Terrified .

From scratch , Me Rosh & T do it all . No ghostwriters, No other producers nothing of anything similar .

We could have tried explaining our ideas to other producers , and they definitely would have understood what We doing right now .

But , I have to make sure I am the only person on earth that could be to blame for how good or bad any of the sonics are .

This album tells the fairytale of fame & the different paths that are presented. You are shown what to avoid and what to accept . What to run from , and what to hold as tight as you can .

My Biggest Thank Yous to GK for filming all media , Austin for editing in every which medium at the highest standard , and to Victoria for portraying me for the cover art &parts 1 &2 of the film .

But if tonight wasn’t the last US tour date, I may have tapped out. I’m sorry if tonight looks sloppy but I am pushing myself to the end of my physical capability. The show must go on !

the best part is the album hasn’t even come out yet.

All of this noise, all of this

emotion, all of this discussion, and you are still reacting to shadows on the wall compared to what’s actually about to happen this month.

That’s what makes this whole thing comical to me.

some of you genuinely think you’ve already seen the best of me and what I can do because of a performance clip and a few internet moments.

Meanwhile i’ve been sitting on music that is going to permanently alter the way certain people in this industry sleep at night.

And it will still be just an eyelash of what I can do.

I know the internet likes pretending confidence is delusion until the numbers arrive and everybody suddenly develops amnesia.

I’ve watched this cycle too many times to be emotionally moved by any of this anymore.

So I implore you to continue. joke. scream. tweet, continue to write your little think pieces.

Turn yourselves into unpaid marketing departments.

It’s all appreciated.

Because when the album forces some of you into the most aggressive public backtracking of your careers.

Do not worry.

I forgive you all in advance..

“Terrified .” The Album.

may 22nd.

All of the anger around me lately has been fascinating to watch.

Watching people with the musical imagination of drywall explain performance to me, world building to me, tension to me, when every single thing I do is intentional. Every movement is intentional. Every uncomfortable moment is intentional. Some of you are confusing discomfort with bad art, and history has made a lot of people look unbelievably stupid for making that mistake too early.

But I forgive you.

I understand.

I know this is difficult for some of you because the performance was never designed to entertain people who think subtlety is a technical issue.

The level of confidence people have while misunderstanding something in real time is honestly incredible.

But I forgive you.

I understand.

What I’ve realised lately is that a lot of you do not actually hate young bulls, ambition, experimentation, genius or disruption.

You hate the emotional experience of encountering something before your brain has received social permission to understand it. If enough people clap first, suddenly you “always got it.” But being early requires a kind of mental independence most of the internet fundamentally does not possess.

Which is fine.

I forgive you.

I understand.

I’ve made peace with the fact that some minds are decorative.

I know you want reassurance. I know you want the feeling of immediately understanding something the first time you see it so you can feel intelligent without having to evolve at all. So when something genuinely foreign appears in front of you something too sharp, too alive, too unfamiliar to fit inside the little templates you use to process art you call it terrible because confusion is easier to admit than limitation.

And that’s okay.

I forgive you.

I understand.

I understand that some of your entire understanding of music begins and ends with whether you can nod to it immediately.

I genuinely underestimated how threatening it would feel for some of you to watch somebody become better than your favourite artist in real time. That is my fault.

There’s almost a grief process to it.

Denial first. Then anger. Jokes. Insults. Fake concern. Then eventually acceptance once enough time passes and your favourite artist starts borrowing from the same thing you swore you hated six months earlier. Then suddenly people begin describing the influence retroactively like they weren’t laughing two business quarters ago.

But I forgive you.

I understand.

I don’t take any of it personally because this exact thing happens every single time culture encounters somebody operating too far ahead.

And I’m not saying any of this from insecurity either, which I know makes people even more uncomfortable. I genuinely believe I am one of the most important artists alive right now. Not “will be.”

Am.

And I know the problem isn’t that I think that. The problem is that somewhere underneath all the outrage, a lot of you man can feel why I think it.

So I forgive you.

I understand.

I know some of you desperately want this to be a joke because it would make the whole thing easier to dismiss.

Unfortunately, I mean every word.

Being hated this loudly while refusing to become more normal is one of the strongest indicators I’ve ever seen that I’m doing something correct.

Mediocrity does not create this level of emotional instability in strangers. Nobody has ever lost sleep over somebody being decent.

So I’ll continue watching people with the attention span of fruit flies try to process something that was never made for instant approval in the first place.

I forgive you.

I understand.

None of My previous singles contain this narrative .

We are so excited to show You this project .

But I saw some grown man “Ranting” about Me and My lack of breath control . And I couldn’t help but realise that people really do not know anything about anything .

I was not sent to this earth to spit flawless 16s , I was sent here to deliver a certain message through the Music I make .

I have been doing 5 shows a week , sacrificing a piece of my health only because I want My supporters to enjoy themselves .

But I was not sent to this Earth to dance around and perform in a specific way for no Man .

I Love every single one of You , but I need You all to understand .

We are not Court Fools or Jesters .

a Venus on the boat deck,

white fox in the night, white chocolate,

I been on my own ting

Now I’m so really rich

Lola cheat for the thill

And she steal for the kick

Lola at the coat check ,

a Venus on the boat deck ,

white fox in the night, white chocolate ,

I been killing this shit

Now I’m so really rich .

I been going OD

I’m on top of this shit .

I been getting so big

Everybody in biz ,

Going live

I don’t know who anybody is ,

I Won life

So I really just wake up & live .

Ain’t tryna go

Zouk ain’t tryna go liv .

I can’t fuck wit a girl

If the club where she live .

Or if she go out

Showing her tits like ,

Come here and give me a kiss

Like ,

You’re mine and

I am your bitch like ,

I don’t know if she just kissing

For that

For that

Harry Winston .

I dont give a fuck about

No body

I swear

I swear

I’m on a mission .

night bloom jasmine ,

second name Yasmin ,

they wanna eat me alive - I cannot stop them ,

killing Charles Manson

Ringing for Ransom

They try cut my hair

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