there’s a lot going on rn in my life and today especially has been really overwhelming. i’m positive i’ve been dissociating all day today because i stg all of today’s events are just slowly hitting me and replaying in my head.  i’ts fucking surreal and i feel kind of like i’m having an out of body experience rn.

it’s just dealing with some stupid shit at work and now i have two funerals to attend-- one for my roommate’s great grandma (whose family is definitely more family to me than my own family has ever been) which is tomorrow... and then another one for her uncle whom we were both pretty close to on monday. it’s hard to think he’s gone, he was so full of life

these losses on top of some stupid manager misgendering me at work & being just generally trans & homophobic is so ughhh i’m pretty sure he said some shit today, but i’m not sure if he did (like i overheard him talking after i made a comment abt him misgendering me)??? but i talked to my roommate about it and he said to just report it since it’s not the first time this manager has said or done some problematic shit like this sooooo i’m gonna do that tomorrow.