Anna Scary

Right I need to get off this app because I keep writing horrible things on it when I'm having a moment. It's not very good for me to have social media methink

I remember when I thought that snakes just naturally started coming out of holes and dancing to flute music and I thought that was such a whimsical and fantastic feature of the world we live in, then I found out snake charming is a LIE and is actually very cruel.

I fucking hate motorbikes. A hobby for impulsive stupid people lowkey. Like I wouldn't mind if they weren't earsplittingly loud, but unfortunately all motor bike drivers are obnoxious and have the mental age of a ten year old so need to make as much noise and draw as much attention to themselves as possible at all times. If this guy with the really loud engine comes back to the car park or my pub again, and I have to double over because it's so loud, I'm going out there and yelling at him.

I'm I'm still homeless when summer ends something will happen. It's hard enough to survive winter with your own place- without- no fucking wayyyyyy.

Ненавижу свой мозг.

Some guy handing out free eye tests in town just asked me my age, I said 23 and he said he thought I was 70. My brother, I am wounded and also maybe it's you who needs your eyes testing ??? I've had people say I look 12, others 15, I've had shop assistants ask me to repeat my date of birth upon IDing me, но никогда не в жизни кто-то говорил мне, что я выгляжу старше своих лет 😂😂😂

Я придумала- если я попытаюсь убить себя, то они предложат мне квартиру ☺️☺️ я выиграю!! Если я умру, то пусть это случится , если буду жить, то у меня будет квартира. Кто знает??

I love my friend's cat with my heart and soul. Bibbums. She does not leave me alone though and like cats can manipulate me so easily because if I don't play with them a lot I just get so worried that they're bored and miserable. But I need to put a lid on it. I played with her for like 30 minutes an hour ago and she was yowling at the door when I was smoking. Now I know she's deffo doing it for attention.

Right time to go and smoke weed and fumigate my brain.

I love Russian so much. Everytime I get divine inspiration to do creative writing it's always in Russian because of the mega cool awesome epic case system and how it allows you to order your sentences loosely to convey nuance of meaning!!! It is such a beautiful and gorgeous language.

How is it even possible to be content with yourself ?

I don't know what's wrong with me and I don't know why I can never feel satisfied. What if I'm a narcissist?

I just feel so worthless and empty. I wish I was normal. There's nothing visibly wrong with me and I'm functional but I'm twisted up inside entirely and I feel like I will always be full of gnawing feelings.

I feel like because I'm ugly notbing I do matters. I feel so frustrated and I annoy myself so much. I hate myself so intensely and I don't know what to do with these feelings. I cope with it most of the time and then sometimes it gets absolutely unbearable and I just don't know what to do with myself.

I devalue myself so much. I have no internal sense of self worth whatsoever and it feels unfixable.