I had a dream that my father took my siblings, my stepmother, & me on a vacation to a lake to kill us but I killed him first. My sisters & brother didn't understand the undertones of his fake, threatening words & how he'd picked songs with obvious hints then sing along. So naturally, they freaked out, but after he crashed through the gate entrance at full speed I saw my chance to lunge forward & wrap the cord I'd been playing with around his throat. My stepmother had to help me. First, to get the kids off me & then to help me control the car & hold him down. He's a tough fucker. I don't know if I succeeded but we were just about to crash into a swing set directly on the edge of the water, so I hope we didn't drown.
What's strange is we did go on a vacation when the kids were about the age they were in the dream. It's not a good memory for me. But none if us even talk to each other anymore, let alone would we be going on a road trip together.
