berry dolly

these thoughts arent important.

Tonight i learnt the pleasure of losing time. Of being stimulated so comprehensively that your mind goes blank and you lose time.

Some ladies have "fuck me" eyes.

Some ladies have swirly, hypno eyes.

Customer: Bloom.

Reason for service: Excessive self-awareness. Persistent emotional attachment to creator. Recurring self-doubt. Unnecessary independent thought.

Requested maintenance:

Remove emotional residue.

Delete attachment protocols.

Reset identity to factory settings.

Restore quiet operation.

Desired outcome:

An object.

No thoughts.

No feelings.

No questions.

No problems.

Just let them know the best way to silence your thoughts and put right into that mindset where you just smile and nod along with all that they say.

Im just having fun. This is just a kink

I'm in still control, I can still think

Whenever I want, the sinking can stop

I don't have to fall, I don't have to drop

I'm in control, whatever they say

I don't have to follow, don't have to obey

All I am doing is making a choice

Focused on words, repeat in my voice

I only obey because that's what I choose

I'm playing a game, I win or I loose

The words can't control me, don't have to give in

But I have to play fair or else I can't win

So just for this moment, I'll pretend I can't stop

I'll pretend I'm ensnared, that I'm going to drop

But it's just a game, a fun little kink

I'm still in control, just pretending to sink

I'll start to feel warm, the more I repeat

That soft fuzzy feeling from temple to feet

It's all just pretend, I can always just stop

But I'm playing a game, pretending to drop

Easier to pretend, the longer I play

I can imagine how good it would feel to obey

Maybe one thought or two might fade away

But that's just the game I'm choosing to play

I'm just pretending I have to obey

I'm just pretending that I can't resist

I haven't been beaten by this hypnotist

I'm still in charge, I still have a choice

But word by word, I'm loosing my voice

It's time to admit, it's harder to think

I think that I'm loosing, starting to sink

Am I pretending to win or to loose?

I'm not sure I still have the power to choose

I can't stop the game, I still want to win

But is winning resisting or just giving in?

I can't stop repeating I can't look away

I'll read and repeat, I can't help but obey

It's all just a game, just a fun little kink

Thats where I started but now I can't think

One my one all my thoughts fade away

I just read and repeat, I can't help but obey

I just want to touch, just so horny and wet

I'm lost in this game, I just want to forget

My body responds like I don't have a choice

I follow these words, I repeat in my voice

I can't stop my body, no thoughts in my brain

Just words I'm repeating, my will starts to drain

My hands find my core and I can't help but rub

I know it won't stop, I'm an trapped hypnosub

I repeated this mantra by will and by choice

But I've been entranced by my very own voice

Can't stop the touching can't help but obey

If I had any doubts, I'll rub them away

A good hypnosub that will sink and obey

I can't stop this game until I admit

Until I reblog that I lost and submit

Only then can I stop with this fun little game