāve wanted this, princess. Needed this sābad, so so bad you donāt understand. Shit.ā
And, hey, his girl deserved to be fucked dumb, right?
āNeeded this ever since I saw you at that goddamn gala.ā he whispers into your lips, ragged and so fucked-out. Each word punctuated by a harsh, heavy thrust. Ones that have you keening and grasping Satoruās broad back for support. Nails raking down his shoulders as his pace gets faster. More purposeful.
And you can do nothing but take it, barely even able to form any coherent sentences. So prettily sat on Satoruās lap as he fucks into you, babbling sweet little nonsenses made for your ears only. āEver since I saw that murderous little glare you threw at those snobby guests.ā
His balls smacking against your ass over and over. A quick, steady little tempo that you were losing your mind to. āEver since you let me take your hand and drag you away to that secret bar to take shots instead of champagne.ā
You donāt know whether youāre even crying at this point - all you know is that your cheeks are wet and your voice is broken as your let out a little, āF-fuck, Satoru- but your fa-ā
āFuck that.ā he whines, and you could almost laugh at the adorable pout that makes its way onto his face. And at that you can feel him jolt so deliciously, head snapping up to meet yours. āIām the better one.ā
And as if heās trying to prove it to your cunt, heās drilling into you faster. Harder. Hips burning now as he fucks you like some animal. Hitting that sweet spot over and over. āIām the one with the personality and the looks.ā Long fingers almost a blur on your clit as he matches his place. Cock hot, and throbbing inside you.Ā
āIām the heir, I get the company, too, if thatās what you like.ā Heās bouncing you on his cock animalistically now. Hungry gaze taking in the way youāre sucking him up so well. āAnd Iām funnier one, Iām the one that should be by your side.ā
You see stars behind your eyes at both the pleasure and sheer overstimulation as Satoru starts fucking your cunt as best he could without fucking breaking youĀ - but, honestly, he didnāt give a shit if you cried. He just wanted to stuff you full and have you cum harder than you ever have in your life.Ā
āFuck- fuck yes māgonna cum Toru- hngh.ā You pull him closer to you, allowing him to bury his face in the crook of your neck. āM-make ah! Make me cum, fill me up please, Toru.ā
You feel him shudder inside you, balls squeezing so painfully. Hips sloppy and absolutely soaked with precum and slick. āSh-shit, youāre not too good for māheart. Ngh, f-fuck- I should be the one to make you cum. Over and over until you donāt know what it feels like to not.ā
āToru!ā your eyes fly open, āYes yes yes- itās you. Only you-ā
Oh, like something snapped then Satoruās surging forward to bite down on the crook of your neck. Hard. Youād almost think he was out to draw blood. And then with a low groan, and one, harsh little thrust, Satoruās cumming and cumming inside your pretty pussy. And you are too - back arching as you milk his cock through his high.Ā
Fingers digging into your skin as he holds your hips to his, letting your cunt be filled up so sloppily. Pumping thick, hot ropes of seed that dribbled out of you each time he pumped his hips into yours. Fucking it deeper and deeper inside you.Ā
And then youāre both collapsing, the exhaustion suddenly hitting the both of you as Satoru moves you both to lay on the mattress. Fuck, Satoru watches in wonder as his cum gushes out of you and forms a wet little pool on the expensive sheets as he starts to pull out. One round might just not be enough.Ā
Yet not yet - he can feel his eyes drooping, muscles aching as he pulls your sticky body closer to his. And Satoru knows he should get up and wipe you both down. But right now, heās too drunk off the heat of your body and that angry little bite on your neck. Distracted by the cute lilā expression on your face, so tired and thoroughly fucked out. Fingers playing with his hair, looking at him with an expression so fond - just like in his dreams.Ā
Nothing more is said. And all is quiet in your strange little heaven.Ā
That is, until - āSo, princess. Wouldnāt ya wanna be an heiress instead of a sugar baby?ā
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I have a friend who has one biological and one adopted son and I found out he likes to tell people āmy firstborn is six and my other child is elevenā which is hilarious.
I love how humans have literally not changed throughout history like the graffiti from Pompeii has people from hundreds of years ago writing stuff like āMarcus is gayā āI fucked a girl hereā āJulius your mum wishes she was with meā and leonardo da vinciās assistants drew dicks in their notebooks just for the banter and mozart created a piece called ākiss my assā so when people wish for ātodayās generationā to be like āhow people used toā then weāre already there buddy weāve always been
The Hagia Sophia has inscriptions that were considered sacred for centuries until they were deciphered in the 70s to be Nordic runes saying āHalfdan wrote thisā
my old english prof told us that theres a cave in Scandinavia where a viking gratified some runes like 14 feet up on the wall and when they finally reached it all it translated into was āthis is very highā
Pregnancy cravings never really made sense to Atsumu. Then again, he never got to the part of anatomy and physiology when he was studying physical therapy before he decided to go pro as a volleyball player.
But that doesnāt mean he isnāt supportive; no, he prided himself on being a great husband. And now, with you, his wife, pregnant with your first child, he was determined to be the most supportive, loving, and accommodating partner ever.
Nothing was going to stand in his wayānot distance, not logic, and certainly not impossible cravings.
It started simple. Like it always did.
You wanted a specific pastry from a bakery on the other side of Japan? Done. He booked the fastest delivery service he could find, and when that wasnāt an option, he flew there himself, picked it up, and brought it back.
Talk about rich.
Homemade food? Good thing Osamu had drilled the basics of cooking into him, though he still got yelled at by his twin when he accidentally burned rice. But hey, effort counted, right?
Then, the cravings started getting weird.
Youāre sitting on the couch with a blanket over your lap when you look up at him with serious eyes. āI want Osamuās cooking.ā
Atsumu blinked. āAlright, I can ask himāā
āBut I donāt want to eat it. You eat it.ā
He frowned, confused.
āHuh? Ya want me to eat āSamuās cookinā?ā
You nodded. āYeah.ā
Atsumu scratched his head, wondering if this was some kind of test. āAnd thatās gonna make ya feel better?ā
āYes.ā
ā⦠Even if ya donā eat it?ā
āUh-huh.ā
Atsumu blinked. āThat doesnāt make no sense.ā
āAtsumu, please donāt question me.ā
āYes, Maāam!ā He grabbed his phone and immediately dialed Osamu. āOi, āSamu, I need ya to cook somethināāno, not for [Name]āfor me.ā There was silence on the other end before Osamu sighed heavily and reluctantly agreed.
That night, Atsumu sat at the dining table, stuffing his face with his brotherās food while you sat across from him, smiling in satisfaction as you watched. Osamu just did his part as a supportive brother for his twin.
The next day was even worse.
āA seedless mango,ā you murmured, rubbing your belly.
...
āA what?ā
āA seedless mango. I want it.ā
ā⦠[Name], sweetheart, baby, I love ya, but that donāt exist.ā
āIt does.ā
āIt doesnāt.ā
āI want it.ā
Atsumu groaned. āWhere am I gonna get a seedless mango?ā
āFigure it out, please?ā
He spent hours searching online, calling fruit vendors, and even asking Osamu if his suppliers had some secret black market seedless mango (Osamu asked him if a volleyball that was going 120 km/h hit his head).
No luck.
In the end, Atsumu cut up a normal mango, carefully removed every trace of the seed, and handed it to you with a hopeful grin.
You took one look at it and frowned.
āItās not the same.ā
Atsumu wanted to cry.
-
āI need you to wear a face mask.ā
Atsumu blinked at you from your bed. āHuh? Why?ā
You huffed quietly, fidgeting with the sheets. āBecause your face is annoying.ā
Atsumu gasped, hand clutching his chest. āMy face?! The one ya love so much?!ā
āYes.ā
āThe one ya vowed to look at forever in sickness and in health?!ā
āYes.ā
āThe one ya called ābeautifulā when I asked ya if I was hotter than āSamu?!ā
āI love you, but right now, your face is irritating me.ā
Atsumu stared, utterly betrayed, before sighing in defeat. He got up, went to the closet, grabbed one of the disposable masks heād bought during flu season, and put it on.
āThere. Happy now?ā
You smiled sweetly. āVery.ā
Atsumu flopped onto the bed with a groan, pulling the blanket over himself. As he lay there, sulking, you scooted closer and rested your head on his chest.
āI love you, you know that?ā you murmured.
He grumbled. āYa sure? Feels like ya hate me sometimes.ā
You chuckled. āNo, I love you. My hormones just donāt.ā
He sighed. āYer so lucky I love ya more than life.ā
āI know. Pregnancy is so weird.ā
And the worst has yet to come.
-
Atsumu should be asleep by now, but no, he had to be individually popping popcorn. One kernel at a time, as per your request.
He initially told you, āYer kiddinā.ā
You were not.
And that was how Atsumu found himself in the kitchen at three in the morning, painstakingly popping one kernel at a time in a tiny pan. Every time he accidentally popped more than one, you, who were sitting on a stool with your hands on your belly, would click your tongue disapprovingly.
āYou put in two, Atsumu.ā
āThis is torture,ā he grumbled, but he kept going.
-
āI want ice cream,ā you said.
Atsumu perked up. āOh, easy. What flavor?ā
āI donāt know.ā
He tilted his head to the side. āUh⦠okay. I can get a few different kinds?ā
āI need to taste them all.ā
Atsumu frowned. āLike⦠all the flavors?ā
āYes.ā
ā⦠Babe, there are like fifty flavors at the ice cream shop.ā
You nodded. āAnd I need to taste all of them before I decide which one I want.ā
Atsumu let out a long, suffering sigh, but being the devoted husband he was, he marched straight to the ice cream parlor and ordered a ridiculous amount of sample cups. The poor employee stared at him in disbelief.
āYou⦠want every flavor?ā
āYeah.ā
āEvery single one?ā
āYeah.ā
āSir, thatāsāā
āMy wife is pregnant, and if I donāt do this, I might not make it to the end of the week.ā
The employee, upon hearing this, immediately started getting to work.
When Atsumu got home, you took one spoonful of each, nodded, and, after going through every single cup, announced:
āI donāt want ice cream anymore.ā
Atsumu fell to his knees. Defeated.
-
āI need you to stand in the corner for a while.ā
Atsumu looked up from his phone, confused. āHuh?ā
āThe corner. Stand there.ā
āWhy?ā
āI donāt know. I just feel like you should.ā
Atsumu squinted. āBabe, are ya makinā me into a damn decoration?ā
You nodded. āYes.ā
Atsumu sighed but did it anyway. He stood in the corner of your living room for a full ten minutes while you sat on the couch, happily watching TV. At some point, Osamu FaceTimed him, took one look at the scene, and hung up.
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The next day, you called him while he was at practice, which was rare in itself because you did just leave messages whenever you knew he was practicing.
āBabe,ā you said in a tone that made his stomach drop.
ā⦠Yeah?ā
āI need you to bring me a cheeseburger.ā
He let out a relieved laugh, wiping the sweat off his brow. āThatās easy! Iāll grab ya one on my way hoāā
āBut replace the buns with pancakes.ā
Atsumu froze. āCome again?ā
āYou heard me.ā
āI dunno if I did, sweetheart.ā
āPancakes. Instead of buns. Oh, and I want honey to go with it.ā
Atsumu nearly dropped his phone.
āYer messinā with me.ā
āIām really not.ā
And you werenāt. That evening, he stood in the kitchen, flipping pancakes with the precision of a professional chef before assembling the most unholy creation heād ever laid eyes onāa cheeseburger with pancake buns, honey drizzled over the meat.
You took a bite and hummed softly. āOh my god, this is better than sex.ā
Atsumu, who had spent hours perfecting his technique in the bedroom, felt personally offended by that.
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āAtsumu,ā you murmur. āI need you to switch sides of the bed with me.ā
He sighed. āNo.ā
āAtsumu.ā
ā[Name], baby, darlināāI canāt.ā
āWhy not?ā
āBecause my side is closer to the door in case of an intruder.ā
You chuckled quietly. āTsumu, please. I need to sleep on that side.ā
Atsumu stared at you, conflicted. He had neverānot onceāslept on the other side. It was unnatural. Wrong. It went against the very foundations of your marriage.
But you were looking at him with those tired, hormonal, pleading eyes. And he was sure youād tell him you could barely see your feet now and often experience heartburn, all because of his unborn baby.
With a heavy sigh, Atsumu switched sides with you.
āYouāre a good husband,ā you whispered, patting his cheek.
Atsumu, lying in the unfamiliar position, staring at the wrong wall, whispered, āIām a broken man.ā
cw. MINORS DNI. word count ; 3.5k. smut. third year! kenma. p in v sex. use of condoms (wrap before you tap it folks). loss of virginity. fingering. constant reassurance. turned into light angst at the end (sorry). first time writing smut (i do take constructive criticism, so pls point out what i could be doing better. thank you!).
syn. youāve been here before, standing in this doorway asking kenma for something. last time was childs play. this time, though? this time itās monumental.
The TV light flickers off, leaving you in complete darkness save for the light coming from your phone, and you realize youāve stayed up too late.Ā
You point your phone down towards your chest, sneaking a peak at Keiko. It dawns on you that sheās probably been asleep for a while now. You hadnāt heard the random laughter and comments about the movie that had been playing for some time.
The hum of the AC and very faint sounds of gunshots are all you hear. A normal person would be confused and maybe even scared, but youāve stayed at the Kozume residence enough to know that itās just Kenma playing video games. Again.
You let out a sigh and glance around the dark room. Thereās not much to do out here except play on your phoneā your dying phone. Leave it up to you to forget a charger and forget to ask for one before Keiko falls asleep.
Eventually, you flip your blanket off your legs and stand. The hardwood floor is freezing cold even through your socks. A shiver runs down your spine as you tiptoe towards Kenmaās room. You stop just before it, leaning forward to put your ear against it.
You can hear Kenma cursing quietly, the repetitive clicking of his keyboard, the hum of his PC. Through the crack at the bottom of the door, you can see blue light and white flashes every so often.
You and Kenma have always gotten along. When Keiko brought you over for the first time, when you were in your last year of middle school and Kenma was a first year in high school, you two had an immediate understanding of each other. Kenma didnāt like to talk, and you did. You two left each other alone for the most part.
But, the older you get, the more things change. Kenma grew taller, he grew leaner from volleyball, he somehow got more handsome than before. He got friendlier with you, too. Youāre not around him enough to know if he got like that with other people, but itās nice.
You bring your balled fist up to the door, and only hesitate for a moment before knocking twice. āKenma?ā You whisper, trying to get his attention. When nothing changes in the sounds coming from inside the room, you knock again. āOpen the door, gamerboy.ā
Thereās a pause in the noise now. No more curses from Kenma, no more faint gunshots. Instead, the sound of creaking floorboards replaces it. Thereās a shadow in front of the door and then it opens. The blue LED lights almost blind you with how bright they are.
Kenma has his hair back. Unbidden, but strong, the feeling of pure attraction shoots through your body, making you shiver involuntarily. He has his headset on, but one of the sides is farther back on his head, leaving one ear open for him to hear the outside world. His hoodie is too big for himā like all of his hoodiesā and he probably wore those sweatpants to bed last night.
How can one look like a slob, yet so hot at the same time?
āWhat?ā He almost sounds annoyed, but by the way he keeps glancing back at his monitor, you can tell heās probably in a match right now.
āUm, sorry. Am I interrupting something?ā
One more time, he glances back, then sighs and looks back at you. āNot anymore. Whatās up?ā
Suddenly, you get nervous. Youāve done this once beforeā your first year, when all your friends were bragging about their first kiss and you still hadnāt had yours. You showed up to Kenmaās door in the middle of the night and asked him to kiss you. And, for some strange reason, he did. Right there in the doorway. You two didnāt speak about it the next morning when he joined you and Keiko for breakfast, and you certainly didnāt tell Keiko about it when you finally revealed to her that youād had your first kiss.
This question, this ask, is different, though. A much more intimate act to do in the doorway.
āUm, I have, uh, a question for you,ā you mumble out, looking down at your socked feet. Thereās a part of you that is already regretting coming to his door. And thereās another part of you thatās aching. For this? For Kenma? Youāre not sure.
āOkay.ā Out of your peripheral vision, you can see his own socked feet shuffling around. Probably antsy to get back to his game, you think.
The palms of your hands start to sweat as you twist your fingers around. If you look up at him while you ask this question, youāll never recover. The thought of rejection makes you want to throw up in embarrassment.
You take a deep breath, letting your eyes fall shut, and ask on the exhale. āWill you take my virginity?ā
The silence that hangs in the air is deafening. A silent killer. Your stomach starts to turn and you can almost feel the bile rising in your throat. This was a horrible idea. Heās your best friend's older brotherā if he says no, youāll still have to deal with him for the rest of your life. Heās probably going to tell his friends about you. His little sister's desperate friend. God, you think youāre going to pass out.
You turn your body away from him, preparing to do the walk of shame back to the living room couch, but he stops you by grabbing your arm. You freeze in his grasp. Youāre going to turn around and heās going to call a crazy lunatic for asking. him such a question.
āWhy?ā Is all he says. You blink at the ground a couple times. You ask him to take your virginity and his question is why? Out of pure disbelief, you look up and meet his eyes. Theyāre so genuine, you could sob. āYou want me to take your virginity,ā he states plainly. āWhy?ā
His fingers feel warm wrapped around your arm. Your skin is tingling. Your heart is racing. You swallow hard. āI trust you,ā you mumble out, voice shaky. āYouāre⦠I just trust you.ā
You notice the furrow in his brow. You can tell his brain is working harder than it probably ever has before. You donāt want to, but you remove your arm from his grip. āItās stupid. Iām sorry I asked. Just forget it, okay?ā
You turn to leave again, but he sighs frustratedly and grabs you again. āOkay,ā he says. You look at him, eyes wide. He glances down the hall in both directions, then pulls you into his room and shuts the door behind you. When he finally notices your surprised expression, he shrugs. āIf you want to lose your virginity, Iād rather you do it with me than some random guy from school.ā
It warms your heart a little bit and the thought of Kenma being jealous makes you discreetly squeeze your thighs together. He looks around his room awkwardly, finally landing on his PC.
āI should probably turn this off.ā He gestures at it.
It dawns on you that heās probably nervous too. Not as nervous as you, youāre sure, but nervous nonetheless. By the way heās acting, though, youāre assuming heās done this before. Just not with his little sisterās best friend.Ā
He walks over to his PC and turns it off, leaving the room illuminated in pure blue light. When he turns to look at you once again, your legs almost give out. Youāre so nervous, youāre pretty sure you're shaking.
āYou can sit down,ā he says, taking a few steps towards you. He reaches up and scratches his neck. āWe canāt really⦠do it standing. I mean, we can, it would just be, uh, awkward for your first time.ā
You sit down on the very edge of his bed and stare at the ground. What are you doing? Asking Kenma, of all people, to take your virginity? Are you insane? You bite your bottom lip into your mouth, letting your teeth dig into the skin harshly. This is ridiculous.
You feel the bed dip, and your head starts to spin. Do you really need to lose your virginity? You have your whole life ahead of you! What if Kenma doesnāt enjoy it? What if itās bad sex? What ifā
āAre you sure you want to do this? Uh, with me, I mean.ā
You look up to meet his eyes, and every negative thought reaching through your mind vanishes. You surge forward, placing your lips on his in a gentle kiss.
āSorry,ā you mutter, leaning back. āIām sure, Kenma.ā
His eyes dart down to your lips, then back to your eyes. With a small nod, he leans forward, putting his weight on one hand and cupping your face with the other.
Itās soft at first. Light kisses to the corner of your mouth, then to your lips, then down your neck. Your chest is rising and falling at a rapid rate. Your hands sit awkwardly at your sideā what are you supposed to do with them?
Kenma lifts his head from your neck, eyes scanning your face. He glances at the top of his bed and nods his head. āCan you lay back? I have toā¦ā he sighs, running a hand down his face. āWe canāt just go straight into it. You know that much, right?ā When you nod, so does he. āI have to prepare you.ā
āOkay.ā You scoot back until your back hits his pillow. His bed is comfortable, you think. You would probably get a really good night's sleep in it. Youāre shaken out of your thoughts when Kenma comes into your vision, hovering over you.
āCan I take off your shorts?ā
You swallow hard, but nod. Shit is getting Real now. He hooks his fingers under the band of sleep shorts and pulls them down, huffing out a breath of hot air.
āYouāre not wearing underwear,ā he says breathily. He looks up and you can feel your face heat up. You open your mouth to talk, but he runs his finger down your slit and you gasp, trying to squeeze your legs together. āYouāre soaking. Youāā he cuts himself off, hesitating. āJust from a few kisses?ā
Heās not looking at you, seemingly entranced by you and your wetness. After a few beats, he looks up, licking his lips. āHave you done this to yourself before?ā He clears his throat. āI mean, is one finger going to hurt?ā
You give him a meek, dumb nod. When your brain catches up, you shake your head. āIāve, um, itās not going to hurt. You canā Ah!ā You let out a surprised gasp as he pushes a finger into you. Itās loud and you know it. āSorry, Iāmā sorry. That surprised me.ā
āKeiko is sleeping in the living room. You have to be quiet or sheās going to wake up.ā
āI know, I know.ā You nod, digging your teeth into your bottom lip again. You bite down so hard, you can taste a little blood. Keiko finding out is probably your worst fear at the moment. You went to great lengths to hide a kiss from her, youāre not sure what sheās going to do when she finds out he took your virginity.
Tentatively, he pumps his finger in and out a couple times, watching your face for any sort of reaction. You almost canāt look him in the face. He shifts on the bed, pushing his fingers deeper and your mouth falls open in a silent moan.
His fingers continue moving, but his eyes are glued to your face. His eyes are lidded as he stares at you. āCan I put another one in?ā Again, you nod silently. Slowly but surely, he adds another finger. āDoes it hurt?ā
āNo,ā you gasp out. āNo, itā shit, Kenma.ā Your back arches off the bed just a bit and your eyes fall shut. If his fingers feel this good, how will you survive when he actually fucks you?
āThere?ā
His fingers speed up slightly and your hand shoots to your mouth, muffling the moans bubbling up in your throat. One of your legs, caged in between his own, twitches and brushes up against something. Something hard. The thought that you made Kenma hard makes you groan. āK- enma,ā your speech is broken, interrupted by the arousal shooting through your body. āIām ready. Iāā
His fingers stop and the whine you let out is involuntary. You open your eyes and look down at him to find him staring intently. āIāve only been fingering you for like, two minutes.ā
āKenma,ā you whisper, brows furrowing. āPlease.ā
The way his face changes is instant. It looks like someone has flipped a switch in his brain. A brief memory flashes through your mind. Summer after first year, when you were staying over at Keikoās for seemingly the umpteenth time, you needed something from the top shelf and neither of you could reach it. You had been in a boot because of a minor car crash, and Keiko had chosen just then to reveal her fear of heights. You had run to Kenmaās room, once again interrupting his video games, and asked him for help. He, of course, refused. But then you said his name and he looked at you. And you said, āKenma, please.ā And he stood up like a robot who had only one task in life; reaching the thing that you needed.
His sweatpants are off in an instant, laying in a haphazard pile on the ground, leaving him in his boxers. You think thereās flowers on them, but they might be cartoon characters instead. Youāre not sure that matters right now. You meet his eyes again and theyāre dark. A haze seems to have fallen over them. You swallow hard as he pulls down his boxers.
Your eyes almost bulge out of your head. Heās huge. Keiko had once told you that gamer boys have the biggest cocksā are the freakiestā and, of course, you hadnāt believed her. Maybe you should have.
āIs that going to fit?ā The question slips out of you, dumb and full of disbelief. āIā sorry, was that weird?ā
And Kenma laughs. He laughs. āItās fine. Not the first time Iāve gotten that reaction.ā He pauses, squinting his eyes. āThat was the douchiest thing Iāve ever said in my life. I sounded like Kuroo.ā
You giggle at that. Youāve only met Kuroo a handful of times, but you can picture him saying that.
āI should get a condom.ā He crawls over you, reaching into the drawer beside his bed. His cock brushes against your inner thigh and you shiver.Ā
This is it. Youāre about to lose your virginity to your best friend's brother. Thereās a feeling of guilt festering in your stomach, but the second Kenma is hovering over you again, ripping the condom open, it fades away.
You watch him slip the condom on curiously. Heās really hard, itās almost surprising. For the millionth time tonight, he looks back up at you, seeking permission. You give him a nod, but your head seems to stutter, so you give him multiple. He smiles and lines himself up with your entrance.Ā
āThis is going to be a little uncomfortable since you were so eager.ā
You swallow hard and finally, finally he pushes in. Itās just the tip, but itās stretching your hole more than youāve ever gone before. Your face scrunches up in discomfort and he stops moving. āN- no,ā you stammer out. He furrows his brows and you shake your head. āKeep going. I- I can take it.ā
He hesitates, but pushes in more. He pulls his lip into his mouth, sucking in a breath. His head drops down, now watching himself disappear inside you.
Your head drops down to the pillow, mouth open, eyes closed. Youāve never felt anything like this. It doesnāt hurt, you donāt think. Itās just different.
And then Kenma lets out a huff of air, mouth falling open to match yours. He looks up and gives you a smile. āIām all the way in. Does it hurt?ā
You shake your head. āIt doesnāt hurt. Itāā you shift, cutting yourself off when he hits what you can only assume is your g-spot. āShit. Kenma, Iāā
He pulls his hips back, then thrusts into you again. āC- can I move?ā His voice is quiet, tight. āFuck, youāre so warm inside.ā
āMove.ā You nod, reaching your hand out to grab his arm. Your grip is too tight, probably, but you canāt even begin to think about that right now. āYou canā fuck, please move.ā
This time, when he pulls his hips back, effectively leaving your weeping hole empty, he pulls back until only the tip is left inside of you. You clench around the cock remaining, biting your lip in a sad attempt to hide the whine that comes out of you.
And then he snaps his hips, sheathing himself inside of you in one thrust. You let out a noise, half-gasp, half-moan. Kenmaās hand slides up the side of your body, over your neck, then over your mouth. āYou have to be quiet.ā He punctuates the word with a thrust of his hips, pushing deeper inside of you, reaching places you didnāt even know existed.Ā
āMhm.ā You nod frantically, though itās sort of difficult with the way heās holding your face, fingers gripping tightly and squishing your cheeks together.
He starts at a steady pace. In and out, in and out, in and out.Ā Youāre bewildered by how full you feel, by how good he feels inside of you. Itās perfect, almost. He fits inside of you like he was made for you, perfectly sculpted to your insides.Ā
Your hand, formerly grabbing his arm tightly, moved to his hand, pulling it off your mouth. āF- faster, Ken- ah- Kenma. Faster.ā You press your lips together and exhale through your nose, another attempt to quiet yourself. You didnāt even know you could be this loud.
His hands slip down to your thighs, gripping them tightly, fingers digging into the plush skin, and pistons into you at an unforgiving pace. Your back arches off the bed completely, mouth once again falling open in a mostly silent moan. Your chest is heaving, overwhelmed by the pleasure. Thereās a familiar feeling building in your stomachā a knot, one might call it.
āShit, shit,ā Kenma curses breathily. You look up at him only to find him staring down at where heās fucking into you. He looks so focused, you donāt even think he realizes that his grip on your thighs tightens and his pace gets faster.
As he hits that spot inside you, the one that sends a spark up of your spine, makes you want to close your legs and curl up into a ball, you think youāre going to cry. He hits it over and over and over again. That knot that was forming gets tighter, gets bigger, gets hotter.
You claw at his arms, a warning of your approaching climax. He jerks his head up to look at you and, for a brief moment, you get insecure. Heās seen all of you now, but you canāt help but think about how your face looks right now. The insecurity is washed away as Kenma lets out a quiet, yet genuine, moan. Itās hot and itās nothing youāve ever heard before.
āKenmaāā
āFuck, Y/n. Youāre so warm, so tight, soā ahāā
Your vision flashes white. Your back arches off the bed. The knot unravels and hot, hot pleasure shoots through your body. Your hand is over your mouth, muffling the slew of moans rolling off your tongue.Ā
For a final time, his cock brushes your g-spot and your orgasm almost violently rakes through your body, back arching impossibly, drawn out moan leaving your mouth, legs shaking faintly.Ā
Kenma follows your lead after a few more thrusts, and the feeling of his seed shooting into the condom makes you shiver. Itās a weird sensation. You both sit there for a moment, staring at each other, breathing heavily.
āThank you,ā you whisper, barely audible. Your eyes fall shut and you exhale heavily. āGod, thank you.ā
When you wake up the next morning, youāre still in Kenmaās bed. Panic shoots through you and you immediately sit up. The clock on Kenmaās wall says 6:30 AM. You look over at the sleeping boy and give him a soft smile.
And then the embarrassment of last night hits you, and you immediately get out of his bed and go back to the living room couch. If your legs hurt as you walk, you donāt say anything. When Keiko wakes you up, asking how you slept, youāll tell her you slept fine.
And when Kenma finally wakes up, walks into the kitchen to have some breakfast, youāll smile at him and pass the cereal as if nothing ever happened.
Summary: You meet new friends your second year of college, but the hot art major is the one who really catches your eye
Pairing: Sero Hanta x black!fem!reader
Word Count: 31,865 (š)
Warnings: college!au, sero's an art major, lots of flirting, reader is seriously crushing on sero, reader is kinda innocent, mentions of light partying, drinking, and weed, reader gets drunk, lots of fluffy moments, sero's whipped for you, confession of feelings, reader has doubts about sero's feelings, date night at the fair, public indecency kinda (sero feels you up in the ferris wheel), you and sero shower together at one point, kinda a lot of smut lmfao, fingering (f), sero's kinda got a corruption and innocence kink, handjob, tit fondling, tit sucking, oral (f + m), thigh fucking, reader's a virgin, loss of virginity, unprotected sex, "just the tip", squirting, little bit of dirty talk on sero's part, trapping sorta (reader doesn't let sero pull out), sero's a smug bastard and a HUGE flirt, lemme know if I missed anything!
A/N: I honestly do not know how I managed to write all of this, but I was having the time of life doing so lmfao. Lowkey writing with my clit on this one š, and this was high key based on this fanart. Another fic of mine that has made its way to the top of my favorites lmfao. Thank you for reading and reblogs are greatly appreciated! And happy new year!
You were already entering your second year of college, and you hadnāt really done much that would classify as living the ācollege experience.ā Your life was pretty monotonous; waking up, going to class, doing homework, and studying. Youāve made a couple of friends, but you donāt hang out with them very often unless all of you are free.
That doesnāt bother you very much, youāve never been a social butterfly in the first place anyway. You like your roommate, but you donāt see her that often because sheās usually staying with her boyfriend most of the time. You donāt really mind since that means you can have your own peace and quiet when you go home, but sometimes, on the days when you donāt have anything to do, you wish you had more to do with your time.
The second semester is underway, and youāre heading to your second class of the day. You get there pretty early since you donāt know where the classroom is, and you get there right as the class before yours gets out. You wait for the people to file out before you walk in, trying to see what seat would be the best to sit at.
The classroom isnāt that big, not really being as big as a lecture hall, so youāre expecting this class to be on the smaller side, and you pick a seat on the inside of the row further towards the back of the room. There are a few other people in the room that got here early just like you did, and you set your backpack beside you before pulling your laptop out.Ā
The class starts to pile in as the time for the class to start gets closer, and as you're pulling up your notes for the class, you can see someone sitting in the row next to you in your peripheral, but you donāt pay attention to them. It wouldāve been worse if they sat directly next to you.Ā
āI love your shoes,ā you hear right as the professor walks in, and you turn to look at the person that sat next to you.
āOh, thank you,ā you say warmly, sticking your foot out a bit as you look down at your shoes.Ā
āThis is my second time taking this class,ā she tells you making you frown a little.
āReally? Is it hard?ā you ask cautiously.
āThat or I just didnāt pay attention well enough,ā she jokes, and you laugh with her, the joke easing your worries a bit. You know this class isnāt going to be easy, but the fact that you already know someone thatās taken it makes you feel a lot better. āIām Mina,ā the pink-haired girl introduces herself, holding her hand out.
āy/n,ā you introduce warmly, shaking her hand. āSo, what year are you?ā
āA junior,ā she supplies. āYou?ā
āSophmore. I couldāve taken this class last year, but I didnāt wanna deal with it yet.ā
āOh, I totally understand that,ā she agrees, and the professor starts talking which signals the end of your conversation. Since this class is so short, the professor already went over the syllabus before class started, so she got into the content right away. You had already downloaded the slides on your tablet, writing any other notes she mentions as she talks.
Luckily, the class doesnāt feel like it lasts long, and that could be because the professor talked so fast. Once she dismisses the class, everyone starts packing up, and Mina turns to you once the both of you stand.
āSo, are you done for the day?ā
āYeah! This was my last class of the day, so Iām free.ā
āYou wanna get lunch?ā she asks as you both put your backpacks on. You give her an enthusiastic confirmation, and you follow her out of the room. You get to know each other more as you walk to get food, and she looks down at her phone before she turns back to you. āMy friends are going to be joining us if thatās okay with you?ā
āYeah, of course,ā you reply, not minding meeting more people. You both are the first ones to sit down at a table, and she tells you that her friends are on the way. You fill the time with talking about classes and finding out each other's majors.
Denki is the first of her friends that you meet, and youāre nearly overwhelmed by his bright personality. You all make conversation, finding yourself laughing at most of the jokes he cracks. Jirouās in tow, and they sit by Mina. She tells Mina that another one of their friends will be here soon, and you wonder how theyāll be. Denki and Jirou are really friendly, so you assume that the next friend wonāt be too far from that.
āTook you long enough to get here, Sero.ā Youāre looking down at your phone when you hear Jirou speak, so you look up to see who they are, and your face falls just a little. The last thing you were expecting was someone so good-looking.Ā
āYeah, yeah. My professor ran over,ā he supplies, and you canāt take your eyes off of him. His hair is half up, half down, the bun of his hair sitting right above his neck, and you can see a sliver of a tattoo on his neck that disappears underneath his jacket.
āWell, since youāre here now, you can meet my new friend.ā She gestures to you, telling him your name, and the smile he gives you is enough to render you speechless.Ā
āHey, Iām Sero,ā he says, even though you already know that, and you almost donāt shake his hand because youāre so focused on looking at him.Ā
āHi,ā you manage, internally groaning at how thatās all you can manage. He looks at you for a little while after you speak, his other friends are already engrossed in their own conversation. You try to think of something to say to fill the silence, but he beats you to it, pointing to the chair next to you.
āYou mind?ā he questions, and you shake your head, gesturing quickly for him to take the seat. He sheds his jacket, and you can see that the tattoo on his neck goes down further, once again being hidden by the shirt heās wearing. Which hugs his body like no other, might you add. You swallow thickly as you look over his torso, your eyes catching another tattoo running down his arm.
He catches you looking at it, laughing softly as he sits down next to you. He pulls his sleeve up his impressive arm, moving his arm toward you so you can see it better. āGot it recently,ā he tells you, and he grabs your hand. āYou can touch it if you want.ā You ignore the tingles that go up your arm, letting him guide your hand, and you softly run your fingers over the ink.
āItās beautiful,ā you admire, looking at the veins and flowers that flow over his skin.Ā
āYeah, that makes two of you.ā You jump a little at his words, looking up at him, and you canāt stop how warm your face grows.Ā
āAh, um, thanks,ā you mutter, wanting to slap your forehead. āDo you have any others?ā you find yourself asking, still getting over the compliment.
āYeah,ā he starts, pulling his shirt down a little, so you can see the rest of the tattoo on his neck. āIād have to take my shirt off to show you all of it, but,ā he adds. āAnd I got a couple more.ā You nod at his words, your eyes still lingering more on his physique than the tattoo. āYou got any?ā
āUh, yeah,ā you start, and you sweep your hair over your shoulder, turning a bit so he can see it. āItās a matching tattoo I got with my sisters,ā you explain, and you flinch a little when you feel his fingers run over it.
āSorry,ā he chuckles. āShoulda asked first.ā
āNo, itās okay. It just surprised me.ā When his fingers leave your skin, you take that as a sign to face him again. āI want one on my spine the most,ā you tell him, and you see his eyes flash, but then it looks like he rethinks what he was going to say.
āReally? Why there?ā
āI just think itāll look really cool, honestly,ā you laugh, rubbing your hand over where his fingers once were.
āYeah, it would.ā He rests his arm on the back of your chair, his whole body facing toward you, and youāre practically gushing from the attention. It doesnāt seem like his friends are paying you any attention, and you continue your conversation. You talk to Sero most of the time, and itās kind of hard to keep up since he keeps hitting you with sudden compliments, and each time you giggle. You feel like thatās exactly what heās going for because he looks proud of himself every time you do.
You glance over to where everybody else is sitting, and to your surprise, theyāre gone. āWhen did they leave?ā
āYeah, they always do that,ā Sero responds. āIām still here, though.ā
āRight,ā you laugh, holding back a shiver when he runs a finger up and down your arm.
āYou doing anything for the rest of the day?ā he asks and you shake your head.
āNot really. Just mentally preparing myself for all of the assignments Iām gonna have soon.ā
āYeah, no kidding. Your majorās more taxing than mine,ā he says after he laughs quietly. You found out that Seroās an art major, which really wasnāt a surprise, and he showed you some of his work which was probably the best thing youāve laid your eyes on; besides the artist, of course. āWell, if you wanna head to the library or whatever, I wonāt mind.ā
āIām probably just gonna head home honestly. The dayās been pretty eventful,ā you say, and honestly, this is the most social interaction youāve had in a long time.
āMina is capable of drawing out a lot in people,ā Sero sighs. āIāll walk you home if thatās okay.ā You donāt want to end your conversation with Sero just yet, and he definitely doesnāt need to walk you home, but you let him do it anyway.Ā
When you stand, you can finally see how much he towers over you. You try not to pay so much attention to it, but heās basically in your space the entire time you walk back to your dorm, so you really have no choice but to. When you get to your dorm, you feel kind of upset that itās about to end so soon, and you think Sero can see it on your face.
āIāll see you around,ā he says when you stop walking. āYouāre basically a part of our friend group now,ā he continues before he leans down to your face. āSo, weāll meet again soon.ā He flashes you a smile, winking at you before he walks away, and you put your hand on your chest when you feel your heart racing, taking a deep breath before you walk into your dorm.
The more the semester goes on, the more time you spend with your new friends, and you start to wonder if Seroās flirty mannerisms are just a part of his personality. He seems to have them dialed up whenever he talks to you, and thereās not a part of you that hates it. Once you all learned about each otherās schedules, you started hanging out with whoever was free whenever none of you had class.Ā
Most of the time itās with Sero, who always manages to find the most peaceful places on campus. He claims itās the best way to find inspiration, and you could honestly listen to him talk for hours. His voice always sounds so nice to your ears, and there have been too many times when youāve zoned out while heās talking, caught up in looking at his face.Ā
Youāre sitting outside since itās so nice today, and youāre sitting on a blanket with Sero as you talk. Since the semester is in full swing, youāre mostly studying as you talk to him, turning to look at him as you talk every now and then. Once youāve decided that youāve done enough work for now, you put some of it away, and you chuckle softly as you put it in your backpack.
āWhy are you staring at me, Sero?ā you question, turning to look at him once youāre done.
āCause Iām drawing,ā he says warmly, smiling at you.
āWell, you canāt stare at me if youāre drawing.ā
āI can be if youāre the one Iām drawing,ā he counters smoothly, and that gets you to stop talking for a bit. āYouāre really pretty, it would be a crime not to draw you.ā Your smile widens, glancing away from him as your face heats up.Ā
He gets up from the blanket, walks over to one of the many flower bushes that are in bloom, and he picks one off the bush. āSero, you canāt just do that,ā you scold lightly, and he shrugs as he walks back to you.
āItās in the name of art,ā he drawls, and you roll your eyes as he sits back down next to you, and he guides you to look at him with his fingers on your chin. āSee? Look.ā He moves your hair back behind your ear with his hand before sliding the flower behind it, his fingers lingering on your face before they fall away. āBeautiful,ā he whispers, and youāre having such a hard time holding his eyes, wanting to look away bashfully.Ā
āYouāre such a sweet-talker,ā you muse, and he slides closer to you, sweeping some of your hair over your shoulder.
āOnly to pretty girls like you.ā Your cheeks are hurting so bad from smiling, and you swear the sun gets a bit brighter, but you donāt want to tell yourself itās just because the clouds arenāt hiding the sun anymore. āYou wanna see what I drew?ā You nod quietly and he hands you his notebook.
You canāt find any words as you look through it, seeing it filled with any and everything. Your movements slow when you flip the page, seeing both sides filled with pictures of you. You chuckle softly when you see that most of the pages after that are just you. āYou donāt draw anything else?ā you ask him.
āNot when youāre the best thing my eyes have seen.ā You laugh at that, not knowing what to say to that at all.
āWhat? So, Iām like your muse or something?ā you finally manage to ask.
āDefinitely,ā he answers quickly. āMy professor has nothing but good things to say about what Iāve submitted, and I have you to thank for that.ā
āWell, Iām glad I could help your grade,ā you jest, and he grabs your hand.
āLemme draw you something,ā he says softly, and you move your hand further into his to give him the ok. He uncaps the marker he has in his other hand, and he slides his hand up to your wrist, lifting it up to place a soft kiss on your skin. The action nearly has you squirming, and he smirks, giving you a quick glance before drawing on your skin.Ā
You watch him, wondering what heās gonna draw, and you giggle a bit as he does, claiming it tickles. He pushes your head to the side softly, saying that he doesnāt want you to see it yet, and you laugh softly but look somewhere else anyway. When heās finished, you look back down, seeing that itās the flower that he put in your hair. Itās got so much detail, and he softly blows on it to make sure itās dry.
You softly run your finger over it, and he grabs your wrist again. He kisses over the ink before gently rubbing his finger over it. āWhat was that for?ā
āTo make it last a little longer,ā he tells you, and you chuckle looking down at it again.Ā
āWhy, thank you,ā he muses before he lays back down, and this time he pulls you with him. You lay beside him, shielding your eyes from the sun as you look at the clouds. You can feel him brushing his fingers over the back of your hand as he starts to talk about what the clouds look like. And you get lost in the conversation, feeling like time slows down as you make out everything you can see.
~
Youāre walking out of your class with Mina when you catch a familiar face, and you smile as Sero walks up to the both of you. He gravitates to your side, walking with you both as you leave the building. He only walks with you for a little, having another class to get to, and he sends you another wink with a promise to talk to you later before he walks away.
You look down at your feet as you walk, biting your lip to try and hide your smile. āSo, what do you think of Sero?ā Mina suddenly asks, and you snap your head toward her, looking like a deer in headlights.
āWhat do you mean?ā you ask, barely managing to not stutter over your words.
āYou know what I mean,ā she presses playfully, nudging your shoulder with her elbow gently. āSomething tells me youāve got a crush.ā
Your cheeks flood with heat, pressing your hand to your face quickly. āI dunno. Heās really cool,ā you respond lamely.
āOh, I think you think heās more than cool,ā she teases. āItās okay to admit you like him, girl.āĀ
āI guess so,ā you quietly admit.
āYeah, thatās what I thought.ā You shove her softly as she laughs, rolling your eyes. āI donāt blame you, though. He is very easy on the eyes.ā You laugh as you shake your head. Itās not like thatās a lie, and you obviously like more than just his looks.
You havenāt really known him for that long, only a couple of months, but every time you talk to him itās like youāve known each other for longer than that. You look down at your feet again, smiling as you think about all the time youāve spent with him. Yeah, you do like him, but you donāt really want to admit that out loud until you know how Sero feels.
It might seem weird, but you donāt want to put all this thought into admitting your feelings when he doesnāt even feel the same way. āBut I still donāt know how he feels about me,ā you respond, and you feel conflicted at your words because you feel like with the way he acts around you, he feels the same way you do. But thereās a part of you thatās saying that this is all an act, maybe. He might talk to other girls this way.
āAre you serious?ā Mina sighs. āThereās no way you believe that.ā
āI dunno. I mean, is it okay for me to assume he has feelings for me?ā you question, uncertainty in your words.
āOkay, you know what?ā she starts after she sighs again. You both stop in front of the building that Mina has to go into, and she turns to face you. āSeroās having a little house party on Friday, and you will be there. Iām surprised he hasnāt told you about it yet.ā
āIām not the partying type,ā you start, and she shakes her head quickly, putting her hands on your shoulders.
āNope! You will be there, and I will be at your dorm to make sure youāre coming,ā she pushes, and you know thereās no arguing, so you roll your eyes before you smile again.
āFine! Iāll go,ā you say, chuckling a bit. She cheers a little bit, bouncing on her feet, and she gives you a quick hug before walking into the building. You shake your head as you start to walk away, your thought quickly turning to think about what youāre going to wear.
Friday sneaks up on you, and youāve been deciding what to wear for about an hour and a half. You had ideas of outfits in your head since the beginning of the week, but you never had a chance to actually pull them out and get a really good look at them. Mina calls you, and you let her into the building before walking to your room.
āPlease do not tell me thatās what youāre wearing,ā she says as you walk to your dorm.
āIām stuck on what to wear,ā you tell her, and she walks into what looks like your wardrobe and a tornado mixed. Since your roommateās not here, you were using her bed to spread out some of your clothes, and you sit down at your desk as Mina looks through them.
āThis is cute,ā she comments, picking up a dress that you can count on one hand how many times youāve worn.Ā
āI donāt know if it fits my body right, though,ā you say, standing up and taking it from her, putting it up against your body.
āOkay, well, Iāll be the judge of that.ā She urges you to put it on, so you change out of your clothes, slipping it on, holding your hands out when youāve got it on. āOh, my God, you look amazing! What do you mean you donāt know if it fits your body?ā
āYou really think it looks okay?ā you ask, trying your hardest not to cross your arms over your body.
āYes! You look fine! Now get your shoes on because Iāve still gotta get drinks.ā You quickly put your shoes on, checking to make sure youāve done everything you need to do before grabbing your phone and keys, and walking out with Mina.
After Mina gets the drinks, she drives over to Seroās house, and youāre a bit surprised that her car is one of the few there when she pulls into the driveway. āI thought you said this was a house party?ā you say as you get out of the car. āAre we here early?ā
āThis is more like a kickback than a house party,ā she offers, and you walk behind her as she walks up to the door, knocking on it before opening it up. āWeāre here!ā she announces, and you close the door behind you, seeing Denki and Jirou along with some of their other friends. Some of the youāve met in passing a few times, and others you find out are just friends of friends.
You quietly greet everybody, following Mina into the kitchen, so she can set her drinks down. You havenāt really drank before, so she got some seltzers for you to try. She hands you one, and when you look at it cautiously, she tells you that thereās no pressure to drink, but you decide that you only live once, so why not?Ā
You pop it open, take a sip, surprised at how good it tastes. You take a few more sips as Mina says that she has to go check on something really quick, and as youāre watching her walk away, Sero is walking up to you. You nearly choke on your drink, taking in his outfit right before you have a coughing fit.Ā
Heās wearing black jeans that practically look like a second skin, the loose button shirt heās wearing half-tucked into his jeans with a chain hanging from two of the belt loops. Only a couple of the buttons are buttoned, leaving his toned chest on display, and your eyes catch on the chain that swings a little when he walks.Ā
āYou came,ā he says when he gets to you, immediately crowding into your space, and you donāt shy away from it.
āYeah, Mina practically dragged me here,ā you laugh, taking another sip from the can.Ā
āYou look great,ā he compliments, his eyes running down your body, and you look down at yourself, taking another swig in hopes of easing your nerves.
āThanks,ā you say after you swallow, and you suddenly get a warm feeling that runs through your veins, and youāre mostly sure itās the alcohol. Your eyes catch the rings on his fingers as he rubs at his neck, seeing that his hair is down, some of it nearly falling into his eyes. āYou look good, too.ā
āYeah?ā he presses, crowding you against the counter, and your nose picks up how good he smells, and itās almost enough to make your knees wobble. You nod, keeping the can next to your mouth as you look down to hide your smile. He picks your head back up by your chin as he lets the other hand rest on the counter next to you. āYou should feel my shirt,ā he offers, taking your hand in his, and his touch is making you feel like youāre on fire. You can barely focus on touching the fabric, feeling how itās soft and silky at the same time, and in the back of your mind, you think how on-brand it would be for him to have a silk shirt.
He then guides your hand to where his chest is exposed and before you can think, you're splaying your fingers against his skin, feeling how firm it is. Your fingers tighten slightly around the can and his smirk widens. āYou like what you see?ā he whispers, leaning down to your face, and you wonder how long it takes for alcohol to hit your system when youāre drinking for the first time.
āMaybe,ā you whisper, finally looking at him in the eyes, and you canāt keep eye contact for long, looking off to the side.
āYouāre so cute,ā he mumbles, letting his fingers run over your neck, and you canāt stop the shudder that runs through you. He smiles at your reaction before he grabs your hand. āCāmon, letās go sit with everyone else.ā
He pulls you away, and while heās walking, you take another swig in hopes that itāll settle your racing heart. It seems to do the opposite though because by the time youāre taking a seat on the couch, that warm feeling runs through you again. Everyoneās having their own conversations, none of them stopping when the two of you walk into the room, and Mina gives you a look that you just roll your eyes at.
Sero sits down on the end of the couch, pulling you with him, and you practically fall into him as you start to feel a lot more relaxed. You eventually join in on some of the conversations, actually talking and meeting Bakugou and Kirishima since youāve only spoken to them briefly in passing. Thereās music playing in the background, and youāre halfway through your seltzer when you really start to feel like youāre drunk.
You try not to draw too much attention to it, and you wonder if anyone can tell that your words are starting to slow down a bit, but if they do, they donāt say anything about it. Mina rolls a blunt, passing it around to everyone, and you refuse, feeling like getting crossed right now wouldnāt be the best idea.
You pass it to Sero, who takes a couple of hits before passing it over. Youāve finished your seltzer, and you start to lean more into Sero as Mina brings you another drink. He doesnāt seem to care when you feel his arm tighten around you, his fingers running over the exposed skin just beneath your dress. The touch starts to make you squirm a bit, and Sero smiles, giving you a look as he keeps doing it.
āHow ya feeling, pretty girl?ā Sero asks you, lifting your head up so that you can look at him. Everyoneās started to do their own thing, and some people have left, the main group of the bunch only remaining.Ā
āIām okay,ā you say softly, blinking slowly, and you smile widely even though you donāt really have a reason to. He smiles back at you, squeezing his arm to your side just a bit in a way that feels ridiculously good.Ā
āYou want some water?ā he asks quietly and you shake your head.
āNo, ām okay,ā you murmur, and he takes the drink from your hand, which you donāt protest, and he finishes it in about three swigs.Ā
Minaās sitting on the other side of you now, Denki and Jirou migrating over and taking Bakugou and Kirishimaās spots on the floor. You wonder where they went, noticing that Izuku is gone as well. āAre we the only ones left?ā you ask, looking up at Sero, and he nods his head towards the back door.
āThe others went to get some air,ā he tells you.Ā
āWhy donāt we play Never Have I Ever?ā Mina offers, and if you were sober, you would call her out on how suspicious her voice sounds, knowing that sheās up to something, but in your state, you can only focus on Seroās body against you.
āSheās not drinking anymore,ā Sero tells her.
āThatās okay. We can just use our fingers,ā she offers, and you shrug, figuring that thereās nothing else to do. The questions start off pretty tame, but that doesnāt last very long, and you can feel your face growing warm at the questions the more taboo they become.
āNever have I ever used sex toys,ā Mina says, and your face seems to get even warmer, but your finger doesnāt go down. āSo, what do you use?ā she asks you, her voice genuine. āYou donāt have to answer if you donāt want to,ā she adds.
āI just, umā¦ā you start, still feeling a bit nervous to admit it even though youāve got alcohol running through your veins. āSqueeze my legs. Iāve tried using my fingers, but it feels kinda weird.ā You hide your face in Seroās chest for a second, laughing a little before you turn to everyone else.
āHave you had sex before?ā Jirou asks, prompting you to shake your head.
āI havenāt had a boyfriend before,ā you admit softly.
āReally?ā Mina gasps, and you nod your head, shrugging.
āI guess I just never saw someone that I liked,ā you respond honestly. āBut at the same time, I wasnāt really looking for one.ā
āI get that,ā Mina supplies. āSo, youāve never done anything?ā
āNot really, Iāve just made out with a couple of guys but thatās it.ā Youāre not really shy to admit that since everything is out in the open now, and everyone moves on to the next question. The last of the drinking is jello shots, and you only take one since Denki made them so strong, and you can feel yourself getting drunk all over again.
The game stops a little while after, and everyone leaves to raid Seroās kitchen which he just rolls his eyes at, and he looks down at you. āYou okay?ā he asks, poking at your side, and you giggle a little, nodding your head.
āYeah,ā you answer, looking up at him. Youāre about to say something else, but you slowly close your mouth as you rethink it.
āWhatās on your mind, baby?ā You feel like you could be on cloud nine hearing him call you that, and you want to hear it again. He frowns a little when you push off of him, barely being able to stand up due to how much youāre wobbling. He keeps his hands out to make sure you donāt fall, and you stand in front of you him.
And what you do next is definitely because of the alcohol because thereās no way you would do it sober. You take his hands, moving them to the side before you straddle his lap, and his eyebrows raise high on his head, and you smile, finally being able to do something to catch him off guard.
āI really like you, Sero,ā you say softly, leaning forward so that your face is barely away from his, and he huffs a little, smiling widely. He laces his fingers with yours, and you laugh softly as you ignore that voice in your head screaming what in the hell are you doing.
āReally now?ā he teases and you nod quickly.
āYeah. But I dunno if you like me,ā you voice aloud.
āDonāt worry that pretty little head, sweetheart. I like you, too,ā he answers, tugging a little at your dress since itās ridden up, and you forgot that youāre not really wearing the right thing for the position youāre in. You smile widely, reeling at his answer, and you rest your forehead against his.
āDo you wanna kiss me?ā you ask, and he watches you for a bit before he answers.
āDefinitely. But Iām not gonna do it now.ā
āWhy not?ā you whine, pressing your head against his a little more.
āBecause I wanna make sure you know what youāre saying. Youāre drunk.ā
āI know what Iām saying, I promise,ā you pout, and he laughs softly, moving your hands from side to side.
āI know, baby, but I donāt wanna do anything youāre not gonna like,ā he presses, and your pout only deepens, and you let his and your hands fall to your sides as you sit up.
āYou donāt wanna kiss me?ā you ask, and he canāt help but look at you, seeing how your dress hugs every curve of your body, the end of it threatening to expose even more skin.
āFuck,ā he mutters, and you let go of his hands to wrap your arms around his neck, looking at him in instead. āShit, donāt look at me like that.ā He carefully sets his hands on your waist, taking a quick breath. āOf course, I wanna kiss you, just not right now.ā
What he wouldnāt give to be able to touch you how he wants to, defile you in ways that would make your mind go numb, but he doesnāt he remains strong. But youāre surely but slowly breaking his will down.Ā
āIāll remember it, I promise,ā you try again, letting yourself fall forward, resting your face in his neck. āJust one, Hanta?ā you whisper in his ear, and his fingers twitch at your sides, releasing a loud groan.Ā
Damn it, you smell so good, and Sero can feel himself getting lost in how your smell surrounds him. āFuck, I gotta get you home,ā he says, standing up with you in his arms. He sets you down, fixing your dress, and youāre still wearing that same pout thatās about to be his undoing. āIāll be right back, okay?ā You nod anyway, and he quickly dashes to the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of water before telling everyone that heās taking you home.Ā
He grabs your hand to guide you to the door, and he grabs his jacket, helping you put it on before he goes to his car. He helps you buckle in before getting in himself, and the whole ride back to your dorm is just him with a tight grip on the steering wheel as he listens to you talk. Youāre halfway through the bottle of water he gave you, and you think youāre sobering up since you feel a headache coming on.
Youāre feeling more like yourself once he gets to your dorm, and he walks you to your dorm once you both get out of the car. āYou sobering up yet?ā he asks you softly, and you nod slowly, pushing at your forehead when you start to feel the pain of the headache.
āYeah, my headās starting to hurt.ā
āMake sure you finish that and eat something, okay?ā he tells you, but you donāt nod, instead you turn to him.
āI donāt think Iām drunk anymore,ā you tell him, and he steps closer to you, wrapping an arm around your waist.
āYou sure?ā he questions cautiously.
You nod quickly, but you can definitely feel some liquid courage still running through your veins, and you wrap your arms around his neck. God, heās so much bigger than you, it does something to you that youāve never felt before. It also doesnāt help that his jacket practically engulfs your frame, and his smell is even stronger now that you have it on.
He moves his other hand to your body, and both of his hands rub up and down your back, making your body react way more than it should. He takes a step closer to you, and you nearly hold your breath in anticipation. āPlease, Sero,ā you whisper, and he smiles for a split second, slowly letting his head come down to yours.
Right as you try to kiss him, he pulls away slightly, and you groan softly, tightening your arms around his neck so that he canāt go any further. What you were gonna say to him gets lost because his lips are suddenly on yours, and youāre glad his arms tighten around you because you swear youāre about to fall.
It feels like fireworks have been set off as you kiss him, feeling like the world has stopped. You hear something, and it takes you a while to realize that itās coming from you, a moan slipping from you that he swallows. He groans as he deepens the kiss, pulling you into him until he canāt anymore.Ā
Youāre nearly on your toes because of how tall he is, and you wish this moment would never end, but it does shortly after, and you feel yourself chasing after Sero when he pulls away. āYou okay?ā he teases, seeing how hard youāre breathing, the glossy look in your eyes making him want to stay.
You nod, and he easily lets you pull him toward you again, kissing him just as hard until you have to pull away to catch your breath. You want to tell him that your roommate isnāt here, but you feel like that might be too fast, and the other part of your body screams at you for being an idiot.
āText me when you get into your room, okay?āĀ
āOkay,ā you giggle, feeling giddy and like youāre on top of the world. āText me when you get home,ā you add, and he kisses you again quickly. Fuck, heās got to leave before he gets ahead of himself. āSee you later, Hanta,ā you say warmly.
āIāll see you soon, baby.ā
You watch him get into his car and drive off before you go into your building, and youāre so tired that you donāt bother to change out of your clothes, only taking your shoes and socks off. You text Sero before you lay down, and you fall asleep almost immediately, but not without a smile on your face.
~
The first thing you think when you wake up is that the after-effects of drinking absolutely suck ass. You groan at the headache you feel, and youāre about two steps from throwing up. You grab your phone to see what time it is, and thatās when you see a text from Sero.
Good morning, beautiful
Text me when you get this
You smile at it, texting him back as you wonder if you have any pain medicine in your dorm. You set your phone on your bed, getting up slowly so you donāt throw up last nightās dinner, and you start your search. As youāre looking, youāre remembering everything that happened last night, and you feel embarrassed about how you acted at Seroās house.
You stop in your tracks, letting your face fall in your hands as you think about you nearly pounced on him last night, a loud groan following as you think about it. But then youāre immediately smiling when you think about how the night ended, and your embarrassment is subsided a little. Before you can start looking again, you get a text. You grab your phone, seeing that itās Sero, and you panic a little when he tells you that heāll be over in about twenty minutes.
You dash to the bathroom, brush your teeth, get in the shower and fix your hair, and put on some clean clothes. Right as you finish putting lotion on, he texts you that heās here. You take a deep breath, to calm both the nerves and the nausea, and you head downstairs.
When you walk outside, heās standing there with food in his hand, and you sigh at the sight of it. You hug him when you get to him, and he hands you the food as he leans down to kiss you softly. āYou sleep well?ā he asks, and you nod, looking in the bag to see what he got you.
He follows you to your dorm, and youāre glad that you cleaned all of your clothes before leaving last night. He sits with you on your bed as you eat, and you nearly moan when you finally start eating, totally forgetting to last night since you were so tired.
āIs your head hurting?ā Sero asks, and you nod, balling the bag up once youāre done eating.
āI havenāt had time to find my pain medicine,ā you tell him, and he pulls out a bottle from his pocket.
āI brought it just in case.ā You smile, grabbing it from him and taking the medicine. Once you swallow the pills, you throw your trash away before finding your spot next to him on your bed. You donāt know if you should talk about what happened last night or what the events could mean, but Sero starts talking as you think. āSo, what do you remember from last night?ā
āEverything,ā you admit honestly, biting your lip as you once again think about how you acted last night. āSorry about how I acted. I donāt know what came over me,ā you apologize, and he chuckles softly, opening his body toward you.
āDonāt apologize,ā he starts, āit was nice to see that shy side of you disappear.ā You laugh a bit, putting your face in your hands anyway, figuring itās going to take a while for you to finally get over your embarrassment. āBut, youāre also really cute when youāre shy,ā he whispers, pulling your hands from your face.
āDo you really like me?ā you find yourself asking, ignoring his previous words even though your face is about to catch on fire.
āYeah, I do,ā he states. āI wouldnāt have said it otherwise.ā Heās so close to you, and you want to kiss him again, but now that the alcohol isnāt in your veins anymore, you donāt know if you can bring yourself to do it. āWhat are you gonna do about that?ā he questions, and for a brief second, you wonder what heās talking about, but then it dawns on you.Ā
You carefully lean forward, softly planting your lips on his. You feel the same way you felt last night, those feelings are even stronger now that you know your feelings are reciprocated. He lets his hand rest on your cheek, deepening the kiss just a little before he smiles. āYour roommate coming back?ā
āShe moved out,ā you answer quickly and his smile widens.
āGood.ā He kisses you again, shifting your body so that you can fully lay down on the bed, and you revel in the feeling of his weight on top of you. He laces his fingers with yours before moving them above your head as he gently lets his tongue touch your lips. You easily let him in, finding yourself moaning again as his tongue swirls with yours.Ā
Your heart is racing as your body heats up, feeling overwhelmed already from just kissing him. You slide your hands out of his so that you can wrap your arms around his neck, wanting to feel more of him on you. His fingers run under your shirt now that theyāre free, and a deep shudder runs through your body when his fingertips ghost over your skin.Ā
He pulls away, kissing under your chin and down your neck, and you donāt think youāve ever been this turned on in your life. Your stomach caves in a little when he runs his big hands over it, and you want him to do more, but he doesnāt, keeping his lips on your skin.
āHanta,ā you whisper.
He lifts his head up to look at you, smiling at the look on your face, but his hands donāt stop moving. āWhatās up?ā You donāt know if youāll be able to voice out loud what you want, biting your lip a little as you look off to the side. He uses one of his hands to guide your eyes back to his, and your fingers play with the hair at the nape of his neck. āTalk to me, baby. What dāya want?ā
āMore,ā you mumble after a while, and he raises a playful eyebrow at you. You donāt think he heard you at first since he doesnāt respond right away, but he speaks before you can think to say anything again.
āMore what?ā he presses, and youāre pretty sure he knows what you mean, but he makes no move to prove that. āIām no mind reader, sweetheart,ā he muses, and you pout a little, trying to get the courage to tell him what you want.
āI want you to touch me,ā you try, and his fingers push against your skin lightly.
āIām already doinā that.ā Your frown deepens, and you want to wipe that grin off his face.
You huff softly. āI want you to touch me more,ā you eventually say, and you hope he gives in because you donāt know if you can say anymore, your face feeling like itās about to be on fire.Ā
āMore how?ā he questions softly, and he moves his hands up your torso slowly, his fingers reaching under your bra. You nearly jump when his fingers brush over the underside of your boob, and you slightly push your chest up into his touch.Ā
He sits up suddenly, and you fight the urge to whine at the loss of heat as he pushes your shirt up lazily. Itās like heās moving in slow motion, starting at your stomach again before running his fingers up and over your bra. āYou want me to touch you more here?ā he asks, putting a little bit of pressure on the fabric where your nipple is, and you jump at the sudden stimulation, nodding your head as you stay silent.
He uses both of his hands to run over your nipples, but the barrier between your skin and his fingers makes you even more frustrated. āHanta,ā you huff.
āWhat? You told me to.ā
āYouāre not touching me,ā you argue softly. āYou can take it off,ā you manage, and you almost stumble over your words, surprised that you can even get them out.
āCan I now?ā he teases, but he moves his hands under you to unhook your bra, and he helps you take your shirt off before sliding the straps off your arms and letting it fall to the floor. Heās just staring at you, and you canāt help but squirm as his silence goes on.
āWhat?ā you whisper, moving your arms to try and hide, but he quickly catches them, moving back down to the bed.
āYouāre so beautiful, thatās what,ā he eventually says, and you would cover your face if you could.
āOh,ā you say timidly.
āI can touch you, right?ā he asks, and you nod quickly, feeling like heās been teasing you this whole time. āUse your words, baby.ā
āY-Yes, Hanta.ā His hands are soft against your skin when he touches you again, gently massaging your chest before his fingers run over the hardened peaks, and you jump against your will, moaning softly.
āYouāre so sensitive,ā he whispers, applying a bit more pressure before he lets his head fall to your chest. You canāt help but moan again when you feel his tongue swirl around one, continuing the stimulate the other one by rolling it between his fingers.
You start to squirm at the sudden pleasure, never experiencing this feeling before, and it almost feels overwhelming. You feel your breath getting caught in your chest when he switches, kissing your skin in between as he goes. Your fingers slide into his hair like youāre trying to find an outlet to try and release how good youāre feeling.Ā
Sero can only smile against you as he feels you moving under him, lifting his head up as he lets the sounds youāre making fill his ears. When he makes eye contact with you, you look away, fighting the urge to cover your eyes. He puts his mouth on you again while his other hand trails down your body, and he hooks his fingers underneath the waistband of your shorts.
The movement has you jolting a bit, and he lifts his head up to look at you again. āIs this okay?ā he whispers, and when you hesitate to answer, heās sitting up a bit, moving until heās hovering over you. He laces his fingers with yours before he kisses you softly.
āWe donāt have to do anything you donāt wanna do. We can go as fast or as slow as you want,ā he reassures.
āIām just nervous,ā you mumble.
āItās okay to be nervous,ā he reassures. āBut just say the word right now, and weāll stop, and we can do something else.ā
āWe can keep going,ā you start. āAnd you can take them off.ā
āYou sure?ā You nod quickly, and he doesnāt push you to speak, kissing you again instead. You feel his hands ghost down your sides, and when he gets to your shorts, you tense up against your will. āRelax, baby,ā he whispers against your lips, and he pulls back a little so he can look you in the eyes. āCan you breathe for me?ā
He takes a deep breath in that you copy, following him when he breathes back out. Youāre not as tense as you were before, but he can still feel it. āSorry.ā
āYou donāt have to apologize, pretty girl. We donāt have to rush anything, we got all the time in the world.āĀ
āWhat if I donāt like it?ā you find yourself asking. You donāt think thatās really going to be the case, but thereās something thatās stopping you, and youāre trying to figure out why.
āThen Iāll stop, and we can do something else,ā he repeats, and you know that you donāt want to stop. You take another deep breath, allowing yourself to fully relax. āIām not gonna do anything thatās gonna hurt you or anything you donāt want.ā
You hold his gaze for a bit before you give him a small nod. ā...okay.ā
āSo, what do you wanna do?ā
āI wanna keep going,ā you answer softly. āIām sure, Iām just in my head a little,ā you admit.
āJust let me know if you wanna stop at any time, okay?ā he tells you again, and he smiles at you when you nod. You lift your head up just a bit, and you donāt need to say anything, Sero already leaning down to meet your lips. You sigh softly into the kiss when you feel his hands at your chest again, letting the pleasurable feeling keep your body relaxed.
Now that youāre feeling a bit better, youāre eager for Sero to touch you more, moving your hips just a little in hopes that he gets the hint. You donāt know if it works, but you feel one of his hands move down until it hits your shorts. He waits a little bit for any shift in your body language, and when he doesnāt feel anything that raises concern, he grabs the waistband of your shorts.
You lift your legs up to help him take off your shorts, and he lets them fall out of his hands as his eyes land on you again. Heās just staring at you, and you canāt close your legs because his hands are on your legs, keeping them open.
āW-Why are you staring at me?ā you ask, gripping the sheets in your hand by your sides.
āCause youāre so pretty, baby. Why else would I?ā he answers, but he doesnāt look you in the eyes when he does. āAll of you is so pretty,ā he whispers, and he shifts so that his face is closer to your pussy. āCan I touch you?āĀ
You tense again just a little, but this time in anticipation, finding yourself taking another deep breath. āYes.ā Youāre nearly breathless, and you donāt even know why, and he rubs over your legs, gasping a little when they go towards the crease where your thighs meet your hips.
āJust relax, baby. Iāll make you feel good, donāt worry.ā He lays down so that his chest is fully on the bed, and he continues to rub over your skin while he kisses down your thighs. He grabs your legs so that they sit on his shoulders, and you watch as he leans in closer to you, closing his eyes before taking a deep breath in, the action making your face flame. āGod, you smell so good,ā he mumbles against your skin, his nose in your bush, and you donāt even know if youād be capable of saying anything due to how flustered you are.
You jump when he suddenly licks at your clit, your surprise only making you gasp. He does it again, and this time you moan, feeling his hands tighten around your thighs when you start moving. Once he starts, he doesnāt stop, his tongue never leaving you, and you try to bite your lip to conceal the noises youāre making, hearing how loud youāre getting.
When he pulls away, you think heās giving you a break, but not even seconds after his tongue leaves you, he rubs his thumb over your clit. Your toes curl, feeling your body move into the pleasure at the same time itās trying to move away from it. He rubs his fingers through your folds as he continues to circle at your clit, and your hands are starting to hurt by how tight you're gripping your sheets.
āYou okay with me touching you more?ā he asks, and you nod quickly, more caught up in your enjoyment than his words. You jolt when you feel his finger prod at your hole, and your body tenses up again without a second thought. āJust relax. I got you,ā he reassures, rubbing over your thigh again.Ā
As he pushes his finger inside of you, he keeps his eyes on you, but you let your head fall back, feeling your brain being split between focusing on relaxing and the new feeling of your walls being stretched. āYou okay?āĀ
You can only let out a breathy answer, giving him enough to let him know that he can keep going. You canāt really tell how wet you are, but the fact that you can hear his finger sliding in and out of you is enough to tell you. The feeling of you being stimulated from the inside feels foreign and a little weird, but itās outweighed by how good it feels.
Sero puts his mouth back on your clit as he slides in another finger, and you wince a little at the burn you feel from the stretch, but it doesnāt last long because he curls his fingers, pressing firm on your walls. You let out a surprised yelp that delves into a moan, a bit embarrassed that you made the noise, and you cover your face as the squelching gets louder.
You can hear Hanta moving, feeling his finger rubbing at your clit again as he starts to speed up his fingers inside of you. Your moans become uncontrollable when it starts to feel like heās reaching into the deepest part of you, and your arm slides over your mouth. Heās quick to pull your arm away, and he guides your face to his with his fingers on your chin.
āLook at me, sweetheart,ā he whispers, and it takes you a moment, but you eventually do, even if your eyes want to close because of how good heās making you feel. āWhy you hiding from me?ā
āB-Because,ā you try, softly grabbing onto his wrist when you feel your pleasure starting to mount. āI sound weird,ā you rush out, your mouth falling open as your eyes slip closed.
āWeird?ā Sero muses, a sly grin appearing on his face. āYou sound like music to my ears.ā He leans down to kiss you, tasting yourself on his tongue, and he swallows every sound youāre making. He slides one of his legs to the side, pushing it into yours when your legs start moving a bit too much for his liking.
You pull away when it seems like heās going even deeper inside of you, and thatās when you start to feel it. You canāt really explain it, but in the back of your head, it kind of worries you, and your grip on Seroās wrist tightens. āH-Hanta, w-wait,ā you moan even though he doesnāt stop, but you donāt think you want him to. āI f-feel weird.ā
āIs that a good weird or bad weird?ā he questions playfully.
āI d-donāt k-know,ā you whine, feeling tears at your lash line, and you throw your head back onto your pillows, words the last thing you want to try and form.Ā
āItās okay, baby. Just let it happen,ā he coaxes softly, and you can barely hear him, only really hearing your heartbeat in your ears. It feels like somethingās building up right below your tummy, and this is something youāve never felt before. Itās honestly starting to scare you, but focusing on Hantaās words helps that feeling diminish.
You finally start to figure out what it feels like, but you donāt think you can warn him in time. āHanta!ā Thatās the last thing you can get out, feeling whatever was building up snap quickly. Your back arches off the bed, your moans so loud, youāre pretty confident that your neighbors could hear you, but right now, you donāt give a fuck.
Your legs tremble violently, but Sero keeps moving his fingers, moving with you so that he can do so. You quickly push at his hand as you roll onto your side, feeling like youāre completely overwhelmed by the sensitivity. He finally gives you some peace, sliding his fingers out of you, and youāre breathing like you just ran a marathon.Ā
You roll back onto your back, letting your legs stay open since your core is so sensitive, and when you look down, you see that not only your sheets are soaked, but so is Hanta. You quickly remember that feeling you had right before you came, and embarrassment swallows you whole. Your face falls, and you immediately put your hands over your face, but you canāt roll over and hide like you want to because Hantaās in between your legs.
āWhatās wrong, baby?ā you hear him ask, but all you can do is shake your head, wanting a giant hole to swallow you up right now. āAre you okay?ā
You jump when you feel his hand on your thigh. āI canāt believe I just did that,ā you whisper, and itās loud enough that Hanta can hear it.
āDid what? Squirt?ā You freeze a bit before you slowly let your hands fall from your face.
āWhat?ā He carefully sits you up by pulling you by your arm before he kisses you softly, having a hard time concealing his chuckle.
āYou squirted, sweetheart. You didnāt pee on me,ā he explains, and he really canāt hide his laugh. āItās totally natural.ā
āO-Okay,ā you murmur, and he kisses you again, deepening it a bit.
āAnd it was really hot,ā he whispers against your lips, and you feel your face heat up once again. āWanna see if I can make you do it again.ā You gasp softly at his words, and you feel his hands run up and down your thighs. āNot right now, of course,ā he adds. āDid you feel good?ā
You nod, feeling a quick wave of arousal run through you at how good it was. Youāve never cum like that before, and you donāt think you can ever go back. āWhat about you?ā you ask after a while, glancing down at his shorts, and your eyes widen a bit when they land on the very obvious bulge in between his legs.
āYou donāt have to worry about me,ā he says, and you frown a little bit at that.
āBut I want you to feel good too,ā you respond and he groans softly.
āYeah?ā You nod again, feeling shy at what you might have to do, but then heās pushing you down softly. āThen just lay there for me, okay?ā You move back until youāre fully laying down on the bed, and you watch as he sits up on his knees before shoving his shorts down his body. Your mouth falls open a bit when your eyes finally land on him, and youāre having a hard time looking away. āYou like?ā he teases, and you donāt have to hide your nod.
His fingers are still wet from your release, but he slides them into his mouth anyway, moaning softly when your taste floods his tastebuds. He glances at you, smiling when he sees that youāre watching him, and he breathes out of his nose when he wraps his hand around his dick.
You sit up on your elbows before you fully sit up, your face inches away from his shaft, and you really get a good look at it. Youāve seen your fair share of dicks unfortunately at the hands of unsolicited dick pics, but this is the first one youāve seen in person. And you donāt know if itās because youāre really attracted to him, but itās the hottest thing youāve ever seen.Ā
Heās so long, the tip being a pretty pink, and your eyes follow the veins that go from the tip all the way down to his balls. āWhatcha thinkinā about?ā he questions, and you tear your eyes away to look at him.Ā
āI wanna touch you,ā you mumble, and his movements falter for a split second at your words. He grabs your hand, and you feel yourself clench around nothing when he slides your fingers into his mouth. You watch as he guides your hand, and you quietly hum at how hot it feels. You wrap your hand around him, just wanting to feel him in your hand, and he bites back a moan.
Youāre definitely out of your element here, but you move your hand anyway, trying to copy what he was doing moments before. āAm I doing okay?ā you ask, looking up at him, looking at him so eagerly yet completely innocently.
āJesus,ā he breathes, feeling like he might bust in two seconds. āYeah, baby, youāre doing great,ā he answers with a quick nod. āYou can go a little bit faster.ā You do what he says, and he balls his hand into a fist, letting out a soft groan. Honestly, this is probably the best handjob heās ever gotten. It doesnāt (or does) help that youāre looking at him like that, and he can feel himself twitch in your hand.Ā
You tighten your grip just a little whether you meant to or not, and he lets his head fall back on his shoulders as he swears. He decides he definitely wants to look at you when he cums, and he grabs your hand to stop you even though he absolutely does not want you to. āWas that good?ā
āYeah, but I just want you to lay there and look pretty for me,ā he says, and you lay back down, spreading your legs a little, and he groans at the image under him. Heās quick to put his hand back on him, pulling the bottom of his shirt up into his mouth. His pace is pretty quick since heās so close, and he keeps his eyes on you, seeing how youāre watching the tip of his dick disappear under his hand on the downstroke.
āFuck,ā he moans, and his breath catches as he watches your hands migrate toward your chest. His hips buck as he watches you roll your fingers over your nipples, and you moan softly at the feeling. āShit, baby, keep touching yourself for me.ā
You move one of your hands down your body, your fingers slowly inching towards your clit, and he waits in anticipation, his dick twitching again when you finally start rubbing that bundle of nerves, moaning a little bit louder as your toes curl. āM still sensitive,ā you admit, and he huffs out a laugh.
āI know, angel, but you look so good.ā He swears again, his tip leaking even more. āGod, the things I wanna do to you.ā He starts to curl in on himself when he feels that knot building up in the base of his spine, his hips bucking into his hand. āShit, Iām gonna cum.ā He doesnāt stop, his breath catching in his chest before he finally falls over that crest. He fucks himself through his orgasm as he spills on the sheets and over your legs.Ā
He keeps going until his nerves tingle from the overstimulation, and he lets his head fall back on his shoulders as he catches his breath. āHoly shit,ā he sighs, quickly lifting his head and leaning down with his body hovering over you. He kisses you, lacing his clean fingers with yours and sliding his tongue in your mouth. He rests his head against yours after he pulls away, and he canāt wipe the smile off of his face.
āDid you feel good?ā you ask softly, and he chuckles quietly, squeezing your hands.
āYeah, that was amazing.ā You give him a shy smile, and he canāt help but kiss you again. He gets up shortly after to clean you and himself up, and he tells you to hop in the shower while he changes your sheets. When you get out, heās already changed clothes, and he pulls you into your bed. You laugh but go with him anyway, squeezing into your tiny bed.Ā
He moves you to lay on top of him, and you quickly find yourself drifting off. Heās rubbing over your back, and you feel him kiss the top of your head, his breathing lulling you to sleep.
You really donāt know what to call your relationship with Sero. You never got around to asking him, and now itās been a week since the events that went down in your dorm. You know that he feels the same way about you, but you donāt know if that means that he actually wants to date you. Honestly, the thought of just being friends with benefits with Sero leaves a bad taste in your mouth.
Besides your schoolwork, that sinking feeling is what clouds your thoughts nearly every day. Youāre scared to ask him because youāre afraid of hearing something that you donāt want to hear. You still hang out with him, but you havenāt spent any time alone with him since youāre usually with your friends. He always sits next to you, keeping his arm around you, but thatās as far as it goes. You donāt know if your friends know anything, but the more you spend time around Sero, the more conflicted you feel.
Youāre in the library tonight, trying to make up for lost time since you didnāt really get a lot of studying today, but you canāt focus. You try everything; playing music, playing one of your favorite shows, even going so far as to not play anything, but nothing works. You sigh heavily as you put your elbows on the table, rubbing over your head.
āLooks like somebodyās studying too hard,ā you hear, and you turn your head to see Hanta standing behind you. Your heart skips and sinks all at the same time, but you smile at him anyway, hoping you're masking your inner turmoil.
āI was trying to make up for not studying earlier, but itās not really working,ā you say, looking back at your work. You sigh again right before you feel his hands on your shoulders, and you feel yourself relax as he massages them a little.Ā
āCome on, letās get you outta here,ā he whispers, and you feel yourself hesitate, talking to try and buy yourself some more time.
āWhere are we going?ā you ask, turning to look at him when his hands slide off your shoulders.
āWe could go back to my place,ā he offers, and your face warms almost instantly.
āIām not really in the mood forā¦ā you start, and he smiles at you, leaning down so that his face is in front of yours.
āMood for what?ā he teases, and you canāt bring yourself to say it in the middle of the library but he keeps talking. āDonāt worry, baby. I wasnāt thinking of anything else. If you go back to your dorm, youāll just try and study until your brain hurts.ā
He has a point, and you sigh internally that he doesnāt want to do any of what you did last week. You think about it, but that part of you that likes him so much ultimately makes the decision for you. āOkay,ā you respond, and you start packing your stuff up.
He grabs your hand after you stand and put on your backpack, and you both walk out of the library. Youāre quiet as you walk to his car, suddenly surrounded by a tornado of thoughts. He doesnāt call you on it, even when youāre quiet all the way to his house.Ā
āLemme give you a tour,ā he says when he opens the door to his house. You both take your shoes off at the door when you close it, and you follow him into the house. āYou already know the kitchen and the living room,ā he starts, and he gestures to the sliding doors further into the house. āBackyard.ā
He shows you the bathroom downstairs before you follow him upstairs. Thereās another bathroom, his room, and he stops in front of another door when you walk further into the hallway. āAnd this is my art room.ā He opens the door, gesturing for you to go first. The first thing that fills your nose is the strong smell of paint, and you look around when he turns the light on.
There are painting all over the room, some of them hanging on the walls, and there are papers on the floor in a couple of corners of the room. The desk he has is covered with stacks of sketchbooks, and you can see where he keeps all of his supplies in the bookcase that lines one of the walls. āThis is really nice,ā you comment, stopping in the middle of the room where one of his easels is.Ā
You walk over to one of the paintings that you can see, carefully running your fingers over it. āThis is so beautiful,ā you whisper, and you freeze for a bit when you feel Sero wrap his arms around you.
āYou can have it if you want,ā he says, and you look at him over your shoulder.
āReally?ā
āOf course. You inspired it after all.ā You look over it again, seeing the flowers that he picked from the bush that one day all over the painting. Theyāre all different sizes, and you squint, leaning your head forward as you really look at it.
āIs thatā¦me?ā
āI was wondering how long it was gonna take you,ā he chuckles, and you can definitely start to see it now. Even though the flowers cover the painting, the negative space around them creates an image of you. āPainted it that night,ā he adds.
āWhat are you gonna call it?ā you ask, trying your best to keep your negative thoughts at bay.
āI dunno yet, even though there are a million words I could use to describe how beautiful you are.ā It takes absolutely no time for your face to go warm, glancing at the painting before you look down at the floor, having a hard time concealing your smile.
But it doesnāt take long for your thoughts to derail. He could honestly be saying all of these things just to say it. There could be no meaning behind them, only an intention to keep you here. And itās working.Ā
Your smile falls, and Sero spins you around in his arms before he kisses you softly. āCāmon, thereās one more place I wanna show you.ā
He takes your hand, and you follow anyway even though you want to leave and crawl in your bed. He turns the light off, walking you further down the hallway. You can see a door, the windows covered with some curtains, but you donāt say anything. Sero stops at the door, pulling you so that youāre now in front of him.
āOpen it,ā he urges softly.Ā
You open it, stepping through the door slowly as you realize that youāre on a small balcony. But itās decorated with string lights, and thereās a blanket in the middle. Your mouth falls open softly as you take it in, seeing that there are a couple of baskets on the blanket.
āWhat is all this?ā you ask, but he doesnāt answer, instead ushering you to sit down. He sits down next to you, pulling out all of the food he packed in the baskets, and you truly donāt have any words.Ā
When heās done, he hands you a plate, and you silently fill it, wondering whatās going through his head. He does the same, but he sets it down quickly after, grabbing your attention by gently wrapping his fingers around your leg. He scoots closer to you, moving your legs so that theyāre in between his.
āYou know youāre really good at wearing your thoughts on your face,ā he tells you softly, and you chew on your lip as pick at the edge of your plate.
āIsnāt that a bad thing?ā you say, forcing a chuckle, and he takes your chin in his fingers so that youāre looking at him again.Ā
āNot for me because then I know when somethingās wrong.ā He keeps talking after you donāt respond. āI shouldāve made this clear from the beginning, but I donāt want just a sexual relationship with you. I feel a lot for you.ā
You take in his words, but that insecurity is still eating at you. āIsnāt that too fast?ā
He smiles softly. āDo you believe in love at first sight?ā
You answer in your head almost immediately. Of course, you do. Itās what happened with your parents. They met each other in college and have been inseparable since.
You nod shortly after he asks you. āThen I wouldnāt consider this too fast. At least not on my end.ā He grabs your hand, lacing his fingers with yours. āBut if this is too fast for you then thatās okay.ā
You shake your head, but you donāt say anything right away. āIt just feels weird, I guess. I dunno how to describe it,ā you eventually say even though you know it probably doesnāt explain anything. āIāve never done anything like this before or really liked someone. I guess Iām just protecting myself.ā
āThereās nothing wrong with that,ā Sero responds. āBut you donāt have to feel bad about stuff like that. Thereās a first time for everything. And we can go as slow or as fast as you want.ā You give him a small smile, your mind finally letting his words go to heart.
If Sero just wanted to keep this relationship casual, you probably wouldāve gone with it until you werenāt satisfied anymore. But at the same time, the thought of only being someone who only warms his bed made you feel horrible. Maybe it was love at first sight, and you just didnāt know it yet. Hearing how he actually feels about you made your heart race once it finally hit you.
āIām just relieved that you feel that way,ā you admit. āI donāt know if I would be okay with anything else.ā
āYou coulda just talked to me about it, baby.ā
āI know, but I was afraid of your answer. I was worried you were gonna say something that I wasnāt gonna be happy with.ā
āWell, Iām gonna tell you again,ā he starts, setting your plate aside and grabbing both of your hands before he kisses over your skin. āI really like you, and I want you to be mine. If youāll have me.ā You canāt help but smile from ear to ear, leaning forward to kiss him, and he meets you halfway.
āArenāt you supposed to ask someone on a date before you bring them to one?ā you ask playfully when you pull away.
āLetās say I was just being optimistic,ā he jests, and you laugh softly before you start eating.
The balcony faces the city, and with the sun going down, you can see how bright it is even from far away. You and Sero talk about anything and everything until you feel full, wondering how long itās been since youāve even eaten anything today.Ā
When youāre done, Sero leans back against the house, pulling you with him so you can sit in between his legs. You lean back against him, and he wraps his arms around you, letting them rest on your lap.Ā
You let your head fall back on him as you sigh, letting everything you were worried about wash over you. It seems a bit silly that you were worried about anything in the first place, but you donāt put too much blame on yourself. You donāt know how long you sit outside just listening to the sounds of the city, but eventually, you feel yourself getting tired.
When Sero offers for you to just stay at his place for the night, you donāt protest since itās the weekend. He cleans up everything on the balcony while you get ready in the bathroom, and he gives you a shirt to sleep in when he gets done.
You feel like you could fall asleep as soon as your head hits the pillows. Sero turns off the lights after he closes the door, sliding into the bed next to you. He wraps his arm around you, and a smile pulls at your face when you feel him kiss your forehead.Ā
āGoodnight, sweetheart,ā he whispers.
āNight, Hanta.ā
You didnāt really have any expectations going into your relationship with Hanta mostly because you had never dated someone before. You felt like there were obvious things you would want out of a relationship, but when it came to dating specifically, you didnāt really know what you were expecting.
You were honestly a little worried that Hanta would feel a certain type of way because of that fact, but you both talked everything out, and it definitely helped your doubts. It was a little awkward for you to talk about everything, but once it was all out in the open, you were glad you had the conversation in the first place.
Even without dating in the past, you knew that you werenāt that big on PDA, and Sero was completely okay with that. You didnāt mind holding hands with him or whenever he would wrap his arm around you when you were sitting together, but you did mind kissing him whenever you had to part ways. Itās just not something youāre comfortable with, and Hanta never pushes you to do so which always makes you feel better. But if he feels like there are little to no people in the near vicinity, heāll sneak a quick one before walking off to his next class.Ā
Being with Sero makes you ridiculously happy, to the point where you find yourself smiling almost all the time until your face hurts. Even your friends that you had before you met Mina called you out on it. You honestly hadnāt caught up with them in a while since you donāt really share any of the same classes, and they were practically drowning you with questions once you spilled that youāre dating someone now.
You didnāt really make a big deal about telling everyone once you started dating, and you already had a feeling that your friend group knew anyway, so you never got around to mentioning it to anyone else. Sometimes, in the back of your head, you still have a little bit of doubt, like all of this isnāt real, but whenever you spend time with Hanta, that voice becomes minute.
Youāre already nearing the halfway point of the semester which means your birthdayās coming up soon. It always seems to come up out of nowhere especially when youāre surrounded by a bunch of schoolwork along with midterms. You donāt really like to announce when your birthday is coming up, sometimes never really caring for the attention it sometimes brings.
āSo, what are your birthday plans?ā Hanta asks, and you shrug as you type up the essay you have to write, finishing your thought before you turn your attention to Hanta.
Youāve been spending a lot more time at Hantaās place, only staying at your dorm if your schedules donāt add up well. Youād say youāve practically moved into his house, most of your stuff cluttering nearly every room. Sero surely doesnāt mind you staying and spending the day and night with him since that means he just gets to see you more.
āI wasnāt really planning anything, honestly,ā you answer, sliding away from Hantaās desk before spinning around in the chair. Heās sitting on the bed with a sketchbook, the pencil resting behind his ear.
āReally? But itās your birthday.ā You chuckle softly, standing up and walking over to the bed. You decide that youāve done enough work for now, and a break is much deserved. You sit down, copying the position heās in as you rest your back against the headboard.
āWell, parties always seem to fall apart whenever I try to plan them, and my birthday falls on a weekday this year anyway,ā you say. āUsually the only thing I try to worry about is not crying on my birthday since it happens almost every year,ā you add with a laugh, but thereās nothing that Sero finds funny about that.
He frowns a bit before he pulls you towards him, and you donāt know what heās trying to do at first until he tugs at your thigh softly. You shake your head but move anyway, straddling him, and he pulls you into a hug before you can barely settle down. āYou shouldnāt be crying on your birthday, angel,ā he whispers into your hair, and you huff before you pull back to look at him.
āYeah, I know, but itās not like I can control what happens on my birthday.ā
āBut itās your birthday,ā he emphasizes, and you smile even though you can feel the bad memories of past birthdays sneaking up into your mind.
āSo? To everyone else, itās just another day.ā He doesnāt seem too happy with your answer, but he doesnāt question you about the subject anymore. He moves his hands to your face, pulling you down so that he can kiss you softly.
āI promise that you wonāt cry anymore on your birthday as long as Iām here,ā he declares, and it takes you by surprise for a split second. You can feel tears stinging your eyes, trying to come out, but you fight them for as long as you can.Ā
āThatās a big promise,ā you tease, but you canāt stop the tears no matter how hard you try, and you drop the act almost immediately. Sero wipes them away gently, and you rest your forehead against his. āThank you, Hanta.ā
āOf course, baby.āĀ
You always try to play off how much that fact bothered you, but hearing what Hanta said just made you realize how many times youāve actually cried. Some people might call you overdramatic, but youāve always hated crying on your birthday, feeling like you shouldnāt be. Of course, you canāt control life, but the fact that it still happened bothers you.
But being here with Hanta right now tells you that his promise isnāt empty.Ā
~
You still didnāt make any plans for your birthday because your birthday was on the busiest day of your week, and with all the work you had, you wanted nothing more than to just be with Hanta and in bed once the weekend hit.
Honestly, the morning of your birthday started off great because the professor of your first class of the day canceled class the day before, so you didnāt have to wake up stupidly early. It was also nice because you woke up and Hanta was the first thing you saw when you opened your eyes followed by a soft happy birthday.
He cooks you breakfast and you spend the morning with him until you have to finish the rest of your day on campus. When you had to go, you found yourself feeling more upset that you had to leave Hanta, but you knew that youād see him once you both were done for the day. He drops you off, kissing you deeply before you get out of the car.
You thank him softly as you close the car door, giving him one last smile before you start walking to your class. You check your phone on the way, seeing that youāve gotten messages from your friends and family, and you assume that Sero mustāve told his friends because the group chat you were added to is full of happy birthday texts.
You smile as you read them, sending a reply once you get into the lecture hall. You donāt lose your smile the entire time youāre sitting in class or the entire day for that matter. You canāt remember the last time youāve been so happy on your birthday, and you wonder if anything could top it. You assume because youāre so happy is why the day goes by so fast; your lab being one of the quickest you and your partner have ever done.
You have to hold back from skipping out of the building, breathing in deeply before you start to walk to where youāre meeting Hanta. You try to hold it in, but once his car is in sight, youāre close to running over to it.Ā
āIām guessing someone had a good day,ā he comments when you get in, and you lean over the console to kiss him.
āIt went surprisingly well. I got out of lab so early today.ā He grabs your hand, lacing his fingers with yours before he drives off, resting your hands on the console.
āIām glad to hear that. You sure you donāt wanna do anything today? You have the time,ā he asks, and you shake your head earnestly.
āNo. I still have some work I need to finish up, and I wanna get it done so I donāt have to do anything this weekend,ā you answer. āAlso, I like spending time with you anyway.ā
He smiles at that, kissing the back of your hand gently. When you get back to his house, you decide that you want to shower before you get into your work, wanting to decompress before you start working your brain.Ā
When youāre done and dressed, it doesnāt look like Hantaās been in his room yet, and you hear your stomach rumbling. Eating hadnāt even crossed your mind today mostly because your body never told you that you were hungry and because the day when by so fast. You walk downstairs to try and find him so that you can ask him if heās hungry too.
When you walk into the kitchen, you see that Hantaās already got food on the table and before you can get his attention, you see that itās from your favorite place. You walk up to him, wrapping your arms around him, and he jumps before you feel him relax against you. āYou gave me a heart attack,ā he laughs, and you smile as you let your head fall against his back.
āSorry,ā you mumble, and you loosen your grip a bit so that he can turn around. āThank you for today, Hanta.ā
āYouāre welcome, baby,ā he tells you softly, brushing some of your hair out of your face. āNo tears today, right?ā You smile widely as you shake your head. āGood,ā he whispers. āYou hungry?ā You nod, staying quiet, and he pulls you to the table so that you can eat.Ā
The food seems to taste even better than it usually does, and that only seems to boost the amount of serotonin thatās running through your body. You both eat in comfortable silence, Hanta eventually breaking it when you ask him how his day went. You find yourself looking at him the entire time he talks, and this might be the first time that youāre thinking about how much you actually like him.
Heās been nothing but supportive since you met him; making sure youāre taking breaks when youāre studying, making sure youāre not studying too hard, and helping you out when you need it even though he never really understands what youāre doing. And now doing all this for your birthday. You wouldnāt say that your heart starts racing, but you definitely feel something run through you that feels amazing.
āI got one more thing for you,ā he tells you, breaking you out of your thoughts. āBut you have to close your eyes.ā You playfully frown at him, but you do it anyway, hearing him shuffling around, the sound of plates being moved and stuff being opened filling your ears. You honestly have no idea what heās doing, and then you hear a plate being set down in front of you. āYou can open them.ā
You slowly peel your eyes open, gasping softly when you see a cupcake with a candle on it. Itās nowhere near a birthday cake, but thereās not a single part of you that cares. Hanta sits down next to you again, scooting his chair closer to you before softly singing happy birthday. Youāre smiling so big that your face is hurting, and he kisses you once he finishes singing.
āMake a wish, sweetheart,ā he whispers against your lips. You pull away, closing your eyes for a few seconds before you open them and turn to blow out the candle. āWhatād you wish for?ā
āIf I tell you, it wonāt come true,ā you say, laughing softly.
You wished that you could be this happy for the rest of your life, and youāre pretty sure that whether you tell Hanta or not, this feeling will never leave.
Itās the weekend already and you still feel like youāre on top of the world. Since you got a lot of work done, youāre not doing anything this weekend, and you spend most of your Saturday in bed with Hanta. You had absolutely no plans, only getting out of bed to eat and then throwing yourself under the covers right after.
āAre you sure you donāt wanna go out today?ā Hanta asks you softly, and you look up from your phone, locking it before you smile at him.
āIām sure. I just wanna spend today doing nothing.ā You move closer so you can kiss him, keeping it a little longer before you pull away, going back in to give him another one. "Doing nothing with you, of course," you whisper, shuddering a bit when you feel his fingers rubbing at your hip.
"Really?" he hums quietly, smiling a little as his hand finds its way under your shirt. His finger picks at the side of your underwear, and your toes curl at the motion. He lets his hand drift down your thigh as you nod, and a soft gasp leaves when his hand fits its way in between your legs.
"Well, what if I told you I had something planned today?" he says as his fingers ghost over your folds.Ā
"L-Like what?" you manage, your answer delayed when he pulls your underwear out of his way. He rubs his thumb over your clit as he slowly slides his leg in between yours so that he can keep touching you.Ā
"Try and guess, baby," he teases as his finger rests at your entrance. You sort of hear what he says, but you're not totally focused on it, your attention mostly on his fingers.Ā
"I dunno," you mumble, your eyes closing as he slowly slides into you. He shifts, carefully maneuvering you onto your back as he speeds his fingers up, and you bite your lip to try and conceal your moans.
You've done stuff with Hanta since that day in your dorm, but you haven't slept together yet. That's not really a big deal for you, but you can't help but think about how it would feel. If he's making you feel this good just from his fingers then it'll probably be tenfold when he finally fucks you.
Even though you've been in this position before, you're still so shy about it, and that does more to Sero than he'd like to admit. All it takes is a circle of his fingers, and you're putty in his hands as you hide your face with whatever you can.
You try to put your arm over your face, but he puts a stop to that before you can even get to your face like he knew it was coming. You feel tears leaking out of your eyes when they screw shut as that familiar feeling in your stomach starts to form.
He carefully pulls your lip from between your teeth, allowing every sound you make to be fully audible to his ears. "H-Hanta, 'mā" Your breathing starts to become airy as your hand grabs onto his wrist.Ā
"Yeah, angel? You gonna cum?" he asks, waiting for your quick nod before he looks down at where his hand is disappearing inside of you. He can hear what his fingers are doing, the digits glistening every time he slides them out of you.
You start to move away from him slightly as the pleasure starts to become overwhelming, but Sero follows your every move. "C'mon, sweetheart, wanna see if I can make you squirt again."
You can't really hear what he's saying, your heart racing so fast you can hear it in your ears. You feel yourself gasp before your orgasm hits you like a truck, feeling like time stops before your legs start to shake as that knot snaps.
"Fuck, there it is," Hanta groans as you coat his wrist in your release. You're squeezing his fingers so tight that you nearly push him out, but he pushes through to let it run its course. "Such a good girl for me, angel."
You push at his wrist, whining his name until he finally slows down, the squelching you hear when he slides his fingers out is enough to make your already warm face even hotter.Ā
Your chest is heaving as Hanta's arm drips with your slick, and he slides his fingers into his mouth, groaning loudly as the taste of you fills his mouth. Your arms are resting over your face as you catch your breath, shivering when you feel it running down your legs.
"You made such a mess, baby," Sero whispers, and you can hear the smile he's wearing on his face, but you feel your face grow warm anyway, barely peeling your arms away.
"Sorry," you mumble, and his smile widens as he pushes at your arms softly. He kisses you once he gets your arms down, letting his tongue swirl in your mouth, and the kiss alone is almost enough to get you going again.
"Don't be sorry, sweetheart. I love making you do it," he says against your lips. He rubs over your body, kissing your forehead. "You okay?"Ā
You give him a small smile as you nod, your legs quaking when you move them even the slightest bit. Your phone rings, scaring you a bit, and you feel around for it, seeing Mina's name on the screen.
"What's up?"
"I need you to go shopping with me today, I'll be there in twenty." And then she hangs up. You pull the phone away from your ear, scoffing as you put the phone down. Sero chuckles softly as you shake your head.
"That girl, I swear." It takes you a while to finally get out of bed, but when you do, you slowly make your way to the bathroom. You shower, wincing a bit at the sensitivity you're still feeling as you wash yourself.
You're dressed and ready right as Mina pulls up, and Sero gives you a kiss goodbye before you walk out of the door. "Have fun, okay?" You nod, giving him a hug before you walk out to Mina's car.
āDid I really have to tag along today?ā you ask once you get in the car, and Mina rolls her eyes as she drives off.
āOf course, you did. I didnāt get to see you on your birthday.ā
āWell, I did have class that day. I didnāt wanna do anything too crazy,ā you say. Mina drives to the mall, saying that she needed someone with her so that she wouldnāt buy too much stuff along with wanting a second opinion on whatever she tried on.
You shook your head but went with her anyway, and you didnāt intend to buy anything of course, but that doesnāt mean you canāt look around. You walk around the store, nothing really catching your eye until your eyes land on a dress.
Itās nothing too over the top, but it could be for any occasion if you dress right. āYou like it?ā You jump at the sound of Minaās voice next to you, looking over to see her arms filled with clothes.
āYeah, itās really cute,ā you comment, running your hand over it so that you can feel the fabric.
āYou should at least try it on then. Come on, Iām gonna try this stuff on too.ā Once you grab the dress off the rack, sheās pulling you toward the dressing room. You wait for Mina to try on all of her stuff, and there are actually a few times when she needed a second opinion. She decides to get most of the stuff that she tried on, leaving the ones that she doesnāt want on the rack.
āOkay, your turn.ā She nearly pushes you into a room, closing the door behind you. You try it on, turning around as you look at yourself in the mirror. It is really pretty, and you start to consider getting it when Mina softly knocks on the door.Ā
You laugh as you step out, letting her see it. āOh, my God, you look so good! You should get it!ā
āYou think?ā you ask, looking down at yourself.
āYes! Iāll even buy it for you.ā
āMina, you donāt have to do that.ā
She rests her hands on your arms. āJust think of this as your birthday present,ā she responds. āSeriously, itās no big deal. Also, thereās a sale going on, and if I spend enough money I get rewards,ā she adds when you start to look unsure.
āOnly if you want to,ā you relent, and she smiles widely before letting you go back into the room to take the dress off.Ā
You walk out of the store with just your dress in your hands while Mina has two bags. āSo, was that all you had planned today?ā You look over to see that Minaās looking at her phone, and she looks up at you before pocketing her phone.
āI was thinking of getting some food. You hungry?ā You shrug before you nod, and the both of you head over to the food court. Mina offers to get the food while you find a seat, and she brushes you off when you try to pay her back, using the birthday excuse again.
You donāt know how long you sit with her and talk about anything that comes up, continuing the conversation long after youāve finished eating. You offer to throw her food away, and when you come back, sheās looking at her phone again. āIs everything okay?ā
She looks up quickly. āYeah, Denkiās just stressing about something thatās no big deal.ā You chuckle as Mina collects her bags. You figured that she was done with what she needed, but then she proceeds to take you to almost every store that you pass by. You donāt mind it at first, but when you come out of the sixth store and she hasnāt bought anything, you start to get just a teensy bit annoyed.
āMina, you havenāt bought anything in over an hour,ā you speak up, and she looks at the time on her phone.
āWow, time really does fly! Iām ready to go if you are.ā You nod eagerly, sighing to yourself in relief. When you walk out of the mall, the sun is down which really tells you how long youāve been out because the sun was about to set when you walked in.
Mina drives by her place to drop her stuff off, and she urges you to put the dress on. āItās good to make sure you still like it,ā she presses, and you put it back on without much of a fight, sighing when you walk back out so she can see it. āPerfect! We have one more place to go to.ā
She grabs your arm, pulling you out of her house. āMina, wait!ā You didnāt even get to take the dress off, but sheās already locking her front door and pulling you to the car. You want to ask Mina what she has planned, but then sheās pulling into Seroās driveway.
You can barely get out of the car before Mina pushes you towards the door. āOpen it!ā You give her a suspicious look but open the door anyway. You frown when you see how dark it is in the house especially when Mina closes the door, but before you can question in, the lights turn on.Ā
āSurprise!!ā You jump when all of your friends jump out from where they were hiding, and you can see birthday decorations plastered all over the room. Youāre frozen in shock for a little bit, only moving when Mina puts a sash and crown on your head.
āWhat in the world?ā you find yourself asking as you walk further into the house.Ā
āHappy birthday!ā Mina yells, giving you a hug.Ā
āYou did all this?ā
āNope, this was all Seroās idea.ā Mina walks away as Hanta comes up to you, and you havenāt stopped smiling since the surprise was revealed.
āHappy birthday, baby,ā he tells you, leaning down to kiss you.
āYou purposefully had Mina get me out of the house for this?ā you laugh, and he laughs with you as he wraps his arms around your waist.
āYep. Sorry, you were out for so long though, we got started later than I wanted.ā
āI thought I was never gonna leave that mall,ā you sigh, and he laughs again before gently pulling you towards the party.Ā
There arenāt a lot of people here, but itās your closest friends and itās more than enough. The crown and the sash are definitely overkill, but you make no move to remove them during the night. Almost everyone got you something, and even if itās something small, you still love it regardless. Sero brings out a cake later on, and with everyone surrounding you, you feel that same feeling of happiness you were feeling earlier in the week.
Everyone cheers when you blow out the candles after they sing, and as Mina starts to cut the cake, you feel tears forming in your eyes. āWhatās wrong?ā Hanta whispers. Heās sitting next to you, turning your head toward him so that he can wipe your tears.
āIām just really happy,ā you say, sniffling as you smile widely. āThank you for this, Hanta. I love it.ā You lean over to kiss him softly, having a difficult time wiping the smile off your face.
āOf course, angel. Iām glad youāre having fun.āĀ
You stay glued to Hantaās side for the rest of the night, sharing a slice of cake with him. He never leaves your side either, and the house is filled with laughter and conversation. You wish that this moment could last forever even though you know it wonāt, but for the first time in a long time, youāve really enjoyed your birthday. And itās all thanks to Hanta.
āWhat?ā he asks you when he catches you looking at him.
āNothing,ā you whisper, shaking your head. You donāt give him any more than that, and he doesnāt push you, tightening his arm around you as he kisses your forehead.
The end of the semester sneaks up on you a lot faster than you like. All of a sudden, youāre stacked with last-minute exams all the while preparing for your final exams. You spend a lot of time studying with Mina since the class you share is the first final exam you both have.Ā
You wouldnāt say youāre worried about it, but the content isnāt the easiest and the exam is cumulative which makes you a little bit uneasy. Luckily, itās your hardest class this semester, so you have a little bit more room to allow this class to take up most of your study time.Ā
Sero's been busy as well, trying to finish up most of his projects before classes end. He volunteered to present his work at an art show the art department is hosting, but his professor suggested creating something new instead of presenting pieces he's already done.
Of course, he had talked about this with them way before the semester was coming to a close, but he couldn't really find any inspiration, and now he had nothing to present. He has maybe one painting that he might use, but it's not his best work.
You've been taking it easy the last couple of days since you and Mina thoroughly studied out your brains, so you won't see her anymore until you're taking the exam. This means you've been with Sero more, but you notice that he's still in his art studio even though he was there before you left.
You had been going back and forth from your dorm to the library and vice versa since you were studying, and as much as you loved spending time with Sero, you wanted to keep your mind clear and focused.
When you finally get back to his house, you slowly step into the art studio, seeing Hanta standing in front of a half-painted canvas.
"Have you been in here for the past couple of days?" you ask him softly when you walk up to him. He turns to you, and you easily let him fall into you, his head falling into your neck as his hands loosely rest on your hips.
"Yeah. I don't know what to do about this art show," he mumbles.
"Well, what you have so far looks good," you comment, turning your head a little to look at what heās already drawn
"It's not good enough for me, though."Ā
āMaybe you should take a break,ā you offer softly. āYouāve been working on this for a while. Maybe if you step back for a bit, something will strike.ā You donāt know if heās listening, but you start to move toward the door anyway.
You grab his hand once the distance between you starts to increase, but it takes a little bit of pulling on your part to get him to move. You pull him to his room, and you lay down on the bed first, pulling him onto the bed when he doesnāt move once you get comfortable.
He lays on top of you, and you turn the TV on, putting on one of your favorite shows before you set the remote aside. You run your fingers through Hantaās hair while your other hand rubs over his back. Hanta sighs heavily but he focuses on the TV anyway, and he realizes how much he missed being with you.Ā
He hadnāt really been paying attention to how much time had passed because he was stressed about his work. Heās glad you pulled him out of there because heās already starting to feel at ease, his shoulders aching when he relaxes from how long theyāve been tense. He can feel his eyelids growing heavy as he tries to watch the show, but he doesnāt keep it up for long, letting them fall closed.
Hanta swears that he only closed his eyes for a second, but when he opens them again, the TV is off, and itās dark in the room. Hanta looks around, seeing that youāre not laying in the bed with him, and he looks at the clock on his nightstand to see that itās late at night. He rolls over, feeling like he could sleep for longer even though he just found out he slept all day.
But then his stomach grumbles loudly, and he knows thereās no way he can go back to sleep now. He yawns loudly as he sits up, taking a couple more moments to wake up a little more before he stands. He brushes his teeth to get that taste out of his mouth before he heads toward the stairs. Heās looking for you as he makes his way down to the kitchen, and he can hear music coming from downstairs along with smelling something really good.
He yawns again as he gets to the kitchen, seeing you stirring something on the stove as you sway to the music thatās playing. He waits until you set the spoon down to try and get your attention, and you jump when you feel his hands at your waist.
āYou really donāt make any noise when you walk,ā you breathe, and Sero chuckles softly, looking over your shoulder to see what youāre making. āIām pretty sure youāre starving, but I didnāt wanna wake you up. You were sleeping like the dead.ā
āYeah, I canāt remember the last time Iāve gotten some sleep,ā he responds. You turn around with a small frown on your face.
āYou need to take better care of yourself, Hanta,ā you scold lightly, pressing your finger to his forehead gently. He smiles, grabbing your hand so that he can plant a small kiss on your skin.
āYeah, I know. I just got too caught upā¦but it might happen again,ā he admits, and you roll your eyes at him.
āWell, you should eat. Iām almost done.ā He hums as you turn around, and you feel his arms wrap around you, but he doesnāt let you go. You shake your head, but let him stay since youāre almost done cooking anyway.
You make a plate for the both of you, and you carry both as Hanta stays attached to you until you get to the table. You wonder if heāll make you sit in his lap since he seems to be super clingy right now, but he lets you have your own seat. It mustāve been a while since heās eaten because youāve barely made it halfway through your plate, and heās already done.Ā
You made more just to be on the safe side and youāre glad you did. You offer to make him another plate once you finish up yours, handing him the plate before washing yours in the sink. You clean up the dishes you cooked with while Sero finishes eating. You sit on the counter while he washes his dish, and neither of you makes any move to start a conversation.
He dries his hands off before stepping in between your legs, and your hands slide over his shoulders. He leans down so that his face is inches from yours, and you both look at each other in the eyes, laughing softly. āHi,ā he whispers, letting his hands move under your (his) shirt.
āHi,ā you echo, and he kisses you gently. āAre you gonna be staying up again?ā He sighs softly before he shakes his head, moving his arms so that he can rub over your thighs.
āI think I still need to take a break,ā he answers. āWere you gonna go back to sleep?ā
āNo, I kinda took a power nap earlier, so Iām gonna be up.ā He nods and you look around, looking back at Hanta as you smile. āI was gonna bake some cookies if you wanna do it with me,ā you offer.
He chuckles as he steps back so you can get off the counter. You grab all of the ingredients you need, and he grabs all of the supplies youāll need. When you went out to the store earlier in the week, you didnāt really know what cookies you wanted to make, so you both just make a handful of all of the ones that you wanted.
Making the batter takes longer than it should since Hanta either keeps trying to eat the raw batter or keeps hitting you with the flour. The latter causes flour to be all over both of you, the counter, and the floor. An hour has passed before you finally put all the cookies in the oven.
āYouāre gonna have to clean all this up, you know?ā you tell him as you wash your hands. He washes his hands after you before crowding you against the island.
āYes, maāam,ā he muses before he grabs you by your hips to set you on the counter. āYou just sit here and look pretty.ā
āThat was my plan,ā you jest, and he smiles, kissing you on the forehead then your nose and lips before he starts cleaning. You listen to the music youāre still playing as the sweet smell of the cookies fills your nose. You both hum to the music as Hanta moves all the dishes into the sink so that he can wipe off the counters.
You slide off the counter to check on some of the cookies after you check the time on your phone, and you gently hip-check Hanta out of the way so you can open the oven. You laugh when he pokes you in your side, and you use the handle of a spoon to check if theyāre cooked through.
One of the pans is finished, so you slide an oven mitt on your hand and pull them out. You set them on the stove as you close the oven. The pan has sugar cookies on them, and they were the first ones that you and Hanta made. Instead of sitting on the counter while you wait for them to cool off, you wrap your arms around Hanta, resting your head on his back.
You always talk about how clingy Hanta gets, but if you think about it, youāre probably doing it just as much as he does. You donāt know how to explain it; it just feels natural, like something that just feels right. Every time youāre near him, it just feels like your whole mood gets better. Sometimes, you donāt even realize how down your mood is until youāre in Hantaās arms.
Heās almost done washing everything while you continue to check the cookies and take them out if theyāre fully cooked. When you finally get the last pan out of the oven, you turn it off before you try a sugar cookie. Hanta turns to you right as you take a bite, and you hold it out to him for him to do the same. He takes a bigger bite than you did, so you let him have the rest of the cookie.
You both donāt eat all of the cookies since you just finished eating dinner, but you do eat a few from each pan. āMm, I love this song,ā Hanta says as he finishes a cookie. You finish yours as he grabs your hands to pull you to the living room so you can hear the song better.
Youāve never heard the song before, but you follow him anyway. He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you into him as he starts to slowly spin around in a circle. You let your arms loosely wrap around his neck as he softly hums the song. He sings the lyrics as he looks down at you, and you smile at him as you listen to him.
You close your eyes after a while, and you rest your head against his. Itās like time slows down as the song surrounds the two of you, and Hanta moves your head so that itās resting on his chest. He rests his chin on the top of your head gently as he hums the song.
As the song comes to an end, you can feel the energy you got from your nap earlier running out, trying your best to conceal your yawn, but Hanta hears it. He doesnāt say anything, pulling you upstairs to his room. You practically flop onto the bed, feeling the rush of fatigue hit you suddenly.Ā
Sero slides into bed next to you after turning the lights off, and your blinking is already slow when he pulls the blanket over the both of you. āGoodnight, baby,ā Hanta whispers before he huffs a bit. āOr good morning, I guess,ā he adds, noting how the sunrise is starting to peak through the curtains.
You hum softly, a small smile appearing on your face for a bit before your face falls. āGoodnight, Hanta.ā
~
When you wake up, you roll over before you notice that youāre alone in the bed. The sun is well up in the sky, and you would just go back to sleep, but you really have to pee. You groan softly, throwing the blankets off of you and stretching when you stand. After you use the bathroom, you decide to see where Hanta went.
You check his art studio first since itās on the same floor, and you call his name softly as you push the door open. You walk in to see him painting, and heās so focused that he doesnāt even hear you come in. You walk a little closer to him, calling his name a little louder so that you donāt scare him as you approach him.
He quickly looks over his shoulder, and he gives you a quick kiss on the lips before he turns back around. āWhatāre you doing up?ā
āI had to pee,ā you tell him as you look at what heās doing before you look over him, seeing that heās covered in paint, having it all over his face, fingers, arms, and torso. āHow long you been at it?ā
āI only slept for like an hour, I dunno,ā he nearly mumbles, and you donāt really press him with any more questions.Ā
Mina had warned you about this a while ago, telling you that whenever inspiration strikes, heāll work until itās finished, and thereās almost nothing that could break him from it. You decide you donāt want to get back into bed by yourself, so you grab a blanket from his room.
He has a couch in his studio, so you make yourself at home, laying down and curling yourself under the blanket. You watch him work, wondering what inspiration struck him since he was in such a slump not too long ago. You notice that he has the song that was playing last night that he was singing, and it makes you smile as the memories fill your head.
Once you settle into the couch, you can feel yourself starting to feel sleepy. You didnāt check the time when you woke up, but it doesnāt feel like you got much sleep, so you donāt fight it when it comes back.
When you wake up, Hanta is in the same position that you last saw him in. He seems to be working on something different, and you starting to think that heās been at this for a while now. The music is still playing in the room, and your stomach grumbles a little when your body starts to shake the sleep off.
If youāre hungry, then Hanta has to be as well, but you donāt think youād be able to pull him away for even a second. You go into the bathroom to brush your teeth before you go downstairs to try and figure out what you want to eat. When you walk into the kitchen, you see that itās completely empty, so Hanta mustāve put the cookies up earlier.
Itās nearly the afternoon, so youāre not really in the mood for breakfast, so you just decide to heat up dinner from last night. You make yourself a plate before grabbing two bottles of water and making your way back to the studio.
You set yours on the couch while you put the other one on the floor next to the easel that Hantaās using, but not in a spot where he could knock it over. āHanta, you should eat,ā you try.
āIn a minute, I promise,ā he hums, and a smile pulls at the corner of your lip as you roll your eyes. You hold out some of the food on your fork in Hantaās direction, and he barely registers that itās there. You try to put it in his line of sight, and he eats it off the fork, but he doesnāt take his eyes off the canvas.
You feel a little better that he has something on his stomach even if it isnāt a lot, but you donāt want to risk ruining his painting, so you give him his space and sit back down on the couch. This is honestly how you spend the next couple of days. You try to get a little bit of food in Hantaās stomach, and you notice that heās drinking the water even though youāve never seen him pick up the bottle.
You sleep on the couch whenever fatigue gets to you because you donāt want to be in a different room than Hanta, and you want to make sure that he doesnāt pass out or anything. Every time you wake up or walk back into the room, he seems to be covered in more paint than he was the previous time you saw him. Once a couple of days pass, you wonder if heās going to make the deadline for the art show he mentioned.
You didnāt ask him if what he was painting was for that event because you were confident you werenāt going to get an answer from him. But youāre hoping that heāll be done soon because you miss him. This is the first time since youāve met that his attention has been on something longer than itās been on you. You try to ignore the jealousy youāre feeling, but sometimes it canāt be helped.
Youāve dozed off again, and you can hear someone calling your name, but youāre trying to figure out if itās coming from the real world or your dream world. As you start to become more aware of the voice, you can feel something rubbing at your cheek. You open your eyes slowly to see Hanta squatting down in front of you, his face level with yours.
āHanta?ā you mumble. āAre you done?ā
āYeah, I am,ā he answers softly with a small smile. You look past him to see that heās added another canvas to the three he already had. āThank you for taking care of me, baby.ā
You practically gush at the praise, that smile he always wears would make you melt like it always does if you werenāt laying down. āOf course. Canāt have my boyfriend passing out on me.ā
He chuckles a bit as you yawn. āWhy donāt you get in bed? Iām gonna shower, and Iāll be in there with you soon.ā You make a noise of protest but slowly get up anyway. Hanta quickly kisses you on the forehead before you leave, and you make the short walk to his room, crashing on the bed once itās in reach.
You pull the blanket up to your chin as you snuggle into the bed, getting comfortable since youāve been sleeping on the couch for a while. You fight sleep for as long as you can, wanting to wait for Hanta to slide in next to you. You fall asleep eventually, not realizing it until you feel something running over your face.
You slowly peel your eyes open, Hantaās face coming into view and becoming less blurry. āHey, angel,ā he whispers, and you smile weakly before moving closer to him. āGo back to sleep.ā
āBut I wanna talk to you,ā you mumble. āI havenāt spent time with you in, like, days.ā Your words are slow since youāre so tired, but you keep talking anyway. You lift your head up, resting your chin on his chest so that you can keep looking at him. āAnd I didnāt see you today because I had that exam.ā
āOh, shit. I forgot about that. Iām so sorry.āĀ
You slowly shake your head. āDonāt worry about it. I know you had stuff to do too.ā
āSo, how do you think you did?ā he asks, smiling at how sleepy you are.
āI donāt think I did great, but I donāt think I failed either,ā you respond. āBut I hope that Mina passes because sheāll have to take the class again if she fails.ā
āAh, Iām sure she did fine,ā Hanta says, wrapping his arm around you as he guides your head to lie down on his chest. āNow, go to sleep, baby. Youāre stupidly tired.ā
āYeah, but I wanna talk to you,ā you say softly even though youāre letting the fatigue take over.
āYou can talk to me as soon as you get some sleep. Iām not going anywhere,ā he whispers, kissing the top of your head.
You went to the art gallery to see the paintings that Sero made since he wouldnāt let you see them until they were displayed. They were beautiful of course, and you were mostly impressed that he was able to finish four paintings in less than a week. Neither of you stayed long, and you helped him bring all of them back to his house.
He puts them up in his art studio, and you really look at them. āI canāt believe that you did this in so little time.ā
āI had you to thank,ā he says, wrapping his arms around your middle. āHaving a muse is no joke.ā
You laugh a little, shaking your head as you sink into him. āYou always say that.ā
āCause itās true,ā he presses. āI made all of this because you were the one that pulled me away when I wasnāt making any progress. You inspired all of this.ā You canāt help but smile, and when you really look at each one, you can see things in the paintings that relate to what you and Hanta had been doing for the last week.
āWell, Iām glad I could help,ā you respond softly, the beauty of his paintings really hitting you when you realize that they represent the two of you. God, you really like him, and by the looks of his art, he feels the exact same way.
Second semester is well underway, and you're so glad that you didn't stack it up this time. It's not exactly smooth sailing, but you're not drowning in work and due dates this time. Since Hanta will be graduating early, he's been doing a lot of work on his senior project, which takes up most of his time when he's really focused on it. The thought makes you upset if you think about it for too long, but Hanta's always making sure that you're not dwelling on it. Just because he's graduating doesn't mean that he'll be going anywhere.
By prioritizing your time, you give yourself a lot of free time on the weekends, which allows you to really reset before the next school week. You usually spend this time catching up on your Animal Crossing island or continuing your journey of reaching perfection in Stardew Valley. You hang out with your friends if you're feeling up to it, and sometimes you find yourself forcing Hanta to take a break when you notice he's been working for too long.
"Hanta, I know your hand is hurting like a bitch," you comment after you've seen him shake his hand multiple times as he looks over his work. "At least lay with me," you try, pulling softly on his wrist. "You've been working nonstop, you can't keep doing this."
He finally stands with a sigh, a tired smile appearing on his face when you look up at him, your smile beaming. You pull him into his room, and he lays on top of you when you get on the bed. You grab your switch as you start to explain everything that you've been doing so far in the games you're playing. His breathing starts to become more even, a little slower, so you lower your voice as you continue talking.
"I love you." You freeze mid-sentence because you were sure he was fast asleep. You pause your movements before you look down at him, and he's looking at you, his eyes half-open.
"What?" you whisper, his words finally starting to register in your head.
"I love you," he repeats. "You don't have to say it back, don't worry," he adds. "I just wanted to tell you because it's all I think about when I look at you." You let your hand fall to the side as he talks so that you can really look at him. "I really love you, like a lot."
You can tell he's about to fall asleep because his words are starting to jumble together, but you're still at a loss for words. "And I love when I wake up next to you, and I love how you take care of me," he continues before rubbing his face against your chest. "I really got lucky with you."
It's the last thing you hear him say before he finally goes to sleep, and you feel so overwhelmed with emotions, you don't know how to feel. You fight the tears in your eyes that you're certain came from your overwhelming happiness before you rub over his head.
He stirs a bit, but he doesn't wake up, and you stare at him for who knows how long before you get back to your game.
~
Hantaās laying on the bed, half-watching the show thatās playing on the TV. He adjusts himself against the headboard once his lower back starts to ache a bit as he hears you coming back from the bathroom. His attention is totally focused on you when you carefully walk into the room, your attention on your phone.Ā
Your hair is slightly damp from detangling it in the shower, but Sero's more fixated on what you're wearing. You've got a lot more skin showing than usual, a tight fitting tank top on your body, and the lower half is only covered by your underwear.
He quickly moves over to your side of the bed as you plug your phone up, and he catches your wrist when you set it on the nightstand. "What's this?" he questions softly, making a point to only look at your body, and you look down at yourself before you look at him with a frown.
"What's what?" you say, sliding your fingers in between his. "My clothes?" you add with a quick laugh. He pulls you towards the bed, and you easily follow, getting on the bed on your knees before he guides you to sit in between his legs with your back against his chest.
You get comfortable, relaxing against him as he looks down your body over your shoulder. "It's different," he mumbles, resting his hands on your hips, one of them playing with the hem of your tank before dipping underneath to rub at your skin.
"Good different or bad different?" you ask quietly, and Hanta keeps his eyes on your chest, continuing to touch your body as he watches your nipples harden, eventually peaking through the material.
"Oh, sweetheart," he starts, finally looking you in the eyes. "There is nothing bad about this." Both of his hands make their way under your shirt as you gently place your hands on his thighs. "Why the change, hm?"
You were kind of hoping he wouldn't notice, but you are wearing something that you haven't really worn before, at least not at his house. You usually wear his shirts and shorts to bed, occasionally underwear if you feel like it, but you've never worn anything this revealing before.
You can thank Mina for that. You had been thinking about doing more with Hanta, but you didn't know how to start the conversation without being so awkward. So, you asked Mina and she said that this would help, but you don't know if you can even bring yourself to say it.
It took you about five minutes after putting your clothes on to walk out of the bathroom. "I just get hot at night sometimes," you say softly, looking away.
"Really?" he hums before his fingers reach your tits where they rub over them gently, purposefully avoiding your nipples. "Well, as long as you're comfortable." You don't respond, your breath catching in your chest a little due to Hanta touching you.
You try to focus on the show that's playing, but it's impossible. Your legs slide across the bed and against his legs as his hands divide into two paths across your body. One of his hands rubs in between your legs, but he keeps his fingers over your panties.
His other hand rubs over your stomach before he softly cups your tit. His finger gently rubs over your nipple, and your toes curl as you bite your lip, having such a hard time keeping quiet. He dips his fingers further down your body, smirking to himself when he can feel how you're soaking your underwear.
"Hanta," you mumble when you feel his lips on your neck.
"What?" he teases, letting his fingers dip under your panties, and you jump a bit when they immediately find your clit. You moan quietly when he rubs at your sensitive bud, and he moves his hand up to pull your shirt above your boobs.
He plays with the most sensitive parts of you, your head eventually falling back on his shoulder as your legs starts to struggle to stay open. You grab onto his wrist gently, but he doesn't stop touching you, and you almost forget what you were actually trying to do in the first place.
You don't know if you can even bring yourself to say it, and in your head you say that you need more time to boost your confidence, when in reality, Hanta's fingers are just too good. You let your eyes close as his fingers prod at your entrance, moving his hand from your chest so that he can continue to rub at your clit.
He doesn't even have to slide his fingers all the way in for you to feel your orgasm rising. You turn your head to the side, your grip on his wrist tightening as he kisses you softly. You can barely keep up with it, and he uses your distracted state to claim your mouth, letting his tongue move around yours before sucking on it.
You gasp into his mouth, your back arching away from him, and Hanta smirks as he watches you before turning his attention to where his fingers disappear under your panties. "You close?" he whispers even though he already knows the answer, his smirk turning into a smile when you quickly nod your head.
Your face screws up in that way that he loves, and you start to move into his fingers, which causes you to grind against him. He's already hard, so you moving gives him a little bit of challenge as his focus gets split just a little. His jaw clenches as he focuses on you and making you cum, encouraging you through it.
You cum with a gasp of his name, your body shaking as you try to keep moving your hips. He keeps his fingers moving until you start to settle down, and he easily slides them into his mouth after taking them out of you. You call his name again, and he hums as he looks down at you.
Your eyes are barely open, but he can see how your pupils are blown wide, and he'll never get tired of reducing you to this state. "What's up, baby?" he asks, using his other hand to rub over your tummy again.
"More," you start, and before he can press you about what you mean, you move your face into his neck.
"Can't give you what you want if you're not looking at me, angel," he counters softly, grinning when he can hear you whine a little.
You take a couple of deep breaths before he feels you move your head. "I wanna feel you," you mumble, "...inside me."
Hanta feels his world stop for a little bit as his dick twitches. His breath gets caught in his chest for a second, but he recovers quickly. "You sure?" You nod quickly. "I don't wanna hurt you," he continues even though there's nothing more that he would love to do.
"Maybe just the tip? I don't care, I just wanna feel you." He can't stop the groan that comes out of him. "Please, Han."
"Okay, okay, baby. I gotcha," he coos softly, moving so that he can lay you down. You watch him straddle you, and you look down to see that he's very much hard. He kisses you gently, rubbing his thumb over your cheek. "Are you sure?"
You nod quickly again, reaching for the top of his shorts, but he's quick to put his hands on top of yours. "And you'll tell me if you wanna stop."
"Yes, Hanta," you answer quickly. "I promise." You look him in the eye to let him know that you mean it. You try at his shorts again and this time he lets you, helping you slide them down to his knees. He pulls your underwear down and off your legs as you admire what's in between his legs, and you can feel your nerves start to come back.
Now that you're starting to lose that post-orgasmic high, your thoughts are starting to run wild again. You watch as he reaches into his nightstand, pulling out a condom, and reality starts to set in for you.
He looks at you again before he opens it like he could feel how nervous you are. "We don't have to do this, sweetheart," he reminds you again.
"I-I know, but I want to," you answer before your eyes trail down again. "You're just...really big," you breathe, saying the last part under your breath.
"And I'm not gonna go all the way unless you want me to, okay?" He leans down to kiss you, taking his time to help you ease your nerves. You can hear him rip the wrapper open, and you pull away to look at his hands.
"Do we really need that?" you ask, your voice genuine.
"Yeah," he answers, nodding his head. "I don't trust myself," he adds, but you don't seem to hear him because you're watching him slide the condom on. It's been a while for him, and he definitely doesn't trust his pull-out game, especially if he goes in raw. He grabs a pillow, having you lift your hips up so he can slide it under you.
You jump when you feel his fingers touch your hole, and he's quick to rub your thighs with his other hand. "Relax, baby, just breathe." He moves a little closer to you on his knees so that he can keep your legs open, and he uses his thumb to rub at your clit as he stretches you open.
You're still a little sensitive from your orgasm, but it doesn't take long for you to start soaking his fingers. "You ready?" he asks, and you nod quickly, giving him a verbal confirmation He guides himself towards your entrance, and he continues to rub your leg. "Relax, okay?" he whispers before he moves again. He rubs at your clit, which is definitely welcomed when you feel him start to push in.
It's definitely bigger than his fingers, and you wince just a bit, your breath catching for a second. The stretch starts to feel good though, and you can't help but moan as he keeps moving after you urge him to by gently pulling on his arm. You look up at him when he groans, seeing that he's let his head fall, stilling himself as he lets his hands fall beside you on the bed.
"How you feeling?" he asks after he takes a deep breath, lifting up his head to look at you.
You look down at where he's currently disappearing inside of you as you nod. "I'm okay, it feels kinda weird," you say honestly. "But you feel good." A low moan escapes him before he carefully bends his arms so that he can kiss you. "Can you move?" you ask against his lips.
He nods, moving inside of you a little deeper before sliding back out. It's not enough to really make you feel anything crazy, but you do feel better and lot less nervous about the whole thing. You spread your legs open a bit, watching him move, and you don't tell him to move any further inside of you, but you really do like feeling him inside of you. "Does it feel good for you?" You notice that he's been usually quiet, and you look at him, his eyes opening right after you do.
"Yeah," he sighs. "Really good." He groans again, and he didn't think that he could shake this much. His body is vibrating as he tries to keep his pace steady without going any further, but you're so tight, your pussy so snug around him. Suddenly, he's slowly sliding out of you, making you gasp, before he stutters out a breath. "F-Fuck, I can't--I can't," he gasps. "Sorry, baby."
"What's wrong?" you ask, watching his chest heave. He kisses you instead of answering you at first, trying to calm himself down first.
"Can't control myself," he mumbles against you. "You feel too good, and I don't wanna hurt you."
"O-Oh," you say, feeling heat rush to your face even though it's pretty warm, and you look away from him before you speak. "But I still want you to cum," you admit, having a hard time holding his eyes.
"Yeah?" he muses, smiling at you. You nod, shyly diverting your gaze, only looking at him when he lifts himself up. He sits back on his legs, and you watch him slide the condom off, chucking it into the trashcan. He sighs as he pumps himself, and you can't help but watch until he grabs your legs.
You let him move you, wondering what he's doing as he starts to lift your legs by your knees. He straightens your legs, moving them to the side so your ankles rest on his shoulder. You gasp softly when you feel him slide in between your legs, and he feels so hot against your skin.
He starts move his hips slowly, and his movements rub against your clit which causes you to release a quiet moan. His hips slap against the back of your legs as he speeds up his thrusts, and you can see the tip peaking out every time he moves forward. You try to squeeze your thighs together, and he moans as he starts to lean forward, pushing your legs to your body.
"Shit," he groans, and you can feel yourself getting wet just watching him lose himself as he fucks your thighs. He plants his hand on the bed next to you as his hips start to lose their rhythm. He moans as his eyebrows crease, and you gasp when you feel something warm hit your stomach.
You look down to see him shooting onto your skin, slamming his hips against you a couple more times before he slows. He lets your legs go, and you immediately let them fall around him as he catches his breath. "Fuck, that was so good," he sighs, and he gets up so that he can clean you up as you roll your ankles, trying to circulate the blood in your feet.
He cleans the both of you up, and he lays down next to you, rolling over onto his side as he moves you into the same position. "You okay?" he asks, rubbing over your body. You hum your answer before he kisses you on your forehead. You both listen to the show playing on the TV, but neither of you is watching, just focusing on each other's breathing.
"As much as I love seeing you barely wearing anything, you could've just asked me," he says suddenly, and you feel your face warm.
"I know," you mumble, and he chuckles quietly, kissing your skin again in a quick apology.
You fight tears for as long as you can when Hanta graduates. You're happy for him of course, and you find yourself laughing when all of your friends joke that he ditched them and won't be suffering with the rest of them. Since it's the summer, you all have plans to hang out over the break, just a way to get away from school and just have some fun.
You all decide to go to the beach, which is very predictable, but you all had been saving up money, and you all wanted to spend time with Hanta before he goes on and does whatever he's going to be doing. Because everyone's exam schedule is different, you all decide to just get to the hotel on your own time. You and Hanta go together, getting there before everyone else.
You have a couple of days until everyone else gets here, and you spend those days at the beach or in the hotel if it's too hot. When everyone finally gets to the beach, the rest of the week goes by in a blur. You all go to escape rooms, sightseeing, try all kinds of restaurants, and of course, spend time at the beach.
You ask Hanta to rub sunscreen on your back, which just leads to him trying to convince you to let him do your whole body. He pouts when you tell him no, sulking on the blanket he has on the sand, and you roll your eyes before applying the rest of your sunscreen. You play in the water with Denki and Jirou for a while before the heat starts to get to you. You leave them alone since they somehow still have so much energy.
You lay down on your blanket next to Hanta, and he doesn't move when you lay down or when you were walking toward him. He has sunglasses on, so you assume that he's asleep. You dry yourself off a bit before you move to lay on your stomach, scrolling on your phone as you look around the beach.
You nearly jump out of your skin when you feel something touch your ass, and you look over your shoulder to see Hanta's head facing toward you. You yelp softly when he squeezes, pushing his hand away. "Hanta, you can't do that," you laugh, moving his hand away when he tries to touch you again.
"But you look so good," he tries, and you brush his hand away once more before you shift out of his reach.
"You can touch me all you want at the hotel," you argue lightly, shaking your head as you look at your phone again. You can see Hanta get up in your peripheral, but you don't think much of it. You sit up getting ready to turn over when Hanta pulls you to your feet. "What are you doing?"
He suddenly picks you up, throwing you over his shoulder before he grabs your stuff with his other hand. You shout in surprise before you start laughing, telling him to put you down at your hit his back softly with your fists. Since your hotel is on the beach, it doesn't take him long to reach the doors, and he sets you down right before he gets to the building.
He doesn't give you time to catch your breath, pulling you into the hotel and toward your room. You wonder what in the world has gotten into him, and he barely lets the room door close before his hands are all over your body. "Hanta, what the hell are you doing?" you ask lightly, but you don't stop what he's doing.
"I'm touching you all I want," he jabs, and you laugh as you roll your eyes.
"But I'm covered in sand," you try, and you think he ignores you, but he's pulling you toward the bathroom. He turns the shower on, undressing himself before he quickly undresses you, checking the water before getting in the shower with you in tow. "Hanta, you don't even--"
"Why are you being so mean to me?" he whines as he presses you against the wall. Your back arches, pushing your body into him because the wall is so cold. "Just let me love on you." You can't help but laugh, but you rest your arms around his shoulders as he lets his hands rub over your body. He stares at you, the loving look in his eyes still making you nervous despite seeing it all the time.
"I love you," he says, squeezing your hips before letting his hands rub up your back.
"So, I've been told," you tease, and you stand on your toes to reach his lips. He hums when you kiss him, leaning down so that you don't have to keep standing on your toes.
"You're so beautiful," he tells you softly.
"Someone has also told me that," you laugh before you look down to yawn, blinking rapidly as your eyes start to water. "I wanna take a nap," you whisper, even though it's pretty obvious. Hanta moves so that you're under the stream, and you let him wash your body, neither of you says a word, letting the silence along with the sound of the water running fill the air.
He takes care of you before he takes care of himself, drying you off first before moisturizing your skin with your lotion. You lightly push him away so that he can dry off because the water dripping from him lands on your skin and it's freezing cold. You get dressed, spreading out on the bed before you curl into yourself as you roll onto your side. You get under the blankets, rubbing your legs against the sheets as content floods your system.
You hear Hanta slide into the bed next to you, but you don't turn around, feeling his hand rub over your body. You eventually grab his hand, lacing your fingers with his. He kisses all over your face and neck, making you giggle before you roll over to face him. You adjust your hand, letting go of his to turn it around before holding his hand again.
You shift up a bit so you can kiss him, the action making the both of you smile immediately. You kiss him again and again and again until he chuckles. "What's up with you?" he whispers, and you pull away but keep your face close to his.
"Nothing," you say playfully with a shrug. "I'm just really happy."
"Yeah?" he says, his smile widening.
"Yeah," you respond quickly with a nod as your smile widens with his. You kiss him again before you rest your top half on his. He rubs his thumb over the back of your hand while his other hand rubs over your back. You can feel that fatigue you felt earlier in the shower creep up on you, yawning loudly as you let your eyes close.
You wake up, wondering when you went to sleep, finding yourself in bed by yourself. You sit up slowly, stretching as you try to wake up, and the clock on the nightstand tells you that you've been sleeping for about an hour. Hanta is walking out of the bathroom as you blink heavily, really trying to get the sleep out of your eyes.
"How'd you sleep?" he asks, getting back into bed. Before you can answer, he's already laying down, gently taking you with him.
"I'm still so tired," you mumble, snuggling into him.
"Mm, I bet," he hums. "You've been out in the sun all day." You didn't really make any progress with trying to wake yourself up, and with Hanta's body heat radiating against you, it's an even bigger fight. "Go back to sleep. I need you well rested for a later tonight."
"Hm? What's tonight?" you whisper as you start to go in and out of sleep.
"A surprise." You feel him kiss your forehead, and you smile subconsciously, completely forgetting to question him about the surprise as you fall back asleep.
~
You have a lot more energy when you wake up the second time, seeing that the sun is already starting to set. Hanta's out of bed once again, telling you that you need to get ready when you sit up. He still won't tell you what's going on, but you get out of bed and head to the bathroom to brush your teeth and wash your face. You walk back out to get dressed before you go back into the bathroom to put some earrings on.
Hanta walks into the bathroom when you put the last one on, and you smile at him through the mirror. He returns it, wrapping his arms around you before kissing you on your head. "You look beautiful, angel." You lean back into him, letting your head fall back so that you can kiss him.
"Thank you," you whisper. "Are you gonna tell me where we're going?"
"Nice try," he smiles, and you playfully roll your eyes at another failed attempt. "But I do have something for you." You raise your eyebrows in interest. "Close your eyes, okay?" You move your head back down before you let your eyes close, and you can hear him moving behind you.
You jump a little when you feel something cold touch your neck, and you wait until he tells you to open your eyes. When you open your eyes they automatically fall on the necklace he's put on you. You step forward, closer to the mirror, to look at the gold jewelry, seeing his name caged in by two roses; the flower that he put in your hair when you first started hanging out with him.
"I love it," you say, running your fingers over it. "It's so pretty."
"Like the girl that's wearing it," he muses, and you can't help but laugh, turning around to give him a hug.
"Thank you, Hanta."
"You're welcome, baby." You pull away, finally taking him in since you're not blocking your own view in the mirror. The first thing you notice is that he's not wearing the necklaces that he usually is, instead it's the same one you're wearing except your name is the one on it. You freeze for a split second before you run your fingers across it.
"You got one too?"
"Of course," he answers, tilting your head by your chin so that he can kiss you. "Cause I'm all yours." The statement makes your face warm, but pride swells in your chest at the same time because he's right. And you're all his. You wrap your arms around his neck to kiss him again, and you fight the urge to whine when he pulls away too soon. "C'mon, we're gonna be late."
He pulls you out of the bathroom so that you can put your shoes on, and you follow him out of the hotel room, letting him lead the way since you still don't know what he has planned. Since the sun has started to go down, the air is much cooler at night, and there's a nice breeze that carefully blows through the air when you step outside. With the light from the sun starting to disappear, the boardwalk is lively, all of the lights starting to light up the sky.
He takes you there first, and it's got food, games, and rides. There are people everywhere, and he holds your hand the entire time as you walk around, taking it all in. Once you get there, he lets you take the lead, following wherever you go. The first thing you think about is food since it's all you can smell, and you spend a good portion of your time just trying to narrow down your options.
You're finally able to pick one once your stomach starts growling for you to feed it something, and Hanta ends up getting food from your second choice so that you can try it also. You don't get a lot of food because you know you're going to be doing a lot of walking, so you don't want to stuff yourself full. You head towards the games first, starting with the ones where you have to compete with Hanta.
You only win a couple of the games, but you're happy nonetheless especially since Hanta gives you all the prizes he wins. You move through the area, having a hard time hiding your gasp every time you see a stuffed animal prize that you want. And every time you do it, Hanta is immediately going over to the booth to win it for you. Both of you can barely carry anything, and you can't help but laugh at yourself as you walk through the boardwalk.
Your feet start aching after a while, and your arms are starting to burn from holding everything for so long. Hanta tells you to wait right outside of the boardwalk before he takes the stuffed animals that you're holding. He reassures you that he can hold them all before he walks away, and it's not even five minutes until he comes back empty-handed.
"Please don't tell me that you ran to the hotel and back," you say hesitantly, letting him grab your hand and walk you in a different direction.
"No, I asked Denki if he could hold them for you," he tells you after he chuckles. "I had more planned tonight, so I asked him to take them." You want to ask him what else he has planned, but you notice that you're coming up on the Ferris wheel. You get lucky with your timing because you barely have to wait to get on it.
Hanta lets you get in first before he slides into the cart next to you. It takes a while for you to get to the top since everyone stops at the top of the wheel, but you reminisce about the time that you're spending with Hanta nonetheless. He keeps you close to him with his arm wrapped around you so that you're tucked into his side, and you take in the sights around you as you get higher.
You start to take pictures once you get high enough to see a lot of stuff, and Hanta watches you fondly the entire time, happy that you seem to be really having fun. Your excitement starts to dwindle into awe as you reach the top, really taking in everything that you can see. "God, this is so pretty," you admire, nearly getting lost in everything you're looking at.
"Yeah, it is," he whispers, causing you to finally look at him only to find him looking right at you.
"You're not even looking at the view," you joke.
"Why would I when you're the best thing my eyes have seen?"
"You're always saying that," you counter as the blood rushes to your face, and you try to shift your attention back to the sky, but he stops you quickly by softly catching your chin.
"Because it's true, and I'm gonna keep saying it. You're the prettiest damn woman I've ever seen," he declares. "You take my breath away every time I see you first thing after I wake up."
"Hanta." He smiles fondly at your reaction, chuckling a little as he watches you.
"I love you so much," he continues, and you want to tell him how you feel the same way, but it's hard for you to get your words out in the way that you want. You know Hanta knows that, and you hope that you can find the words that you want to say, but you decide to worry about it another time when he kisses you.
You miss the view at the very top of the Ferris wheel in favor of letting yourself melt into him, but you're not upset about that at all. You sigh softly when he deepens the kiss a bit as he starts to lean forward. It makes you move backward until you're pressed against the window at the same time you feel his hand sneaking up your leg.
"Are you really trying to feel me up right now?" you question playfully, and his smile tickles your lips as he his hand continues its path.
"What if I was?"
"People can probably see us, Hanta," you try even though you make no move to stop him.
"Well, then you shouldn't have worn something that gives me easy access."
You scoff softly. "Hey, that's not fair--" He cuts you off gently by kissing you again, bending one of your legs at the knee so that your foot is resting on the seat. He nudges your other leg away, and he slides closer to you, further trapping you in between the wall and him. Your hands dig into his shoulders as you feel him reach in between your legs under your dress.
You gasp when he starts to rub over your covered pussy, and you can barely feel the Ferris wheel starting to move again. You want to be embarrassed about how anyone could see you, but right now it's only making you even more aroused. "Hanta," you whisper, barely able to get his name out since he's starting to reach into your underwear. "W-We're going down."
He just hums into your mouth before carefully pushing his tongue inside, and you easily let him. "How does that make you feel?" he asks, and he's barely got his finger pressed against your entrance, but he can feel how you're throbbing at the thought. "Someone seems to be into it," he teases, and he pulls away, finally looking at you with a cheeky smile.
He lets his thumb rub over your clit, and you glance out the window to see that you're getting lower. You're caught in between wanting to push him away or pull him closer, and a stifled moan leaves your mouth. He kisses you again, this time a lot sloppier than before, the wet sounds of your mouth slotting together echoing in the cart.
He pulls away, a string of saliva the only thing keeping you connected until he breaks it. He slides his hand from between your legs, smiling at how gone he nearly has you. "You're so mean," you say breathlessly with a small pout. He kisses your forehead in apology as he closes your legs and fixes your dress.
"You love it though, right?"
"No," you huff, shoving him a little, but both of you know that you don't mean it. You're still flustered when you get off the Ferris wheel, and in the back of your head, you're wondering if someone really did see what you were doing. You let Hanta take your hand and guide you through the slew of people, and you're looking at your surroundings when you stop suddenly. Hanta quickly stops when you pull against his hand, turning around to see what made you stop.
"There's a photobooth!" you exclaim, pulling Hanta in the direction of it before he can even respond. There's no one inside when you pull the curtain aside, and you slide inside with Sero right behind you. Although, it's made known immediately that there definitely isn't enough room for the both of you on the seat because of how big he is. He waste no time sitting you on his lap, and you give him a look.
"What?"
"Behave," you say playfully, not needing to say much for him to understand. All he does is smile at you, but his hands stay on your waist, and you queue up the camera. You take so many pictures to the point where all you see is the negative image of the flash every time you blink.
You both smile at the camera for the first couple before Hanta plants his lips on your cheek for one. You do the same for another before he can't help but kiss you which last for a couple of takes. You both pull away to laugh, only looking at each other and completely forgetting about the camera.
"You havin' fun?" he asks, and you nod instantly, the big smile on your face enough of an answer for him. You both get out once the automated voice tells you that you're done taking the pictures, and you grab them from the holder. You smile fondly as you look at them, handing Hanta his copies.
He takes your hand in his again as you start to walk away from the boardwalk, and the night has started to become a little cooler with the wind picking up. Hanta gives you is jacket to wear before he guides you to the beach, the sand and part of the water illuminated by the moonlight.
"So, what was all this for anyway?" you ask, swinging you and Hanta's arms as you walk along the beach. He's got your shoes in his other hand as he shrugs, lifting his arm up to spin you around which makes you giggle.
"I just wanted to spend time with my girl." He pulls you into him, kissing you softly. "I know I said I wasn't going anywhere after graduating, but you never know what life throws your way," he says. "So, I want to make as many memories with you just in case it gets a little harder in the future."
"Well, I definitely won't forget this night," you tell him fondly, bringing your hand up so you kiss his. "Thank you, Hanta."
He lets go of your hand to brush your hair back. "Anything for you." You reach up on your toes to kiss him before you back away from him.
"I have a really crazy idea." He raises his eyebrows, watching you slide his jacket off, and they go even higher when you take your dress off after.
"Didn't think you'd be into skinny dipping, baby," he muses even though he's not going to object this at all.
"It's too cold to get totally naked," you argue. "But you gotta catch me," you tease, slowly tiptoeing backward, and Hanta's quick to start shedding his clothes. You turn around, shivering a bit when your toes touch the icy cold water. You're wondering when Sero's about to get undressed, and you scream when you're suddenly in the air.
You can hear Hanta laughing as he runs into the water with you in his arms, and he plops you down in the water. You yelp again at how ridiculously cold it is, your body instantly starting to shiver, and Hanta turns you around so he can put your hair up into a bun. "You're an ass. This water is freezing!" you scold playfully, rubbing your hands over your arms.
"Oh, it's not that bad," he responds before splashing you with water. You freeze as your mouth drops open, your body processing what just happened. When your brain finally catches up, you're quick to retaliate, throwing water back at him. A water fight ensues, both of you laughing loudly as you both go back and forth throwing water onto each other.
You manage to push him down, and he gasps loudly as he quickly gets to his feet. "Holy shit, that's fucking cold!"
"I told you!" you say before you try to run away because you know he's going to get his lick back. It's hard in the water, and his legs are longer than yours so he catches up to you easily. He scoops you up in his arms, and you squirm as hard as you can, but it's no use. You scream through your teeth when he squats, plunging your body into the water until your head is the only thing not in the water.
At this point, you're both laughing, and you splash him with water until he finally lets you go. You both stand, shivering as you try to catch your breath. "Do you think we'd get in trouble?" you ask, and Hanta looks around before he shrugs.
"Dunno, but this water is too cold to stay in." You agree, both of you making quick moves to get out and grab your stuff. You put your clothes back on even though they get soaking wet, and you both continue to shiver as you hold hands on the way back to the hotel.
You're both dripping water as you walk through the lobby and to your room, walking fast so you can get into a hot shower as soon as possible. Hanta unlocks and opens the door, and you both rush in but quickly stop when your eyes land on all of the stuffed animals in the room. You both look around before looking at each other, your laughs filling the room a split second later.
You decide to worry about it later, making your way to the bathroom. You both shed your clothes again, and you hang them dry as Hanta turns on the water. Once the water is warm enough, you both hop in quickly, sighing in relief when the warm water hits your skin. Hanta lets you stay under the water first, rubbing over your body to help you warm up faster.
You let him under the stream next, and once you both are warmed up, you wash yourselves. You wash Hanta's hair before he washes your body, and even as you start to wind down in the shower, there's a part of you that doesn't want to be any further from him. He ushers you out of the shower to dry off while he finishes, and you wipe yourself down with the towel before wrapping it around your body.
You decide to wait for Hanta, playing with the necklace he got you while you replay everything that happened today in your head. You must've zoned out because you jump a bit when you hear the shower curtain slide across the rod. You turn around, seeing Hanta step out, immediately grabbing a towel for his body. You grab a towel for his hair, and you can't help but stare at his muscles, watching the ones in his arms move and tense as he dries off.
You try to ignore the heat that's starting to form in between your legs by walking up to him and drying his hair off once he wraps the towel around his waist. You smile at each other as he leans his head down so you can wipe his hair, doing so until the towel is wet. You let the towel fall around his neck, but you don't let go of it just yet. "Okay, so maybe getting in the water was a bad idea."
He huffs. "Oh, definitely, but it was a lot of fun." You hum in agreement, and just looking at him right now makes you realize how hard you've fallen for him. You pull on the towel gently to guide his head down to you.
"I really had a lot of fun today, Hanta," you whisper after you kiss him.
"I'm glad, angel." He gives you a soft smile, and you pull him down to kiss him again. He easily follows, and you let go of the towel in favor of wrapping your arms around his neck. You bring your lips back together when he pulls away, and the air between the two of you slowly starts to shift.
His hands run up and down your body, before he bends down a bit to grab at your thighs. Your legs immediately wrap around his waist when he picks you up, and he slides his tongue into your mouth as he walks into the room. He rubs your skin under the towel, and the touch sends pleasant shivers up your spine. He gets on the bed, moving on his knees before he carefully sets you down on your back, barely creating space between the two of you.
He grabs your wrists in one of his hands, moving your arms up over your head as his other hand starts to split your towel. You spread your legs once you feel his fingers ghost over your thigh, keeping your lips on his because kissing him feels like it's addicting; it's something you can't help but do.
You gasp when he runs his hand up your body before he pulls at the towel so that it falls to your side, the movement mimicking curtains being drawn to reveal your body. Once Hanta gets the towel off, he leaves your lips to kiss down your face toward your neck. As his lips trail down your body, his hand is trailing up your body, and you wait in anticipation to see what he touches next.
You moan softly when his mouth reaches your tits at the same time his fingers reach your pussy, which makes him smile when he feels how wet you already are. His tongue circles your nipple as he runs his fingers through your folds before swirling his finger around your swollen clit. He still has your wrists in his hand, and that paired with his weight on top of you makes you even hotter all over.
You arch into him as he sucks at your chest, your moans growing in volume as he speeds up his ministrations on your sensitive bud. He keeps your legs spread with his own, letting one of his fingers drift down to your sopping entrance. "Hanta," you whimper when you feel his fingers carefully slide into you. He finally lets go of your wrists as he moves back up to kiss you again, and your toes curl simultaneously with his fingers as he presses on that magic spot inside of you.
Your hands instantly run through his damp hair, and dig into his shoulder, finding purchase anywhere that they can. You try to grab at his arm when he starts to increase the pump of his fingers, and he pulls away to look at the pleasurable look on your face. Your mouth falls open as you feel that knot building up in your stomach, and you can barely get his name out.
"Yeah, baby," he coos, giving you a sly grin. "You feelin' good?"
You nod quickly, your back arching off the bed. "M gonna cum, Han--ah!" Your face screws up as your legs start to shake, and you swear your foot is gonna cramp from how hard you're curling your toes.
"Go ahead, angel. Lemme see it," he urges, using his other hand to gently pinch at your clit which sends you over the edge. You moan his name as you clench around his fingers, your legs tightening around him before they go limp. You attempt to scoot away from him as he finger fucks you into oversensitivity, and he gives you relief a little while after, sliding his fingers out of you.
You try to catch your breath as your chest heaves, and Hanta rubs over your thigh as you come down. Your heartbeat is in your ears, and you vaguely hear him say something, but you're quick to stop him when he's about to get off of the bed. "Wait," you start, only saying enough to get him to stay still. He stops, looking back at you, and you take a deep breath before continuing. "What about you?"
"What about me?" he teases, and you drop your eyes to the tent that's currently in his towel. He leans back over you, planting his hands next to your head before moving down until his face is inches from yours. "Hm?" he presses, giving you a deep kiss that nearly takes your breath away.
"You can fuck me," you whisper, and although your face was about to cool down, it's definitely not anymore. His smile doesn't falter, but the playful look in his eyes turns dark, and to see it in real-time makes your sensitive core throb with need.
"Really?" he breathes, and you nod quickly, lifting your arms up so that they're resting around his neck. "You sure?" he asks after he pushes a quick breath through his nose.
"Yes, Hanta. I want you to." You pull him down so that you can slot your lips against his.
"I don't have a condom," he whispers even though his resolve is two seconds from being out of the window.
"I don't care," you whine. "I want to feel you, Hanta. All of you." He groans, kissing you again before he sits up. He honestly had no idea that this would happen. Not saying that he doesn't want this, and he doesn't think that he'll be able to say no. Not with the way you're naked under him with your pupils still blown wide from your previous orgasm.
He watches you sit up, and he doesn't stop you when you pull the towel from around his waist. You softly wrap your hand around him, sighing quietly at the heavy feeling of him in your palm. He groans again when he watches you spit on his tip before you start stroking him. "Shit," he hisses, and you look up at him as you twist your wrist, squeezing your hand a little tighter.
You sit up on your knees as you continue to touch him, and you rest your head against his. "Please, Hanta," you whisper against his lips as his hips buck into your hand.
"Okay," he moans softly, taking your hand away before he carefully pushes you to lie down. He spreads one of the towels out before he grabs a pillow, sliding it under your hips. He swears when he touches himself, adding more spit to himself. He's throbbing, convinced that he's never been this hard before.
He lets go of himself to touch you again, and he slides one of your legs to the side as he rubs over your clit again. "You'll let me know if you're hurting, right?"
"Yes, Hanta, just--please," you beg again, and he grabs one of your legs before moving closer to you. He lines himself up with your entrance, and he feels like he can't breathe the closer he gets to you. He realizes that he has to snap out of it, and he leans down, giving you a chaste kiss.
"I need you to relax for me, okay?" You nod, your body starting to settle a bit, and he rubs your clit at the same time he starts to push at your tight hole. He bites his lip, trying hard to focus on you, making sure he catches any sign of discomfort. There's nothing about your body language that's telling him to stop, so he keeps going, taking a deep breath. "Fuck, you're so tight--God," he huffs, and you moan as he continues to move, but it feels like his head is swimming.
He keeps touching your clit, but he uses his other hand to squeeze at the base of his dick, knowing that there's a dangerous chance that he'll cum before he's even all the way inside of you. "Why'd you stop?" you whine, already feeling stretched but you know all of him isn't inside of you yet.
"You gotta...give me a second," he tries, letting his head fall back on his shoulders so that he can't look at you as he thinks of anything and everything that won't turn him on. Once he's settled a bit, he finally looks at you, making sure you're okay before he finally bottoms out. "Fuck me," he mumbles, rubbing his hands over your legs. "How ya feeling, sweetheart?"
You nod, taking a few seconds to let your body adjust to the new intrusion. "Good. I feel really good." Hanta smiles, leaning down so he can kiss you again, the motion making you gasp into his mouth since he's moving inside of you. "Move, Hanta," you say against him, and he doesn't think he can wait any longer.
He grabs your legs, setting them higher up his hips before he gently places his hands on your hips. Your hands are on his arms as he slides out of you, and the feeling of the first thrust suddenly takes you by surprise, so your breath hitches. But once Hanta sets a pace, all you can do is moan. Your nails dig into his arms as your mouth falls open, your eyes falling shut as pleasure fills your veins.
"OhmyGod!" Your words rush out of you when your pleasure mounts times ten as your eyes shoot open, your clit throbbing at the huge rush that you feel. "H-Hanta," you moan, your body suddenly overwhelmed, and you softly push your hands into his arms because of how you're feeling.
"Is that it, baby?" he asks even though he already knows the answer, and you can hear how loud you're being, but you can't help it. His hips start moving faster, and that in combination with him ramming into that spot inside of you makes tears form in your eyes. "Fuck, angel, you're so fucking wet," he groans, looking down at where he's sliding in and out of you.
You don't even need to look where Hanta's looking because you can hear it. The squelching is so loud in your ears, and you half a mind to cover your ears. He suddenly leans forward, and that pushes your legs up toward your body. His body weight is fully pressing into you every time his hips slam against yours, and you don't think you've ever been more aroused.
"What's wrong, baby?" he muses, picking up on how it looks like you might be going shy on him. You wonder if he's just as affected by you as you are by him because he's still able to mess with you even when he's fucking up your guts.
"I-It's so l-loud," you mumble, having to close your eyes at how embarrassed you are. "S-Shit," you moan softly, moving your hands to his back.
"That's just her telling me how good I'm fucking you," he smugly tells you, and you want to frown at him, but your eyes cross instead as you feel your orgasm approaching.
"M c-close, Hanta," you whine, your nails digging into his skin. They slip down his back every time he fucks into you, and the feeling makes him hiss softly.
"I know, I know," he grunts. "Jesus, you're squeezing me so tight." He moans loudly before he lets his body full fall onto you. He digs his knees further into the mattress so that he can keep up his pace, and he lets his forehead rest against yours. "Fuck, f-fuck! Oh, my God!" he whines. "You gotta cum, baby, please."
He knows how desperate he sounds, but with the way you're clenching around him, he can't fight it anymore. He reaches one of his hands in between your bodies so that he can rub at your clit. Your nails dig into his skin again, and the feeling just rushes straight to his dick. He's rambling at this point, not even sure if he knows what he's saying, but he does know that he doesn't have much time.
Your legs suddenly wrap around him once you cum, and his breath gets caught in his chest as he tries to fuck you through your orgasm. You hook your ankles together, and your heels dig into his lower back, trapping him. "L-Lemme out, baby," he tries. "Y-You gotta let me go, I'm gonna--"
He couldn't slow his hips down if he wanted to, and he feels like he could pass out. "Want to feel all of you, Hanta," you whisper in his ear, and he lets his head fall into your neck. "P-Please," you moan, your body easily being overstimulated since you won't let him go.
His moans are the only thing he can hear as he shoots inside of you, and he goes as deep inside of you as he can, so much that the push of his hips curl your body up. The feeling of him filling you up is weird, but it feels good at the same time, and you relax your hands as he starts to slow down, feeling his dick twitch inside of you. He lifts his head up so that he can kiss you soundly, his tongue lazily swirling around yours.
"Holy...shit," he breathes after he pulls away. He takes another deep breath, putting his forehead on yours. "You okay?" he mumbles, and you smile as you nod, running your fingers through his hair. "Shit, your pussy's so good." You can't help but huff a little at his words, but then you start to notice that his weight on you is getting heavier.
"Hanta?" you question when he finally slumps on top of you. Your eyebrows raise when he softly starts to snore, and you laugh quietly as you rub over his head. You let your legs fall a little to his sides, and once your heart rate starts to go down, you can feel how tired you actually are. He's practically crushing you, but your eyes slip closed regardless, and you let his breathing lull you to sleep.
You suddenly feel something shifting inside of you, and you immediately grimace. You peel your eyes open to see Hanta wide awake and carefully sliding out of you. When he's finally out of you, the feeling of being empty feels so weird, and you don't really like it. Hanta looks up at you when you gasp, and he gives you a soft smile. "Hey, sweetheart," he whispers. "You feeling okay?"
You hum your answer as you nod, and you wince when you try to sit up, feeling soreness in your legs and between. "Sorry, I fell asleep on you," he continues, shaking his head as he huffs at himself. "Let's get you cleaned up." You try to stand yourself once you slide to the end of the bed, but your legs shake too bad and Hanta has to catch you. He quietly apologizes before he picks you up, carrying you to the bathroom.
He holds your hand while you sit down on the toilet before he walks out of the bathroom. You take a deep breath after you pee to prepare yourself to stand up, and you swear quietly when your legs burn as you move. You flush the toilet and wash your hands, and you can hear Hanta come back in, his lower half covered with shorts. You don't feel like getting back in the shower, so Hanta cleans you up with a warm washcloth before carrying you back into the room.
He sets you on the bed before handing you his shirt to put on, and he grabs some of the snacks that you brought earlier and a bottle of water. He gets on the bed next to you as he hands you the snacks and water. "Sorry, it's not much." He lays against the headboard, and you move into him as you shake your head. He rests his arm around you as you lean your head on him.
"It's more than enough," you tell him, and you feed him a chip every now and then, half-watching the TV that he turned on while you were in the bathroom. He makes sure that you drink most of the water before he finally lays the both of you down. You guess you were sleep for about an hour, but it's still late into the night, so your body welcomes the thought of getting more sleep.
You're laying on Hanta's chest, your eyes starting to get heavy as he runs his fingers up and down your arm. As you close your eyes, you think about how much fun you've had with Hanta and how much he cares for you; it's almost overwhelming to think about. And the more you think, the more it reminds you of a conversation that you had with your mom when your parents first met Hanta.
"When did you know that you loved Dad?" you ask, and she smiles to herself as she washes the pot in the sink.
You smile to yourself as you snuggle even more into him. "I love you." You hear his breathing stop but you keep your eyes closed. "I love you, Hanta," you repeat. He had said it first months ago, and he never pressured you to say it back. But when you think about it, you always have. You blame it on your insecurities and doubts that were subconsciously plaguing your mind without realizing it. And being here with Hanta in more ways than one has made you realize that you do love him. So much.
"I love you, too, baby." Your smile widens when you feel him kiss your forehead. For a bit, you're scared to go to sleep because you don't want this moment to end, but you know that you will have moments like this over and over again.
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āį°.į CHAPTER ONE RAPUNZEL - satoru gojo.
[OCT 1ST ā BONDAGE] once upon a time, a girl trapped in a tower with nothing but her extremely lavish, long hair as company decidesā¦fuck it and sleeps with a handsome stranger to get what she wants.
āį°.į CHAPTER EIGHT BEAUTY & THE BEAST - katsuki bakugou.
[OCT 8TH ā MONSTER FUCKING] once upon a time, a village girl thinks to herself ā fuck it! being trapped inside a castle with a monstrous sexy bloody beast isnāt so bad⦠she might as well make it worth her while.
additional kinks. bath sex, soft sex, blood play, size kink, praise kink, body worship, body modifications.
[OCT 15TH ā MUTUAL MASTURBATION] once upon a time, a soon-to-be crowned princess, once down on her luck, says fuck it and settles on consummating her marriage with the crown prince before theyāre actually due to be married.
additional kinks. oral sex, clothed sex, cherry chasing, first time, corruption.
āį°.į CHAPTER SIXTEEN THE LITTLE MERMAID - eijirou kirishima.
[OCT 16TH ā FUCK OR DIE] once upon a time, a princess decides ā fuck it! fuck the engagement. who cares when a sexy half-man, half -fishā¦prince? whatever! needs to drown her in an ocean of pleasure in order to surviveā¦
āį°.į CHAPTER TWENTY TWO SLEEPING BEAUTY - seishiro nagi.
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āį°.į CHAPTER TWENTY NINE LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD - yuuji itadori.
[OCT 29TH ā KNOTTING] once upon a time, a curious little girl says fuck it and disobeyes her motherās only wish. stay on the path when you visit your granny, you donāt want to get snatched up by the big bad wolf.
āį°.į BONUS CHAPTER: GOLDILOCKS & THE THREE BEARS - bachira, isagi 'n nagi.
[OCT 31ST ā CUCKING] once upon a time, a sweet little bear hybrid on her own in the woods decides... fuck it! she'll teach that pesky thief goldilocks what it really means to share. with the help of friends, of course.
he attempts to look cool and mansplain the bar to you on your first shift as if you havenāt been bartending for a year and he gets all embarrassed when you tell him you know how everything works.
you think heās a little awkward- definitely hilarious but awkward nonetheless.
itās not until customers start coming in that you see him come out of his shell-
heās mixing drinks like a magician and heās flirting with every pretty girl who orders some cute drink.
heās got a charming smile on his face- the type youāve only ever read about.
you watch him pour out shots for the two of you- if you werenāt so enamoured by him youād refuse- your supposed to be working!- actually maybe one shot wonāt hurt.
heās kinda a sleaze- telling the same jokes and giving the same compliments to everyone. you recognize itās an act.
he seems to enjoy- no revel in the attention he gets from the women in the bar- heās in his element.
he glances over at you everytime he hears some guy make a pass at you- looking over protectively until he hears you also flirt back with the men ordering drinks. a wide smile flashes across his face as you take the manās tip and place it in your bra- holy shit.
he thought you were attractive from the second you walked in to help him set up- the bar he worked at had been gaining popularity recently. when asked by his manager about hiring a new bartender sero made a joke about making it someone pretty.
pretty bartenders get more tips right? he watches the whole night as you take extra money from clearly horny men flirting with you- he watches as you donāt back down- he likes it.
you pour drinks just as well as he does- keeping up with him the entire night. heās glad the new hire is capable.
he attempts to make small talk with you all night- asking about your school and your major- you have mic for english? maybe you share a class with one of his friends. (itās denki btw, heās been talking about the pretty girl in his english class for weeks.)
he likes the way you say his name- the tone your using- he canāt decipher if your using it for him or for the men at the bar.
you ask about him too, excited when he tells you heās an art major- you knew it.
you brush up against him when you move in front of him to get a drink from the mini fridge next to him- he instinctively holds a hand on your waist as you bend down to get whatever it is your looking for-
standing back up slowly you eye him suspiciously. sending him a teasing look when he removes his hand from your waist- your trouble.
he tells you about his friends- his plans for after school and you do the same, heās so easy to get along with.
as the night comes to an end he watches you pull the stack of cash from between your tits- he doesnāt miss how the entire kitchen staff watch it too- maybe heās got some competition.
youāve made more than him. a twinge of pride hits his chest- no oneās ever made more in tips than him.
you split it with the kitchen staff- smiling softly at them as you thank the cheery redhead for the fries he made you earlier.
he offers to walk you home- you tell him you already have a ride, thanking him for his offer- heās real sweet.
the man who pics you up is blonde and loud- complaining about how heās not doing this again. your making your own way home next shift as you only laugh at him.
he recognises him as monoma- he was shinsoās partner in his project last month. is that really who your dating?
you wave sero a quick goodbye before you get into the car- you look forward to seeing him the whole week.
he kinda slumps about you being taken for a couple days, he canāt really be surprised- your beautiful.
maybe heāll make an effort to tone down on the flirting- but you seemed to reciprocate it so well?
his red haired friend asks about you too- āthe pretty new bartenderā he calls you.
your next shared shift happens the following thursday- your already there when he walks in, the bar completely set up.
you teasingly scold him for being late- embarrassed he thanks you for setting everything up.
itās no biggie!- you say you guys can just chill for a while until people start coming in.
he brings up monoma- cursing himself for his awkward āhowās the boyfriend?ā- god could he be anymore obvious.
you laugh in his face- erupting into a fit of giggles as you explain monoma is not your boyfriend- heās a high school friend of yours whoās also dating your roommate/best friend.
you explain itās only strictly ever been platonic- reaching for your room to message someone you have saved as kendo :3.
he watches you type out a message- remember that cute bartender at my new job? he thought me and neito were a thing iām losing it. i hate ur man.
that cute bartender? thatās him right?
of course itās him. who else would it be.
bartender sero spend the next couple weeks intensely flirting with you- it takes him weeks before he finally asks you out on a date.
heās elated when you say yes.
this ended up so much longer than i thought it would be but im obsessed with sero i need him.
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Professor Moore--volume one and two
Owen: The Bully
Aaron: The Boyfriend
Murphy: The Tutor
John: The Stepfather--volumes one, two, and three
Ruby: The Fuckfriend
Headmaster Corbin
Adrian: The Roommate
Alec, The Childhood Friend
Jessie: The Loner
Brian and Ryan: The Third Wheeler
Professor Lynch
Your Boyfriend's Sketchy Friend
Mr. Solomon: The Therapist
Officers Brown and Keating
Jacob and Joshua: The Twins
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early on in your relationship, gojo was so excited to fuck you he rolled the condom on as fast as he could, but then he accidentally snapped it against his dick. he jumped a foot in the air and shrieked, but recovered quickly when you suggested going raw.
geto wanted to give you a facial while you were blowing him, so he pulled out of your mouth and started jerking his cock onto your face. heād angled it incorrectly, and when he came, his own cum shot right into his eye and got into some of his unbound hair.
nanami was going at it pretty hardābed shaking, youāre sobbing, he can barely breatheāwhen he slipped. his cock pulled out of you as he tumbled off the bed and smashed his shoulder onto the floor nicely. it separated, and then you had to head to the ER, where you learned he couldnāt have sex for a couple weeks (naturally, you found a way around this).
toji suggested having sex on one of the last days of your period, and also wanted to pull your tampon out with his teeth. he found it to be difficult because of the grip, so he shook his head back and forth to tug it out. because he looked like a dog playing with a toy, you started laughing; despite being confused at first, he eventually realized why you were laughing and now gets pissy if you ever bring it up.
when you first had sex with sukuna, he was growling and snarling like a fucking animal. grunting and all.. he was spitting all over your face making all his werewolvian sounds and interpreted your concerned yet horny face as a happy one.
choso accidentally kept making you queef during sex, and he saw the embarrassment on your face but didnāt understand why. so, he thought if he matched you, youād feel less embarrassedā he started forcing himself to fart as a form of reassurance, but then he shit himself. when you told him what queefs were, he looked like he wanted to cry.