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The Lady in My Life - Part 8

summary - michael finally gets a chance to visit you a month after the tour starts, it's short lived but he makes it by again for his birthday. janet and latoya have a suprise for both of you.

word count - 1.8k+

content - fluff, brief mention of parent death and body image issues, comfort, family love

apologies for the delay, cuties! writers block is horrible!

(thank you again @bl00d0nthedancefl00r for your help, you're a real one diva, ily)

tag list: @djotally @appleheadsbiggestfan @justalocalloser @mysterioussag @maybug028 @devilslittlehelper

August 6th, 1984 - 18 weeks pregnant - 1 month into The Victory Tour

You were laying in bed, reading a magazine with headphones over your belly. At 18 weeks, your baby could now hear outside noises, you wanted them to hear Michael’s voice through his music while he was away. 

“Baby?” It was Michael, you could hear him running up the stairs. He swung the door open, “Hi beautiful girl.” He smiled widely. 

He finally had a break long enough to be able to visit again. The last time you saw him was on July 24th, even just a week apart felt like forever.

“Michael!” You exclaimed, trying to get up from the bed.

He giggled and walked over to you. “No no, stay there. Let me lay down with you.” Michael got into bed with you, gave you a kiss and then kissed your belly. 

“The baby is growing kind of fast.” You said.

“What are you playing?” He asked, tapping on the headphones.

“Your music, I want the baby to hear daddy’s voice while you’re away.” You grinned softly. 

He blushed and rubbed your cheek with his thumb, “aw my beautiful girl. You’re so sweet. Do you want to go somewhere today?” 

You shook your head and cuddled into him, nuzzling your face into his neck, “I want to stay here with you.”

“Baby, have you left the house at all?” He asked.

You exhaled deeply, “I haven’t gone out in a week, it’s just too much. Everyone wants to catch a picture of me. I just wish you were here.” Your voice cracked.

Michael pulled back a little to look at you, tears were already streaming down your face. “My beautiful girl, I’m so sorry I had to leave you to do this tour. I’m sorry we only get a few days together. I keep hoping it'll go by faster.” He gently wiped your tears. 

You looked into his beautiful doe eyes, “it’s not your fault, I just hate going out. Especially without you. Maybe we can just go for a drive, pick up food at a taco shop?” You smiled sweetly.

He grinned widely, “ooooh, I love that idea. Baby wants Mexican food?” 

You nodded, “mhm! I’m desperate for carne asada fries.” 

“Let’s go get you those fries, I could definitely go for some enchiladas.” He responded. 

You practically jumped up from the bed, that best that you could at least, so that you could get dressed. 

“Baby, you don’t have to change your clothes, you look so beautiful in anything you’re wearing. Even if it’s just lounge wear.” He said, pulling you into his arms, your growing belly keeping you from getting too close. 

You giggled softly and looked down. He placed his hand on your belly then knelt down to give the baby a kiss. Michael was beaming with pure joy. He couldn’t believe how much the baby had grown since he last saw you. Even if it was only a week.

“Well, if I can stay in this then I’m ready to go.” You smiled. 

He took you by the hand and you both walked outside to the car where Bill was already waiting for you. “Well look who it is!” Bill exclaimed as held his arms open for a hug.

You smiled and walked right into his arms, embracing him as tight at the baby would allow it. 

“How are you feeling?” He asked. 

You shrugged slightly, “I’m okay. Glad to see you both here. The house is a lot quieter without Michael around, it feels weird. How are you? Is Michael behaving?” 

“Behaving? Michael won’t quit with his pranks, you know him!” 

Michael giggled softly, “Bill! What do you mean? I am a perfect angel.” 

Bill chuckled and shook his head, “whatever you say.”

You all got into the car to make your way to your favorite taco shop. In this moment, being in Michael’s arms again, everything felt so perfect. If only he didn’t have to leave again. You just wanted the tour to be over so that he could be with you. 

August 29th, 1984 - Michael’s Birthday - 21 weeks pregnant

You woke up earlier than usual. It was getting harder to fall asleep and stay asleep now that you were further along in the pregnancy. The cravings were becoming more intense with how often you got hungry. 

The sun was peeking through the sheer curtains. You slowly sat up in the bed, and planted your feet on the carpet. You took a deep breath and pushed yourself up so that you could walk over to the bathroom to get in the shower.

While you waited for the water to warm up, you looked at your bump in the mirror and then you felt the baby kick. It made you smile but it also brought up sadness because of how badly you wanted Michael to be with you. Especially because today was his birthday and you didn’t know if he would be able to visit. All of the tension from the tour had been putting Michael through so much stress that he needed to get medical attention. 

You tried to push the stress to the back of your mind because you didn’t want it to affect the baby. The water from the shower felt so nice that you didn’t want to get out but you couldn’t stay in there forever. Once you dried yourself off and put on your robe, you made your way back into the bedroom. 

“My beautiful girl.” 

“Babe! You’re here!” You began to tear up, “I thought you wouldn’t be able to make it.” 

“There was no way I was going to spend my birthday away from you.” He responded, pulling you into his arms. 

You wrapped your arms around him, buried your face in his chest and took a deep breath, “I missed the smell of your cologne. Having it sprayed on a t-shirt isn’t enough.” 

“I know baby, but I’m here now. How are you feeling?” He asked.

You shrugged, “I’m okay, but I’m worried about you. The fact that you needed medical attention from all the stress is crazy, babe.” You sighed deeply.

He scratched the back of your head gently, “I’ll be okay, plus I’m with you now. You are my medicine.” 

You planted a gentle kiss on his chest. “I should get dressed.” You said. 

“Or… You can stay like this.” He smiled mischievously. 

“Michael…” You blushed, and looked away.

Despite Michael always telling you how beautiful you were, you still felt insecure about your body. He knew about your struggles with your body image, which is why he always tried his best to make you feel good. 

He lifted your chin slightly. “Hey… I know what you’re thinking about…” 

You sighed deeply, “I just don’t feel my best.” 

“Baby, you have no idea how absolutely beautiful you are. Your body is changing, that’s normal, you know that. You are growing our baby in there. I’ve said it before but I will repeat it as many times as I have to… You are a goddess!” He responded as he kissed your lips softly. “Now… How about you let me see that beautiful smile of yours.” 

Of course, you couldn’t help but smile. Michael always knew what to say to make you feel better. He was perfect and he didn’t know it. 

You walked towards the closet, Michael thought you were going to get dressed but instead you pulled out a present from behind your clothes. 

“A present? Baby… You didn’t have to do that.” He said with a slight pout. 

“Happy birthday babe.” You smiled.

He grinned and began to unwrap the box. “Is this… A SUPER SOAKER!” 

“And I got one for me!” You laughed as you pulled the other one out of the closet. 

“Oh so we’re having a little battle then.” He said, raising an eyebrow at you. 

You nodded, “yeah and I’m gonna kick your butt!” 

“You wish!” He giggled as he pulled you into him and lifted you up, covering you in kisses.

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. Between laughs you and Michael both said “Come in.” 

It was Janet, “am I interrupting?” 

“Not at all, we’re just playing around.” You responded. 

She smiled, “I need you both to put on something nice. Toy and I have a surprise.” 

You and Michael looked at each other, and then back at Janet. “A surprise?” Michael asked.

She nodded, “yes now please, get ready!” She responded as she walked out and closed the door behind her. 

You squinted your eyes, you knew they were planning something but you didn’t know what it could possibly be. And it definitely had to be for Michael, it was his birthday after all. 

“I guess we have to get ready.” You said as you walked back over to the closet. And then the baby started kicking again. You turned around, “babe! Quick, get over here! The baby is kicking!” 

He rushed over and put his hand on your belly. You gently placed your hand over his. He smiled so widely and teared up a bit. It was his first time feeling the baby kick. It was pure magic to him. 

“The baby might be a dancer!” He giggled as he gently rubbed your belly where the baby wouldn’t stop kicking.

You smiled, “I think the baby likes to hear daddy’s voice. Just like I do.” 

Michael put on his usual black slacks showing his white socks, a white button down shirt and a tie. You decided to go for something that was perfect for the summer weather and put on a white maxi dress. 

He took your hand and placed a gentle kiss on it. “Ready?” He asked.

You nodded and kissed his soft lips. You both made your way down the stairs and were met with all your friends gathered around, waiting for you. 

“Surprise!” They all shouted.

Janet and Latoya stood at the bottom of the stairs with the biggest smiles on their faces. They planned a baby shower for you and Michael. Everything was Disney themed, something you and Michael shared a great love for. 

You began to tear up but the tears quickly started to fall. Michael pulled you into his arms and kissed your forehead. 

“I’m sorry,” you giggled softly and wiped your tears. “Hormones are on high alert.” 

Everyone else chuckled. Janet and Latoya hugged you both tightly. 

“I love you both so much.” You whispered.

"One more surprise." Latoya said softly as she pulled away.

And just then, your sister walked out from another room. The tears started falling again.

"Jo!" You shouted as you practically jumped into her arms.

"Hey little sis," she said as she embraced you tightly. "I'm so sorry I've been working so much, it's impossible to come see you when they keep sending me away. I know phone calls aren't enough."

"I don't care, I'm just glad you're here right now. A phone call is enough, I promise. You're the best sister ever. Please don't forget that." You responded.

I Can’t Help It - Part 6

summary - michael takes you to the 1981 amas, he comforts you when you see diana ross. he takes you to a hotel and things get steamy. (literally)

word count - 2.1k

content - fluff, non-graphic sexual content, after care, a bit of jealousy from main character and michael comforts her, mention of vitiligo (i know the last chapter was also sexual but i couldn't resist lol, i hope you enjoy.)

January 30th, 1981 - The 8th Annual American Music Awards

“Beautiful, are you ready?” Michael shouted from the living room. “I don’t want to be late!” 

I slowly stepped out from the bedroom in another dress that I made special for the occasion. 

His jaw dropped and his eyes widened, “well isn’t my girlfriend just the most beautiful girl in the world.” He said as he got up and grabbed me by the waist.

“Michael…” I said as I blushed. 

He softly kissed my neck, “I wish we didn’t have to leave so that I could take this off of you.” 

Goosebumps covered my whole body, his words lit a fire in me. It made me wish we didn’t have to go either. But Michael had nominations, so we couldn’t exactly miss out. 

I raised an eyebrow at him, “Oh really?” 

He bit his lip and nodded, “Mhm.” 

There was just one thing I definitely wasn’t looking forward to, and that was seeing Diana. I hadn’t seen her since the AMAs last year and I wasn’t ready to see her tonight. The thought of having to interact with her annoyed me. I was already overthinking it and Michael could tell. 

“Okay well, let's go!” I forced my smile and started to walk towards the door. 

He quickly grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me back into his arms, “Wait a minute, what’s wrong?” 

I shook my head, “nothing’s wrong, what makes you think something’s wrong?” 

He squinted, “uh, I’m your boyfriend. I’ll always know when something is wrong, angel.” 

I slightly rolled my eyes, “I’m just… Not excited to see Diana tonight.” I huffed.

“B, my sweet angel, I don’t want you to ever worry about her. She is nothing to me, and I won’t let her make you feel bad. You’re my girlfriend and the world knows it.” He responded, stroking my cheek with his thumb. 

“Okay,” I spoke softly. 

He held my face in his hands and kissed me gently, but then deeper and more passionately. His lips were so perfect. I moaned very quietly against his mouth. He pulled away and smiled.

“Oh… Maybe we can be a little late.” He whispered. 

His hands went from my face, to the zipper of my dress, and down to the small of my back. His touch sent a shiver through my whole body. He pulled me into him and picked me up, placing his hand on my butt to hold me up. Now he was placing kisses all over my neck and collar bone. 

“Babe, you said you didn’t want to be late.” I muttered under my breath.

“I don’t care about being late right now,” He spoke softly against my skin, his voice was sweet. 

He was teasing me. Gentle but making sure I knew how much he wanted me. I wanted him so bad, I couldn’t even hide it. After our first time a few days ago, it was all I could think about. He treated me with such sweetness. 

He placed his hands on my hips and gripped me tightly, by now my dress had fallen off my shoulders and my bra was exposed. He planted soft kisses on my chest.

“M-Michael…” I moaned, trying to catch my breath. “We need to g-go.” 

“I’m sorry, I just can’t resist you. But I guess we can continue this later.” He smiled, as he helped me slip my dress back up. 

I stood up and turned around so that he could zip it back up for me. And then I did something I never thought I would do. I slipped off my lace underwear and slipped them in his pocket. 

He blushed bright red, this time I was getting him back. It was my turn to tease him. 

We made our way down to the lobby of my building to meet Bill so we could get to the AMAs on time. We were definitely cutting it close. There I was completely bare under my dress with only a bra, aching for Michael and he could definitely tell. He ran his hand down to the small of my back while we were in the elevator. My body was on fire. I needed him desperately. 

Once we arrived, the paparazzi went wild with pictures. It was insanely blinding. But this time, they knew my name. This time they knew I was Michael’s girlfriend, and I was beaming. My smile never dropped. He held on to my hand, as we pushed through all the flashes. 

But when we walked in, my heart dropped. There she was. I squeezed Michael’s hand and he rubbed the back of my hand lightly with his thumb. “It’s okay baby, just ignore her.” He whispered. 

“Michael! There you are!” Diana exclaimed.

He smiled politely, not letting go of my hand. “Hi.” 

“Oh, you brought B.” Her fake smile came through.

“Well,” He chuckled, a little annoyed at her words, “She is my girlfriend so why wouldn’t I bring her?” 

She shrugged, “Oh Michael, it’s nothing. Don’t take it so personally.” 

My face was on fire. Why couldn’t she just leave him alone? She had a grip on him and he was trying to escape. 

I smiled, a real and mischievous smile, “Anyway, Michael, we should sit. I feel bad we were late because of the… You know.” I blushed, holding back a giggle at the memory of what we had done before we left my apartment.

Diana scoffed and her jaw slightly dropped. Michael blushed and bit his lip as we walked away from her. 

“Oh my God, I can’t believe you.” Michael whispered in my ear as he wrapped his arm around my waist. 

I laughed a little harder, throwing my head back. “I couldn’t help it. I wanted her to back off.” 

He smiled widely, “I think it worked.” He said as he softly kissed my cheek. 

I knew she was watching us as we walked away. I could feel her eyes on us, burning into us. She was jealous and I thought it was hilarious. 

Michael won two awards that night and I couldn’t be any more proud of him. He truly deserved this. It took me back to the night we met. “I Can’t Help It” playing in Studio 54. I would hold that song close to me forever. 

For his second award, he kept his beautiful brown eyes on me as he gave his speech. My heart fluttered. And his last words of his acceptance speech were, “I want to dedicate this win to my beautiful girlfriend, truly my angel in disguise. I love you, baby.”

I blew a kiss at him, the smile on my face never left. I could feel my face getting warm from blushing. 

After the show ended, I quickly grabbed his hand to rush out. I never gave him a chance to say goodbye to Diana, or anyone for that matter. I just needed to get out of there. Michael got us a hotel room for the night just in case we were followed by anyone. At least it would be to the hotel and not my apartment. 

Michael’s Point of View

She looked so beautiful tonight. The dress was perfect on her, she knew the hold she had on me and I loved it. She was so perfect to me. 

Once we arrived at the hotel, we all made our way up to our rooms. I made sure Bill was a few rooms down, I definitely didn’t want him to hear us tonight. It would be too embarrassing to face him the next day. 

We couldn’t get into the room fast enough, I was aching for her. I needed her. To kiss her beautiful lips, to hold her in my arms, to make love to her. As soon as the door closed behind us I placed my hand on her neck and pulled her in for a kiss. I couldn’t hold back my longing for her. 

She moaned very softly but loud enough for me to hear her. It sent a shiver down my spine. Her lips were so sweet. 

“Michael,” she whispered as she pulled away slightly. “I need you. Take this off of me. Now.” She was begging now.

I picked her up and carried her to the bed. I unzipped her dress slowly because I didn’t want to ruin the dress she worked so hard on. I reached into my pocket, pulled her underwear out and dangled them in front of her. “You’re so naughty.” I whispered, and slowly slid her dress off of her. 

She blushed bright red, “You teased me, I had to tease you.” She responded. 

“No more teasing now, I want you.” I spoke. 

“I’m all yours.” She said her voice was so soft and sweet. Full of innocence. 

I kissed her gently, laying soft kisses all over her neck down to her chest. All she had on now was her bra. Her body was so mesmerizing. She was a goddess and she didn’t even know it. I slid my hand under her upper back to unhook her bra. I gently took it off her and tossed it to the side.

As she began to unbutton my shirt, my breath hitched, almost as if it got caught in my chest. I was nervous, but I didn’t want to show it. She made me incredibly nervous. Once she was able to pull my shirt off, she ran her soft fingers down my chest to my stomach. 

I immediately got shy. I was self conscious because of my vitiligo but she always made me feel better about it. She sat up slightly, and kissed my chest where a spot was already slightly lighter than the rest of my skin. 

“You are perfect to me.” She whispered. 

My cheeks got red. God, I love her so much. I slowly took off the rest of my clothes as she kept her eyes on me. Her soft brown eyes, her perfect brown eyes. 

She laid back on the bed but I shook my head. I held out my hand to pull her back towards me. 

“Not on the bed, angel.” I whispered softly in her ear. 

She raised an eyebrow, “where?” 

“In the shower… If you're okay with that.” I responded.

“Absolutely.” She nodded and bit her lip. 

I took her by the hand and walked her into the bathroom. I turned on the water and while we waited for it to warm up, I pulled her close to me and kissed her softly from her lips to her jaw and then her neck. 

She moaned softly, “Michael.” She muttered letting out a light gasp. 

“Yes, angel?” I mumbled, my mouth still on her skin. 

“It feels so good when you kiss me.” She responded.

I smiled, “it feels so good when I kiss you.” 

We stepped into the shower, and I couldn’t help but pick her up and hold her up against the glass wall. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I held tightly onto her thighs. She pressed her lips to mine, softly at first but then with more passion. 

I moaned against her mouth. She was driving me crazy. “Are you ready?” I asked her, tucking a strand of her now wet hair behind her ear. 

She nodded slowly, “Yes baby, I need you.” 

I bit my lip and gently grabbed myself. I was so hard, and all I wanted was to be inside of her. I aligned it with her and began making love to her.

She moaned so loudly, it drove me insane. I could feel her nails slightly digging into my back, she was holding back. 

“Please don’t stop.” She muttered under her breath. Soft gasps escaping through her beautiful lips. 

She didn’t have to tell me not to stop, I couldn’t stop. I was obsessed with her. She was the only one I wanted to make love to. The only one I saw myself with. 

By now, we were both moaning, our voices and bodies in sync with each other. We reached climax together. 

I slowly put her down, she got on her toes and wrapped her arms around my neck. I kissed her softly.

“You have no idea how much I love you. You are my everything, my sweet angel.” I spoke, running my fingers through her hair. 

She smiled so sweetly, “I love you more.” She responded as she laid her forehead on my chest. 

I kissed the top of her head, “let me wash your hair.”

She nodded and turned around. 

After we finished our shower, I slowly dried her off and picked her up to carry her to the bed. She giggled softly and buried her face in my neck. 

We both put on our pajamas and cuddled close under the covers. 

imagine - valentine’s day at disneyland (no specific era 🫶🏼)

i’ve always dreamed of a disneyland date with michael, because we’re both disney adults. it would literally be my perfect date with him. so i thought i’d share it with you.

content - fluff, romance, surprise date

Valentines Day

Michael had been planning a surprise for you to celebrate Valentine’s Day. You weren’t sure what it was but you were definitely excited to find out.

He had you blind folded for the whole ride to the location because he wanted it to be a complete surprise. 

“Michael, pleeease let me take this off! I want to know where we’re going.” You groaned.

“Not a chance, I told you it was a surprise.” He laughed softly.

“Where could you even be taking me this late? I don’t understand.” You responded.

He kissed you softly, “just relax, we’re almost there.” 

You huffed, a little annoyed but excited to find out what he had been keeping such a big secret for so long. Finally the car stopped, “we’re here! Can I take it off now?” 

“Noooo, I’ll do it for you when we get there.” He said.

“So you want me to walk blindfolded?” You complained.

He rolled his eyes, “obviously not. I’m going to guide you. Stop being so impatient, baby!” 

“Fine fine, let’s go.” You responded.

He took your arm and looped it through his. You both walked at a somewhat slow pace so that you wouldn’t trip.

And finally, you came to a stop. It was completely silent. You were very confused. 

“Why is it so quiet?” You asked.

You then felt Michael right behind you, the warmth from his body felt so comforting. He began to slowly untie the blindfold but was careful to not take it off right away. Suddenly, music began to play. Very familiar music. 

“Happy Valentine’s Day, baby.” He whispered in your ear as he slowly took the blindfold off. He brought you to Disneyland. 

Your heart fluttered and your stomach was full of butterflies. He rented out the park just for you. 

“Michael…” Your eyes filled with tears as you turned around to face him. “I love you so much.” You kissed him softly.

He smiled and put one of his hands on your cheek. “I love you so much more.” 

You both spent the whole night getting on rides and meeting characters. It was everything you had ever dreamed of. Michael knew how to make you happy. 

You got on the carousel and it felt like a fairytale. Characters joined you both on the ride, it couldn’t have been more perfect. 

The night ended with the most perfect fireworks show. A show that was put together just for you.