I'm a universe full of secrets.

To my loving wife, Kyle.

I don't know exactly when it all began. But from the moment you entered my life, something inside me changed forever. You weren't just someone I loved. You became the quiet in my chaos, the warmth in my coldest days, the one soul that felt like home. There will never be another soul I will love the way I loved you. Not because I've closed my heart, but because what I felt for you was something deeper than love, it was soul-deep, all-consuming, unquestioning and unconditional. You were the one I loved without fear. The one I chose even in silence, even in pain. I loved you once in a way I'll never love anyone again. And maybe, that kind of love was meant to happen only once. With you.

With love,

Baby,

Am I dreaming, my love? I get to play call of duty with you again last night. It was so good, you're getting better at playing, mahal ko. I missed those little moments with you, your random silliness in games, your random looting and me just backing you up trying to protect your careless arse. And after the game we've talked on Line. Oh God I missed that Line notifications and ringtone! It felt like forever.. We've talked, we've shared struggles on how we cope without each other, shed yet another fresh tears on how we missed each other so much. And then we cuddled, kiss each other, sharing the sweet moments between our "i love you's" and we went to sleep in each other's embrace. Mahal ko, it truly felt like a lifetime and last night you gave me light and warmth to fuel my dying soul. I was home. I'm home. Is this a dream, my love? If it is, please don't wake me up. Let me stay in this nostalgic dreamland with you. I love you so much. Please let's stay here, my tahanan. 🏡💞

Your loving wife,

Baby,

How are you, my love? You've talked to Mavy today and I found out that you were on your vacation leaves that you've plotted last month for me, I still remember that day when you told me you're going to do that because you want to be with me and cheer me up after my finals. Mahal ko, I'm sorry I couldn't be with you today. I miss you even more now and my heart is aching at the thoughts of what could've been. I need your hugs, your cuddle, your beautiful voice to put me to sleep. Baby, Mavy tried to tell you the truth earlier but she deleted the messages. She told me maybe you don't want to know and she doesn't want to give you any more issues or confuses you. My love, I want you to know but maybe she's right, you've been doing good and making a progress, I don't want to hold you back. I'll be okay, my love. I'll stay here in my world to let you heal. I hope you've eaten tho and you're doing good today as you've never responded to Mavy anymore. Mahal na mahal kita, asawa ko kulit. I always will. ♥️

Your loving wife,