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I fucking hate that I’m so extremely sensitive. I fucking hate that I get attached so easily and when I do I lose myself completely. I fucking hate that I can’t express my feelings and they just build up inside me and torture me. I fucking hate that I’m always afraid people will leave me. I fucking hate that I always feel so small and never good enough.

I just wanna be tattooed and caffeinated

CANT WAIT FOR THE DAY WHEN I GO TO BED EVERY NIGHT ALL SNUGGLED UP NEXT TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND GET ENDLESS LOVE AND CUDDLES

im sick of having crushes its time for the tables to turn and ppl to have crushes on me!!!!!

I thought my twenties would be a lot more exciting than me legitimately considering whether 4:30PM is too early to go to bed

I wish people didn’t think that when I’m not productive it’s not because I’m not trying my hardest, trying my hardest is just showing up in the morning sometimes

👏 fuck 👏 borderline 👏 personality 👏 disorder 👏 sign 👏 me 👏 the 👏 fuck 👏 out 👏

my worst fear is meeting my childhood friends and having them see how messed up and different I became like, what would I do? tell them I developed a personality disorder? Absolutely not see this is why I stay inside

me?????? an explosive temper???????? yeah leave me alone 

wow the chronic illness mood of watching your peers living their lives, having all the experiences you should be having, feeling like your own life is passing you by and all you can do is watch it run away with time- that mood never really gets any easier huh