Whatever i’ll make the confessions. in my bedroom it’s dark every light is off gripping my phone streaming the live it is sleep it is skylines it is demolition lovers. i held my phone tighter than i needed to and ill say it like a breeze nobody heard, holding the phone itself because it was all there was in that moment to hold between my hands and i wanted to own that moment. do you guys know what i mean if i ask have you ever felt okay with yourself. not proud of yourself or obsessed with yourself or neutral about yourself those are easy feelings to have on occasion, especially in the daylight. but when in the dark of your solititude the first thing you know to be true about yourself is that you are going to die alone, & you are maybe the worst thing in the world, have you felt like you were going to be okay. in that dark. or ummmmm is it just me. fake question i know it’s not just me ive seen those stadiums light up . all we are is bullets and i mean this forever. wake up. wake up. we’re going to be here our whole lives
