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Stuck between overemotional and emotionless at the same time
hey im sorry to bug you, but i just need some assurance that things will be okay. i've had issues with dpdr since i was a little kid (25 now) and it's so so so bad right now even with medication, and i feel really hopeless that things will get better. i can't get in to see a therapist rn, and i haven't left my house since june bc i can't get in a car. i'm hopeless rn and i just... want to know that the fight is gonna be worth it.
hiiiii !!!
everyoneâs path of healing is different. and there is honestly only a few pieces of advice i can offer:
- try getting a therapist through video chat!! (i just recently start doing that and iâm loving it !)
- instead of focusing on the fact you donât feel alive, just focus on living. like every little thing you do just focus on that and put yourself in the moment. itâs easier said than done but eventually if you keep doing that itâll fade away
- stay hopeful. keep doing things that will benefit your future self. youâll feel alive eventually but only if you really believe that and work for it. hang in there â¤ď¸
âI had nothing to offer anybody, except my own confusion.â
â Jack Kerouac / On the Road (via bnmxfld)
HEYYY THE DPDR GUIDE TO SURVIVING QUARANTINE:
experiencing dpdr in a time like this can be extra miserable. hereâs a little guide to help you!
1. Make sure to practice self care on yourself.
2. Keep yourself productive throughout the day.
3. Do laundry in the morning
4. Try yoga
5. Make yourself breakfast
6. Try out cooking your own meals. It doesnât have to be anything too complex. You can make eggs, cook
7. Write out poems. They can be about anything and everything
8. Make sure to drink plenty of water throughout the day
9. Read a book or comic book
10. Avoid watching Tv and / or playing video games for extended periods of time, this tends to cause zoning out and eventually dp/dr
11. Itâs totally fine to take naps during the day but try to avoid doing them later into the evening
12. If youâre in school/college. Do a minimum 2-3 hours of studying/work (not to sound like a parent)
13. During the day, let the sunlight to your room. Draw your curtains or if it isnât sunny, turn on lamps and lights in your room.
14. Call a friend or two and see how theyâre doing
15. Light some incense
16. If you have any, cuddle your pets.
17. If you donât, cuddle stuffed animals
18. Try solving a jigsaw puzzle
19. rearrange your room to a new look and redecorate.
20. Have some spicy food occasionally! Food that contains capsaicin has been proven to work as an endorphin. (I personally eat spicy shrimp ramen)
21: call/facetime/text friends and family. look at pictures. remind yourself that you are real and THEY are real!!
22: keep a normal routine
23: remember, just because you canât see people, doesnât mean they donât exist. donât dwell on it.
24: seek help. a friend, therapist, me, anyone. seek help if you need it and donât be scared!
25: go to bed at a decent hour. (haha sounding like a parent again) we all know that the later you stay up the more time you have to sink into bad episodes of dpdr.. so to avoid that, go to bed earlier
26: one thing that goes along w that^ is i like to facetime or call someone RIGHT before bed. (usually by boyfriend) and then i go to bed as soon as they hang up. iâm filled with the fact that someone loves me and talks to me and exists, and it helps me sleep really well
27: donât spend too much time on social media- especially tumblr. you are surrounded by the thoughts that are constantly in your head when you go into here. and while this is a helpful source, too much time on it leads to dwelling on your thoughts
28: audiobooks and podcasts really help tune out the "negative thoughts voice" :))
29: Painting your nails, even though some guys might not be up for it. Painting your nails can trick your brain into reminding you that the hands youâre looking at are yours.
anymore feel free to comment so i can add them!!
and thanks to @doomermaggot702 for the idea and most of these tips!!

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âBut even in her laughter there was something missing. She never seemed to be truly happy; she just seemed to be passing time while she waited for something else. She was tired of just existing; she wanted to live.â -
Cecelia Ahern, P.S. I Love You
HEYYY THE DPDR GUIDE TO SURVIVING QUARANTINE:
experiencing dpdr in a time like this can be extra miserable. hereâs a little guide to help you!
1. Make sure to practice self care on yourself.
2. Keep yourself productive throughout the day.
3. Do laundry in the morning
4. Try yoga
5. Make yourself breakfast
6. Try out cooking your own meals. It doesnât have to be anything too complex. You can make eggs, cook
7. Write out poems. They can be about anything and everything
8. Make sure to drink plenty of water throughout the day
9. Read a book or comic book
10. Avoid watching Tv and / or playing video games for extended periods of time, this tends to cause zoning out and eventually dp/dr
11. Itâs totally fine to take naps during the day but try to avoid doing them later into the evening
12. If youâre in school/college. Do a minimum 2-3 hours of studying/work (not to sound like a parent)
13. During the day, let the sunlight to your room. Draw your curtains or if it isnât sunny, turn on lamps and lights in your room.
14. Call a friend or two and see how theyâre doing
15. Light some incense
16. If you have any, cuddle your pets.
17. If you donât, cuddle stuffed animals
18. Try solving a jigsaw puzzle
19. rearrange your room to a new look and redecorate.
20. Have some spicy food occasionally! Food that contains capsaicin has been proven to work as an endorphin. (I personally eat spicy shrimp ramen)
21: call/facetime/text friends and family. look at pictures. remind yourself that you are real and THEY are real!!
22: keep a normal routine
23: remember, just because you canât see people, doesnât mean they donât exist. donât dwell on it.
24: seek help. a friend, therapist, me, anyone. seek help if you need it and donât be scared!
25: go to bed at a decent hour. (haha sounding like a parent again) we all know that the later you stay up the more time you have to sink into bad episodes of dpdr.. so to avoid that, go to bed earlier
26: one thing that goes along w that^ is i like to facetime or call someone RIGHT before bed. (usually by boyfriend) and then i go to bed as soon as they hang up. iâm filled with the fact that someone loves me and talks to me and exists, and it helps me sleep really well
27: donât spend too much time on social media- especially tumblr. you are surrounded by the thoughts that are constantly in your head when you go into here. and while this is a helpful source, too much time on it leads to dwelling on your thoughts
28: audiobooks and podcasts really help tune out the "negative thoughts voice" :))
29: Painting your nails, even though some guys might not be up for it. Painting your nails can trick your brain into reminding you that the hands youâre looking at are yours.
anymore feel free to comment so i can add them!!
and thanks to @doomermaggot702 for the idea and most of these tips!!
havenât been on here in a long while.
i just want to say that if you donât believe healing happens, it does. eventually.
it just takes hope.
with all of this covid-19 stuff, my heart breaks for everyone that experiences dpdr or dissociative symptoms.
if anyone needs someone to talk to, iâm here.
Hello!! I hope this is okay to put in ask.. I wanted a place where I could hangout with ppl who also have DPDR soo I made a DPDR discord.. I just made it soo there's not that many ppl on it.. I just wanna know if anyone would be interested?? I can message the invite
Hey yeah iâm glad tp share this for amyone interested :) this is a really good idea!!
you donât have to be who you want to be right now.
youâll get there.
and this applies to everything, mental health, regular health, life situations, everything.
donât stress about this moment.
youâre only job at this moment is to keep working for yourself.
if you feel like your life and mind is crap rn, just work for the future
work for your future self
they will thank you so much for that.
donât worry about right now, and donât WORRY about the future, just do things that we benefit your future, and that you wonât regret!
youâre still learning a lot about yourself.

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if youâre looking for hope
if youâre looking for a little bit of hope, scroll through my page.
read how miserable i was.
and then believe me when i tell you that i am doing amazing right now, better than ever.
i wish you could all feel like i do right now.
but you will get there i promise.
just please believe that you will be okay, cuz thatâs the first steps. if you need the next steps, message me. iâll help the best i can :)
Okay so I have talked about DID With with my psychiatrist and she said I do have dissociation but never said explicitly that I have DID or DRDP so that is a little thing to remember when I say what I am about to say. I feel like I have had dissociation/depersonalization episodes I guess you can call them, but I could never give you an example of when or what happened because I genuinely donât know. Is it normal to feel that something happened but also have no recollection of it happening?
Yes, that is.
sorry, again for getting to this so so late. and for having basically no words with everything. but yeah, thatâs a normal thing. also, iâm always here if you need to talk :)
I know a lot of people probably send you shit like this, but I've just found out I have depersonalization disorder and everything seems so clear, but twice as blurry at the same time. Like now everything that has happened kind of makes sense but I'm only getting worse, I just ... don't know what to do.
no idea how long ago this was so iâm so sorry. iâve been off of here for awhile :((
i am not really much help rn, i not very good with words at the moment. but it will be worse and bad, but it wonât last forever. read my posts about how i recovered etc, and most of all just remember you will get better. you WILL be okay :) message me if you need anything. & that goes for everyone
iâve been doing better lately
the only advice i can offer is to distract yourself, and not just sit and wallow in it.
stop focusing on the fact that you donât feel alive, and just live.
the more you put yourself out there the more alive you begin to feel
get off of here.
youâve discovered that there are other people like you, and people can relate to you and thatâs great
but you know that now.
staying on this app will only force you to dwell in dpdr and you wonât get better
i promise. trust me. donât stay on here :(

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iâm back
hey iâve been gone for quite a while. iâve been doing pretty good lately
then i redownloaded tumblr and scrolled through my posts
and i .. m i s s dpdr.
holy crap this is such a weird feeling.
a million people can tell you âitâll all be okayâ but the moment you start speaking to yourself that way, and truly mean it, is the most comforting thing ever.